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Life is amazing.....and so are my friends!

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 00:27:20 GMT

This past week I've realized how much i truly do love my friends! They get me through the day and i'd be so lost if i didnt have them. This entry is dedicated to them so if u dont think u're on here then u're prolly right and reading any further would be of no value to you watsoever.

*Mary-Wow....who would've thought we would become friends? Though or past was very rocky, i know the future is gonna be bright and we'll be friends for a good long while. You're an amazing person and i'm so glad we're friends. Just watching you come to youth group and seeing how much you've grown spiritually in these past couple years just blows my mind, cuz in all honestly i didnt think it was gonna happen. It's truly inspirational and i just hope you stay strong and true to your faith no matter wat. Remember i'm here for you no matter wat. I'm so lucky to have you in my life and i (to quote you) friggen love you!

*Cait-2 yrs and we're still runnin strong. We've been through it all the ups and downs but no matter wat we made it through, and made us stronger. Idk wat i'd do w/out you. You understand me like no other which is impressive cuz sometimes I dont even understand myself haha. I'm glad we became friends and cant w8 to face these last 2yrs of school w/ya. Scary huh? I luv ya gurlie!

*Megan-like mary we had our fair share of arguments and wat not but luckily ReCreation made everything better. We became a lot closer and i'm so excited cuz she's such an awesome person! And we have a lotta memories. I can't w8 to get to know her better and share more fun times @ youth trips and stuff. I <3 her!

*Jordan(aka brudder)-Ok so jordan wont read this cuz he doesnt have the internet but i still freakin luv this kid. He's my shoulder to cry on, and a great person to talk to. He makes me laugh and i know he'll always be there for me. We have an amazing bond, he's the greatest guy friend i could ever ask for. LYLAB!

*Josh R.-This kid is freakin amazing! Idk wat else there is to say about him other than that in all honesty cuz that pretty much sums him up. I luv that kid!

*Steven-I've known this kid since elementary and he's still the biggest hick i know haha but thats ok we still love him. He's the greatest hick any1 could ever ask for i'm glad we started talkin again.

*Geoff-He's such an amazing person, and we've been through a lot and no matter wat he's still there and always makes me feel comfortable and safe. I'm gonna miss him so much while he's @ college!

*Jared-Good times w/that kid. He's so fun and made youth group so energetic. I'm gonna miss him a lot to while he's in florida for school.

*Ben-Ok so i'm a little mad @ him right now but after everything cools down i still heart this kid. He's sucha goofball and he's always there to talk to if i need him which i luv. And he always makes me feel better

Well there ya have it folks, these are the people that make my life worth while. My supporters, my ventors that i go to often, the people who keep me sane when i need to be, the ones who i can always look up to and go to no matter what, my reasons for living. I'm so blessed, i couldnt ask for better friends!

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

What a wonderful caricature of intimacy...

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 00:48:29 GMT

Wow these past couple of days have been fun! Sunday I worked from 12-5 then went to youth the applebee's w/mary,ben,jordan,josh, and steven it was pretty fun. Then after that we went back to mary's a hung out a lil bit. Yesterday went to the pool w/Geoff and Jon which was fun. Geoff's car wouldnt start twice the 1st B4 we went to the pool and the 2nd time after the pool we went to blockbuster rented a movie came out it wouldnt start so we had hoover pick us up which was crazy! He's an insane driver! Went back to Geoff's house and watched a movie and stuff. 2day i went to the mall w/Cait which was fun. Spending money is always fun lol! 2morrow is my last day workin @ Allenberry and I'm seriously thrilled! I'll prolly end up running when he says we can leave for the night cuz I'll be THAT excited to get away from that hellhole! I'm hopin to hear back from Papa John's soon.....dont ask about Sheetz I'd rather not talk about it. But yea it'll be cool cuz Jordan works there and Josh hopefully will start to it's gonna be crazy. Those guys are awesome! Idk wat I'd do w/out them! So yea. There's like 19days left till school AHHH!!!! That sorta sucks cuz I dont really wanna go back to school. I mean sure i miss every1 and it gives me somethin to do but still.....yuck. It'll be awesome once I get my liscence which is oct. 25th thats too far away! Grrr. But yea....nm else goin on really so yea...I guess thats it for now...

