So i figure id get a decent one of these up though no one reads it but hey what the hell im bored off my ass.
Whats been up lately with me is just some stuff i guess i'll list it: - School of course. its going better grade wise then last year and such. but i need to get my GPA up so ive been studying my ass off hardxcore. Its working a little i guess. - Friends. Hmm...my friends are cool. Natalies been feeling better ive been visiting her alot. shes such a cutie and a very genuine girl. Angelas the cool kid though i love her to death. she keeps me going. Ive not seen kari nanda lexi and kat in a long time and i miss them. Damn you guys why do you have to be 45 mintues away? haha. My other friends are good. busy with school and such but good. No major issues. Hopefully it stays calm for awhile here after what's been happening lately. I cant afford to lose my friends. idk what id do. Specially the best ones. But ive been making new ones lately too. Awesomeness right there. -Ive decided people in general arent very great. They suck in fact. I know i have to let shit go when they make rude comments on my being gay but seriously youd wish it were a little more different. Like you know people who think oh because youre now friends with this girl you must automatically like them. Or how bout when your closest friends parents cant know your gay because if they did theyd hate you and not let you hang out with your best friend or like ever see them again? yeah that disappoints me and the same is going for Nats parents too. Its not too bad though i could def. have it worse so i just let it go. If i held on to everything that happened or everything said about me being gay id be fucked. haha so just let it go is my policy. go with the flow. So yeah people suck in more ways then one. People who judge you for something that you did but was totally an accident is horrible. like it happened to my one friend she ahd someone approach her on an issue that had nothing to do with the damn lady and she yelled at her. ifelt bad for my friend cause she def. didnt deserve it. AT ALL. shes amaxing she doesnt need some damn lady yellnig at her. Yeahhh...2007 sucks really bad so far. it feels darker and depressing...does it to anyone else? - haha No special love intersts. not even a crush in fact which im def. not complaining about. sick of all that shit. Well....there is this one girl...i dont even know her..i know like her first name...and i see her in the hallways all the time and idk something about her catches my eye but im not gonna just go up and introduce myself...haha yeah thatd be great..."hi im alannah, ne of the two school lesbians, ive been seeing you lately and theres something about you that draws me in...wanna be friends?" haha idk...if the oppurtunity were to present itself i would try and become her friend. She seems cool. But i do have an issue going on that im not sure about. and its not about ehr. and its not about me liknig anybody its about someone liking me. its complicated cause i dont want to hurt this girl. but i hope i figure it out soon. - Softballs roaring up again im excited. hopefully this season will be a good one and ill have the same teammates as last yeat. that was awesomeeeee. - Life seems dull and far away to me lately idk. It needs some spicing up. -Its too fucking cold! im always cold lately! and im always one of those people who is always warm. never cold even if youve been standing outside in the freezing somehow i was always warm, but not lately...lately ive been freezing my ass off even if its not cold. dammit winter go the fuck away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha spring spring spring spring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Never have time to play my videogames anymore...ive seemed to lost interest. een thoguh ive had a big urge to play DDR. Even though ive never played it. im hopnig to get ahold of it somehow. -I need a job haha.
-Signed up for rooms for myrtle beach today...gonna be me and angela and natalie and either hayden or margot. dunno both are awesome so id give a damn. -Apparently i get to go to the Carribbean? in august? with nat? seems cool to me shes a fun girl i enjoy her company alot... -Nothing really else is gonig on with me...if i think of something ill update again...but for now...Peace out loves. | 
