*sigh* hmm been awile ne? welz ive been pretty bc lately runin round everywer...bc but bored none the less...huh go figure -.-;; nywyz lets c wat have been doin...umm weve been up and down SF and SD a couple of weeks back...family...relative...stuff...hell i dont know even if wer related @.@ then i have that drivin schol thing...ugh...why oh why do we even have to learn those drivin things and watch those 70s drivin movies?! fuck 5 hours of excruciatin test review test review movi movi...guh!!! welz i only have to attend one more session before i officially finished my 30 hours LABOR OF HELL...then again i got that (as well as the others) A YEAR OF ANOTHER HELL BENT SCHOOL OF TORTURE!!! crap...ok movin on...as for today...I HAD FUN AND SORE AND BLISTERED FOOT! ugh! we went to Ontario mall today and that damn mall was soo big...well wide since it have no second story floor...in which Ly was thankful for...lazyass...>.> anywyz we went around and around tryin to find her a backback...i seem to attract friend who have a fetish-ish for...bag, shoe, boyz..................hehe yea...anywyz we walk around for god knows how many hours just for the hell of it and finally found her a backback that w/ my HELPFUL coaxing she finally decided on buying ^^;; picky picky picky... and to make it short we arrive there at barely 1 pm and went to drop Ly off at 730 i think so yea heh...ooppss...hopefully she didnt got in trouble....^-^;; umm ima tired ill edit later if i feel like it...

ja ^^

ugh...ANYONE WHO INVENTED SPYWARE SHOULD BE TIED UP SIDE DOWN BY THIER TOES, BOUND, GAG, AND BLINDFOLDED BEING HACKED AWAY PIECE BY PIECE!!! LET THEM SCREAM AND BEG THEN CUT OFF THIER TONGUE WHEN IT BECOMES ANOYING...LEAVE THEM ON A CURVE ON A COLD VERY COLD NIGHT WITH EM BARELY AN INCH OF THIER LIFE AND LIMB HANGING ON EM!!!

YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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MUSIC VID DONE!!! finally...ugh i spend all night cutting, deleting, and editing @-@ turns out i cut out a bit of the song...thank god its at the end or i will freakin flip out >.<;; i have to readjust things but not too shaby...change the beginin scenes too...took me a whole freakin week...hmm...that prolly includes me sleeping in, ignoring it, and MM prog bein a bitch...it still is since it froze on me rite now! FUCK WHAT THE HELL?!! I JUST NEED TO SAVE IT ONE MORE TIME AND IT FROZE ON ME!!! BITCH BITCH BITCH!!!...ok...calm...*sigh* whatever i guess i have to reboot the whole damn com since the windows not closing...anyway umm...now i just gota find a site to upload it on...i found one but duno...ok yea edit this later ones and if i upload it up ^-^

ciao ^.~

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ITS UP ITS UP!!! I UPLOADED ME VID ^^ ERM...THOUGH THE SERVER THAT I UPLOADED IT ON ONLY ALLOWS MEMBER TO DOWNLOAD THEM...ANYWAY ITS IN ANIME MUSIC VIDEO.ORG!!! YAY!!! ITS UP AND RUNNING!!! LAR I SEND YEA THE LINKY K!!!

Currently Listening ORIGIN I must be Dreaming see related

sooo booorrreedd...i was actually wishing for the sky to let up and rained hell fire to this gun forsaken world...anywz let see wat the hell ive been up to...umm...ooo i saw this movie preview thats coming out on 26 i think something somthing brotherhood...no not the the one where thier mother was killed and needs to be avenge...this ones fantansy i think it was a sequel to something else earlier since the story seems similar...i wana watch it >.<; umm...ive been doing a music vid about X and song of Dreaming by Evanescence...kinda hard to find the scenes since i dont have the damn neccessary equipment to rip scenes straight from the dvd not to mention FPC prog not willing itself to be opened <<;; so ima doin it on movie maker...ugh...i dont like that prog...the choices on da effects are cheap ass and i can only do a decent bare minimum...no fair >.<;;; ok nough of me thougths...

ciao ^.~

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*sigh* dammit...me laternative choice to get scenes of X to my vid had gone AWOL...its takin so much time so ima just gona do it about Bleach...hmm...i dont speacilly think that its compatible with the song but meh...ill see to it that it at the very least does...--;; ugh a bit frustrated rite now about dat and need to get it out...hmm...huh i guess i just listed 1 of 2 reasons ima keepin this xanga alive ne? ^-^

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O.o ehehe clicked on da wrong link...anyway ima bored for the moment and thought to meself wat the hell...anywz wats today again...o rite weds...umm ima still not done with da vid...ugh...1/4 --;; but its coming along...at least da begining...took me all night just to import all da scenes...ugh...ooo YEA THATS THE ONE BROTHERS GRIM!!! ME WANA SEE ME WANA SEE!!! how come all the good movies comes out wen i aint go money *pouts* anywz nybody else wana c it? LY? D? LAR? F? MEG?...wait shes not here...lucky...went to Taiwan no fair i tell ya >.<  ooo...imports done ja!

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I had such a fun day today ^^;; we watch movies!!! Lyza and me...err...sneak in da movie that is...ehehe...anywyz we saw Madagascar...funny i like Milven the giraffe he was sooo funny to watch especially when his at the beach waddling around with the crate stuck on him and Alex tried to get him out...HAHAHA...me sides are still hurtin from laughing at that seen....then CINDERALA MAN...omfgun!!! that movie's good!!! i swear blood and gore yea!!! and the drama and tear jerker help me a bit shed some tears that i think i somehow lost how to when ima in a sad/depress mood (ugh)....anyway yea Ly help me out today...THANK YOU LY!!! ima still pondering over that whole heart shit but meh...i really dont wana be so weak and pathetic bein clingy to something that has no base and all that shit especially if there is no good result in the end anyway ^^ meself would never forgive me if i stoop that low...i almost did though...ugh and it bugs the hell outa me...anywyz just got back and me tired so ill update more later...HAH!

ciao ^.~

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*sigh* knew no one would really understand me last entry...ok to clear it and for the record I DID NOT GET HEARTBROKEN...truth be told i dont what to make of it thats why i was ASKING IF THE HEART CAN BE BROKEN IF IT WASNT TAKEN...AND CAN IT EVEN BE CALLED A HEARTBREAK...thats why its so PATHETIC OF ME to ask such a frigin question...hopefully that clear things up and no I AM NOT GONA TELL WHO THE  FUCK THE PERSON IS THAT MADE ME ASK THIS QUESTIONS TO MYSELF AND TEST WHAT LITTLE SANITY I HAVE LEFT...