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Monday, July 31, 2006

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 23:32:45 GMT

Holy crap i like NEVER write in this thing nemore. I'm sorry guys! Wow recreation was july 16-22nd and omg it was sooo fun! I didnt want it to end. I'm too lazy to put the pics up here so go check them out on myspace i put a few up there. Umm......o i FINALLY put my 2 weeks notice in for allenberry and applied @ sheetz and got a call today while i was out saying 2 call 2morrow to schedule my drug test and stuff so that means I'm in. Thank God! I'll be makin a buck more than i do now and i'll actually know when i get off work! I'm so excited. Mary and Ben are gonna work there w/me so thats gonna be fun! I'll be so glad to get outta allenberry that place is literall hell on earth! So yea...hung out w/keefer today that was pretty fun. Went swimmin @ boiling springs pool it was hot! Yuck and 2morrow is gonna be even worse! 110 degrees! Thank God for AC. Hmm.....nm else to write about. Haha i now own seasons 1-4 of Will&Grace woohoo! Gives me stuff 2 watch durin the day cuz there's never nething on. Hmm.....yea nm 2 really write about in here. The only reason im really posting somethin is cuz myspace is down as usual. What else is new right? So yea...I guess thats it for this lovely entry until next time!

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Live well...Laugh often....Love retirement....

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 22:49:14 GMT

Ok so that motto was on the blanket that they wrapped my grandma with in her casket. For some who don't know i found out after work friday night that my great grandma died thurs. morning. Apparently she had been in a nursing home for a while and her daughter and her family were just waiting for it to happen but didnt have the courtesy to tell any of us! Her son read it in the paper and told my dad who called us, and had it not been for that call we wouldn't have known. So yea....that wasnt cool and that def. made the funeral harder to bear. The woman that was in the casket didnt even look like my grandma it was awful and yet i couldnt bring myself to cry that much. I just can't bring my self to believe that she's gone. She was sucha stubborn woman, she worked untill she was 86 years old and never missed a day of it. She received an award in DC for being the oldest most respected woman @ her job @ PHEAA. I also found out she played field hockey in college.....guess thats where i got that from. She loved every1 and helped in everyway she could. She had a great sense of humor and when we'd go to visit she'd always tell me "courty u better work hard in school so u can get a scholorship and go to college." Now she's not even here to see me graduate. Thats all i ever wanted, and thats all that runs through my head on the 1st day of school are those words and the thought of her being there as i walked across the stage to get my diploma with a scholorship under my belt. I wish i could do that for her. She's done so much for me and she deserves that. She was one of the most honorable women i knew, who lived life to the fullest. She was never afraid of death ever. She knew God would take her when the time was right. I never saw her cry, she said it was a sign of weakness and that you shouldnt cry just move on. I honestly dont know wat to do. Everytime I go to cry i cant and i feel awful, and i dont wanna bottle it in cuz thats not good either ugh! I'm still in that denial mode i guess, because i guess i always figured she'd live forever and now thats she's gone i don't know how to react. Alright well i guess im gonna stop rambling cuz i dont even know wat im saying nemore so yea...i guess until next time...

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Courtney

RIP Margaret Rosealba Gontz you will never be forgotten!

I just wanna break you down so badly...

Sat, 27 May 2006 14:52:16 GMT

Wow it's been a while since I've updated. Mostly life has consisted of sleep, school, eat work, shower, drive thats about it really. But life has been pretty good I must admit. I got my paycheck the other day for $294 so i was pretty excited. I went and opened an account then spent the rest on my i-pod nano!!! Woohoo it's about gosh darn time I got one. My next check is goin all straight to the bank so I can save for a car YAY! lol. But yea so last night Cait and I worked till 1AM!!! That was an 8hour day for me so that was not fun. I mean I wasnt complainin but still my mom wasnt thrilled, which I dont blame her. But yea....so one of the dishboys has returned and lemme tell ya wat....THANK GOD! For starters he's prettyy damn hott and secondly that means we wont have to stay and do dishes much nemore since there's two dish boys YAY! Haha. Hmm.....I get to work by myself 2night since Emily took off for campin and Cait so she can watch her cousins so this should be interesting. Hopefully it's not to chaotic. Thank God we have off Monday woohoo! I swear even though we only had school 2 days this week it still felt like a whole week. I'll be really happy when school is over for good then it's summer. Now I'm not as excited about it cuz we found out sunday we're not goin to IYC cuz we just dont have the budget for it so that means no Cali *sniffle sniffle* but hopefully we go back to recreation again in NC i luv that place! Umm....wat else? O yea in choir we're workin on graduation music which is makin me really sad cuz I'm losin A LOT of friends after this year and it's just startin to hit me that thats the case, that next year they're gonna be gone and thats not cool. Next year is gonne be so weird. But alrighty well i guess thats it 4 2day...until next time i guess.

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Look mom I really am a Ninja!

Fri, 19 May 2006 02:36:31 GMT

Raphael
You can be considered the 'dark one' of your family. You're a hot-head, face it. Or...the 'Realist' some may say. It's a dog-eat-dog world, you're a pretty big dog. You normally lay low until some one gets up your back. You're anti-social and short-tempered...and you're not big on admitting it! But, even though you can act kinda rude and not-there, you're a rather large teddy bear on the inside when it comes to the ones you love...in danger. You hate being called a, 'softy' and you're always ready to 'bring it'.

