wow late night one of my really good friends mercy died

R.I.P Mercy we all love you to death we are going to miss you like crazy!!!!!!

you were such great person and a wonderful dancer!! i'm so happy you are in a better place and so much happier!!

Wow... i have not wrote in here in a long ass time! so i will up date NOW!!

just thinking about you,
brings a smile to my face.
<33

youu say youu never should

have done this or that

but baby, regrets don`t

change ANYTHiNG

man oh man like realy does suck to be me right now haha...and right now i don't know where i would be if it weren't for BRI! and my wonderful mother of mine which i love so ohhh very much...but rather then that my life is full of drama and depression which i find really sad when i'm not even 16 yeat lolso yeah sad huh..but i guess i'm living throught it like nothing is wrong! cuz i hate making ppl feel sorry for me..so yeah i'm going to stop right there and so yeeah..i think i'm falling for soemone i don't think i should be and i can't really name names cuz yeah! and then i really like this kid brenden and want to get to know him but i feel like i'm annyoning him..and that can't be good yeah know what i mean and then i also like this kid zach and idk why i should cuz he fucked me over like THAT..and everytime i talk to him and see him i go crazy and fall into liking him all over again and that can not be good cause the same shit will ahppen i know it i can just feel it and i don't want to be fucked over AGAIN from him..and the sad part is i always seem to get myself into these werid points with guys where they always do! and i hate it... i think the only one that has not done that to me would have to e adam and thats cuz i ended it with him i couldn't stand him treating me like shit anymore! so yeah and he wan't to be friends and so i said ok and he treats me ten times as worse and UGHHH i'm so done with BOYZZ

well yeah talk to you all later!

love <3 Ashley Marie