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FEMININE_96
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Name: Christine
State: Hawaii
Birthday: 1/8/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Ordering drive-thru with a perfected english accent. boppin to phiggityphat beatz in my blue rav4 (that's right i ain't ashamed byatch). sporting 80s fashion. listening to "The CURE", the Roots, radiohead, RAGE, & iLETmanuttz HANG cuz i'm wit WU TANG. watching classic flicks on TCM (seriously i'm obsessed with jean harlow). Gettin' down with the oBC ~ yeah you know me. i love my condiments--tobasco and A1 i CANNOT live w/out! oh yeah, i have a KINKY fetish, and i color my hair. now ya know shorties...FOLLOW my lead!
Expertise: Going out and playing till the break of dawn. Shakin' it like i'm from jamaica. Being aBITCH. Getting crunk off uno dos TRES shots.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Legal
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/18/2004
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| NEW XANGA 'nd yes this ones going to be the last and final one i shall make. *kekeke Well the sn ish hapasweetie | | |
| not a pretty girli am not a pretty girl
that is not what i do
i ain't no damsel in distress
and i don't need to be rescued
so put me down punk
maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair
isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere
i am not an angry girl
but it seems like i've got everyone fooled
every time i say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling
and i am sorry
i am not a maiden fair
and i am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere
and generally my generation
wouldn't be caught dead working for the man
and generally i agree with them
trouble is you gotta have yourself an alternate plan
and i have earned my disillusionment
i have been working all of my life
and i am a patriot
i have been fighting the good fight
and what if there are no damsels in distress
what if i knew that and i called your bluff?
don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down
whether or not you ever show up
i am not a pretty girl
i don't want to be a pretty girl
no i want to be more than a pretty girl | | |
| I MISS HIM (STANLEY KIM). I WANT HIM BACK. *tear PLEASE STANLEY WHEREVER YOU ARE PLEASE COME BACK TO ME! PLEASE! I DO LOVE YOU! I told you things that i nver told others 'bout and yet i trusted you with most things. I BELIEVED in YOU and yet US! I WANT YOU and NEED YOU here in my life! YOU promised me you'd always be here but you didn't keep your promise. I'm sorry for saying all those mean and cruel things towards you, you know I didn't mean them, you knew I was just upset or yet mad. PLEASE don't do this to me.:(
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| Someone talk to me or help me please idk what to do already or anymore. I'm so lost in this bitter of confusion. I'm so heart broken and I don't think my heart can move on after this. I promised myself i wouldn't let anyone get close nor open to another but I did. And now I'm back to where I started sad, lonely and confused. *tear falls upon my cheek Why me? I ask and shout to the losd why me do they choose to do this to? Or why me does this have to happened to? Why couldn't you choose someone else to do this to? I've been through so much ups and downs in my past at such a young age and is it so hard to ask for a guy to be honest and to love me and care for me and be here for me? Maybe it's all my fault. I admit I am insecure but hey who isn't right? I honestly thought this was it or he was the one but I guess I was just fooling myself and once again I was thoughfully wrong. Why? I just ask why me? Haven't I been through enough lord? Sometimes I wonder why do people like to hurt others or why do we get hurt? Why can't we all just get along and be happy? Well I tried calling him but no one had answered and I can't say I didn't try but guess it's really over now. I'm sorry for everything I did wrong towards you Stanley and I know you may hate me or dislike me or never want to speak to me again and yet I don't blame you and would understand. But yet I hope one day you can find it in your heart to forgive, maybe not now but maybe later. Well everyone that was the info. for today. AHH someone save me from this sadness and pain within my heart. I no longer want to feel this pain within me. | | |
| The sincerity of one voice speaking to another has been lost. Did it once exist? | | |
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