Yes folks its true....i'm a real ninja. Just thought it was about time I told ya'll. I know I know u're jealous. Prolly thinking why am I not a ninja....well my friends....it's becuz YOU'RE NOT COOL ENOUGH! MWAHAHAA. Ok thats all....BYE!!!

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Ninja Courtney!

ps. I'm not gonna apologize for this stupid entry cuz....psh....I'm a

fuckin ninja

biotch! HA!

Don't read this it's lame.....ok fine....but remember I warned you

Tue, 16 May 2006 19:32:02 GMT

Hey wow it's been a while since I've updated. I've been pretty busy at work lately cuz i worked last week Wed-Sun which was pretty fun. We got a new guy named Jon omg he's soo funny and he's pretty cute so that's always a bonus lol. But yea I actually like my job minus a few people *coughemcough* sorry bout that nasty cough there lol. Spent the night @ Mary's on Friday after work which was cool cuz Cait and I got off work early Friday night which like NEVER happens so we got 2 Mary's around 10PM, and Ben was there and they were cleanin his car so we dissed his marroon car lol then after he left we just sorta sat around then watch Anger Management and Mary crashed 1st then Megan so Cait and I were up till like 12. Next thing I know I'm wakin up to Cait sayin her cell shut off so the alarm didnt go off and it was almost 7:30AM which isnt good cuz we had 2 be @ walmart for the hotdog stand but luckily Mary Beth and PJ were runnin behind so it was ok. Yuck business was slow, rude people, power shut off a lot, it wasnt too fun. Haha o man Mary workin @ hotdog stands 1st thing in the mornin isnt a good idea she kept yellin @ people to buy stuff, or said they sucked it was quite amusing. OMG then Zembo Shrine showed up and they were raising money to help the children walk and they had a lil girl in a wheel chair! I'm like how r we supposed to compete w/that come on now! THEN they got a clown! I was pretty angry cuz I HATE clowns. Work was fun but tiring as hell, I worked from 3-almost midnight cuz I stayed to help wash dishes omg it was a MESS! Sunday worked from 9-6 then came home and hung out w/my mommy. Hung out w/Darren yesterday and I got to drive us home from school even though he was a bit scared he was gonna die until i assured him he had a better chance of gettin killed w/our bus driver driving than me driving so that was ok, got home and watched Hardball and The Barbershop. It was pretty fun. I dont have to work till Thurs. which is pretty exciting AND I get paid so that means.....i-Pod!!! WOOHOO! I hope I get enough to get one! Choir conert 2morrow @ 8 YUCK! Thats gonna be interesting.....then Thurs is the teacher strike WOOHOO! No school! That makes me happy! Alrighty well I guess that's it for now....hmm......yea....I miss my dish boy! lol He makes work so much better! hehe Alrighty well ill write l8r until then...

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Those poor dirty dishes....HA!

Tue, 09 May 2006 20:00:01 GMT

So I started workin @ Allenberry last Friday. It's not too bad not the greatest but hey it pays so thats always nice. But I have to work Wed-Sun this week so thats NOT so nice grrr. But yea so I'm pretty excited cuz there's hott dishboys...I've only seen one of the 3 but they'll be here this week so thats always good lol. Umm.....hmmm wat else.....o man Emily taught us her lovely batman move, and the convertable haha o man that was pretty funny. O and the "don't put me in front of the fruit I'll go bananas.....no pun intented" and the drunk guy o man he was HILARIOUS! But yea I've decided my 1st paycheck goes 2 an i-pod then the bank 2 save up for IYC!! Woohoo! O man and before work on Sat. I get to sell hotdogs to raise $ THAT should be fun....but yea other than that nm else is goin on....grades sorta suck gotta work on those....driving is getting better......pretty cool job.....thats about it......man I need a b/f lol o well....we'll c wat happens.....I've got my eye on someone so we'll just have to c how this plays out....So yea I'll update later I guess...untill then.

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

Goodmorning Baltimore!!!

Tue, 02 May 2006 19:09:01 GMT

WOW! NYC was SOOO fun! Here's a brief lil overview (sorta brief! lol sorry it got kindda long lol)

Thurs: got 2 school @ 6:30Am left a lil after 7 headed for NJ. Got a lil lost on the way, stopped @ McDonald's for lunch then went 2 the retirement home where we performed for them. It went pretty well if I do say so myself. Then from there we traveled the rest of the way 2 NYC where we had dinner then it was off to see "The Marriage of Figaro" @ the Metropolitan Opera house around 8PM. It was pretty good minus the annoying company next to me and plus the fact it was 4hrs long and everyone was SOO tired! Got 2 the hotel around 1AM and this REALLY scary black guy w/bloodshoot eyes showed us where our rooms were. Stayed up till like 2:30AM then crashed.

