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i really dont want to sound gay or emo like a lot off ppl i know that have these but im really hurting right now and my anger has been worse then ever. the voices came back too, i've never told anyone about them except my brother; they are starting to get to me. my hate has heightened, mymind has become more disturbed in the way i think, and i just wanna take my pain out on others. I haven't felt loved by another in quite awhile, i miss having sumone to hold or be with. i've been smoking lately, being under this stress. i've been drinking to, trying to forget. well b4 i start sounding like a charity case or an emo looney im gonna go...call me if you want to talk. I HATE EMO!! lol |
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| Prom was awesome guys...i had the most beautiful date ever. Thanx Rachel for a lovely evening i really had fun. Sandy and you other asian chiks made it cool to see ya in school tomorrow becuz i was sick today!! |
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| im soooooo excited about prom! i have the most beautiful date ever!! yay rachel  well not much else to say so see ya! |
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| Ok so there is this gorgeous girl that i know, well i actually went out with her, and prom is coming up as a lot of you know. i really want to go with her but another guy has asked her to go. so now she is thinking about who she wants to go with...i really hope it is me. i've been thinking about her a lot and i really miss being with her becuz she is such a great person. Rachel i just want to let you know that i really care about you and i want to be with you, please go with me baby please? well i g2g peeps ttyl bye |
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