FaLlInStAz's Xanga

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 16:13:32 GMT

wow late night one of my really good friends mercy died

R.I.P Mercy we all love you to death we are going to miss you like crazy!!!!!!

you were such great person and a wonderful dancer!! i'm so happy you are in a better place and so much happier!!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 23:30:30 GMT

Wow... i have not wrote in here in a long ass time! so i will up date NOW!!

just thinking about you,
brings a smile to my face.
<33

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 22:26:24 GMT

youu say youu never should

have done this or that

but baby, regrets don`t

change ANYTHiNG

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 09:28:53 GMT

man oh man like realy does suck to be me right now haha...and right now i don't know where i would be if it weren't for BRI! and my wonderful mother of mine which i love so ohhh very much...but rather then that my life is full of drama and depression which i find really sad when i'm not even 16 yeat lolso yeah sad huh..but i guess i'm living throught it like nothing is wrong! cuz i hate making ppl feel sorry for me..so yeah i'm going to stop right there and so yeeah..i think i'm falling for soemone i don't think i should be and i can't really name names cuz yeah! and then i really like this kid brenden and want to get to know him but i feel like i'm annyoning him..and that can't be good yeah know what i mean and then i also like this kid zach and idk why i should cuz he fucked me over like THAT..and everytime i talk to him and see him i go crazy and fall into liking him all over again and that can not be good cause the same shit will ahppen i know it i can just feel it and i don't want to be fucked over AGAIN from him..and the sad part is i always seem to get myself into these werid points with guys where they always do! and i hate it... i think the only one that has not done that to me would have to e adam and thats cuz i ended it with him i couldn't stand him treating me like shit anymore! so yeah and he wan't to be friends and so i said ok and he treats me ten times as worse and UGHHH i'm so done with BOYZZ

well yeah talk to you all later!

love <3 Ashley Marie

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 13:04:12 GMT

"Don't Forget About Us"

[Intro:]
(Don't forget about us)
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
My baby boy...

[Verse 1]
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby

[Bridge 1]
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about

[Chorus]
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

[Verse 2]
Oh they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
That we both can't forget it
How good we used to get it

[Bridge 2]
There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter what you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret
So don't forget about

[Chorus]

[Rap]
And if she's got your head all messed up now
That's the trickery
She'll wanna have like you know how this lovin' used to be
I bet she can't do like me
She'll never be MC

Baby don't you, don't you forget about us

[Chorus x2]

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us.

Friday, October 28, 2005

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 15:03:51 GMT

hey guys,

well today has been fun so far lol...later i have to go to boring old practice but hey it is better then staying home all day right? well after that i have to go to the FOOTBALL game against GATEWAY oh no were all going to die NOT just playing with you all but there is going to be a hella lota drama up in that bitch tonight....so all you all better be there and fo sHo taylor cuz she is going to cheer for us hahaha lol i love ya hunso we are all counting on you cheering us cheerleaders

ICONS AND OTHER FUN STUFF!!

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 14:17:37 GMT

takemeaway... Y

open your eyes; i'm crazyaboutyou

Guys get head, fuck in bed, girls suck dick, play a trick, drink a 40, get too horny, smoke that weed, do sum speed, birth control, rock n roll, have sex, pop some X, dirty dancing, fuck romancing, condoms rip, freshman TRIP, shake your ass, we got class, school is hell, sex is great, were the class of 2oo9...

I'll express my feelings,
then sit back and watch you walk away.

I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me
Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life
I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

CARTOONS!!

<---- haha

your the best i love you darling!!!

thast is it for awhile or today lol see you all later

ASHLEY

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 16:15:55 GMT

i'M falling for you every lil second i talk to you!!

why do we always want what we can't have?

what i want but i don't think i will ever find!

someone who will love me fo me

not walk away when there is something they need to tell me!

not only my boyfriend BUT my bestfriend

be there for me through think and thin!!

someone i can TrUsT!!

someone i can go to when i'm in need

someone i can go to when i'm CrYiNg!!

someone with a great personality

someone that can make me laugh

someone that can make me smile when i don't even want to

someone i can look forward to talk to each day!!

AnD when were fighting he will talk to me and not get mad and take(walk)off

and a bunch more!!

IYHIM

i sat down today and wrote you a letter but then i relized why...why write you something when all you aRE going to do is throw it away!!

TODAY!!

well today i'm going to go to pratice and i hope the football game ugh..if my mom lets me lol and if practice gets out in time hahaha..omg lastnight i had so much fun thanxs to MARIE and LIZ lol they mademy night so much better and thanxs to mike who made me go over to MARIES thanxs bro for caing so dang much!!! your the EFFIN best dude i have no idea what i realli would do with out you!!

Y love is something we should not take for grantedY

well guys thats it for today hope you injoy and leave me comments lol

Y Ashley