Fri: 8AM breakfast then left to go on a tour of Carnegie Hall which was BEAUTIFUL!! It was really neat to visit! Then we went on a walkin tour of Greenwich Village where we got to see the exact house they filmed in front of for the Cosby Show so that was neat. Haha Gay Street! Yes that's an ACTUAL street in NYC lol. Then it was time for dinner @ one of the cheesiest places EVER! Mars 2112 is wat it was called. It was SOOO lame you walked in and got on a "space ship" that took you to "Mars" and u got off and you were in the restaurant part and the lightin was red and there were aliens it was soo lame! And the food wasnt that great either. Then I saw the Blue Man group which was AMAZING! They were hilarious omg it was sooo fun! And I got a kiss on the cheek by one of them and it was blue! haha it was sooo cool! After the show went to starbucks for like the 2nd time haha. Then back to the hotel for the night. Hung out w/emily, megan, alicia(roomies), then krystal and James came by and we hung out till about 3AM. Then I crashed.

Sat: Woke up around 8:15 for breakfast did last minute packin then went 2 the Metropolitan Museum of Art which was actually pretty interesting! Then we had freetime which consisted of goin 2 abercrombie, the disney store, tiffany's and some other places it was pretty fun wish we wouldve had more time but o well i still have 2yrs so thats ok. Then it was off to dinner @ Heartland, and after a long wait for our table to get food we got it and it was pretty good. Then after dinner everyone went their separate ways to go to their broadway show. I saw Hairspray and I fell in love with it after just the 1st song! It was sooo good! After the performance we waited out front to meet the cast to get autographs and i met Diana DiGarmo!!! Go check out the pic on my myspace! Then we were waitin for the HOTTEST character Link to come out and we waited for like almost half an hour and people were leavin and this guy said he already came out and stuff and then this backstage lady said he was still there and so it came down to just my group waitin and this backstage guy asked if we were the last ones and then said that we could go backstage and meet him! we're like OMG! Then this other guy comes out and says he's comming! And OMG! He came out that door and time froze! haha he's SOOO hott!! We got a pic w/him, and hugs, and autographs it was AWESOME! Then after that we headed to meet everyone else and start headin home. Around midnight we celebrated Megan Lello's bday w/brownies, noise makers, leighs, and a pinata? YES there WAS a pinata! lol Then after the excitement wore off every1 crashed and we got back around 4AM. Fun fun!

From there I slept till noon then drove for an hour hung out w/cait, then went 2 youth which was pretty fun. School yesterday....NOT fun! too much make up stuff! Doctors afterschool where i learned i cant do gym for the rest of the year cuzza my toe YAY! Then went 2 the varsity baseball game which was fun. Drove home and yea....nm else to write about cuz 2day was pretty boring so i guess untill next time!!!

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court

< They had an ACTUAL abercrombie model w/out a shirt on there he was HOTT!!< actually i just wished i was his pants! haha (inside joke!) < AMAZING!<my home away from home*sighs*

And it's all downhill from here...

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 21:21:29 GMT

So life is slowly goin downhill NOT cool. Here's some highlights I broke my toe Monday night spent about 2hrs @ the ER got home around 1AM so I didnt go 2 school yesterday. But I DID get my permit so that was SOMETHIN goog. Then I come 2 school 2day had to take TWO tests which I wasnt ready 4 since I wasnt there yesterday but they made me take them anyways. THEN I find out Sarah couldnt get tickets 2 the concert!!!! GRRR that pissed me off a bit cuz she said she could and she went THIS weekend after weeks of being sold out she went this weekend 2 get them so that made me mad! Went 2 the carnival which was OK and my dad calls and yelled @ me for runnin up the cell bill so he shut off my text!! That REALLY sucks cuz I text people a lot and now I can't till God knows when!! Luckily I leave for NYC 2morrow....HOPEFULLY things go well there cuz here they're not so gr8. I'm ready 2 pound some people in2 the ground cuz they're bein douchebags!!! I swear I'm gonna kill a certain freshman if I c her touchin *him* again!! GRR!! They piss me off. I'm tryin 2 let it slide and it works 4 a while then I just cant take it....hopefully I find a bf soon to take my mind off of it THAT would be gr8! haha man I'm a loser but thats ok ya'll luv me....or @ least thats wat u say. Alrighty well I guess this is my last entry till prolly Sunday MAYB sat. night but I doubt it cuz I'm not sure when I'm gettin back but feel free 2 call the cell if ya need me for NETHING I'm only a couple hours away!

< that makes me happy lol

<3 Always and 4ever,

*Court