HAPPY HOLIDAYYSSS!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

p.s- I should be getting my Internet back sooon!! so ill   be able to be on AIM, xanga, and myspace...wayyyyy more!!

so lately...I have been thinking about my life and everything that has happened over the past few months...and years. and how there really hasn't been one day where I haven't cried over something, and where I just felt like breaking down, giving up, and letting go. But today I realized that everything has made me such a better, stronger, more mature person, and even though it still brings tears to my eyes when I think about the things going on, I know ill be ok. With all of this going through my mind, It also makes me think about the things i have just gave up...let it passed me by...and sometimes i think i am so fucking stupid, because i don't even know when i have something good going for me half of the time. For example...I had so many good things come into my life over the summer, and what did I do...sit there and act like it was no big deal, and now i wish i took some of those chances...so much. and i found that i can never keep a friend...ever. man I can be to nieve...

im sorry to anyone i have hurt in the past few months.

helllllo everyone.

i never up-date anymore, and i dunno why because i still love xanga. maybe im just lazy, oh well...but i promise to start updating more. right now im in Florida, at my grand parents house, and i was in the Florida Keys for the past few days, i went SCUBA FREAKIN DIVING. it was amazing and guess what, you'll never guess...ok giveup?  I FOUND NEMO. hahahaha ok, that was lame...but I did see a freakin Octopus, who I named Earl. Yeaaaaa, well Have an amazinly wonderful Thanksgiving. i love you.

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"So show me something we haven't heard yet, but I'm not convinced and your hopeless songs wont stick. But I, i'll sing you something you wont forget for the first time i know this is now who i am"

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i love the emo song!!

ok, so I Finally got a new cell phone. Here is the Number.

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um, im in a good mood. happy halloween. i love you!!

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Tomorrow I am going to The All-American Rejects, The Academy is..., and Rooney Concert with Jessica and Kelly!!..and my little sister =) (it's gonna be her first concert..haha) sounds like fun. I can't wait!!!

          ::signs that caution sixteens unsafe::

 

 

 

 

 

                 so, today is my 16th birthday!!
                  well, thats kinda cool. haha
                                      

 

 

 

                           SOCIAL DISTORTION
                                   October 28th!!

                                & SWAYZE'S...
                       anyone know of any good 
                           shows coming up soon
                                          ?