PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking for a relationship. You cannot live without it. Your lover must be passionate and you want that you and your partner melt into each other. He/She should not try to take the domination . You dont want a relationship without passion, and the sexuality plays a big part. The first moment you meet him/her is one of the most important. There has to be something between you , you cannot explain. From the first moment on everything must fix. But when this passion disappears you disappear to. For you it is better to leave than to see your love restrained.

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Heyy... well i'm here online at night, eagerly awaiting someone's arrival.. so i guess ill juss write while im waiting for her.  Saturday night was interesting n fun n exciting.. all in one.  i learned many things.  i  learned what a churidaar was.  i also learnd that i didnt know how to wash plates.  n some peeps are too modest, and would rather give credit to a churidaar as opposed to themsevles.  but i think its the person in the churidaar who makes it look good... not the clothing itself.. sunday was pretty boring.. didnt do too much.. i went to sleep cuz i was kinda sleepy.. n today i didnt do too much either.. juss read the whole day... went to the library, and went to the mechanics place with my father.. all day i wanted to talk to my baby and all day i've been missing out.. now i think she's asleep.. o well ill stay up until 1 waiting for her.. hopefully she'll get on.. if not, i guess i can talk to her tomorrow.... but if she does happen to get on......

hey... well me and sara had this interesting convo yesterday.  she thinks that distance brings people closer together.  i dont believe in this at all.  for example, when she went to pakistan for 2 months last year, it was very heart wrenching.  i missed her, missed her, missed her, until it got to the point where i was miserable.  have you ever tried to live without breathing?  without your soul?  thats what i had to do.  it was torture, life was emptiness, and i could not believe that i would not be able to talk to her for so long.  did i feel closer to her when she came back?  no.  i felt like we needed to catch up on old times.  like i had lots to tell her, and she had lots to tell me.  did i relli miss her?  Yes.  was i happy she was back?  Yes.  now, the main question.  did i feel closer to her when she came back?  did i feel more close to her before she left, or after she came back?  did i feel closer to her after I had been all allone for nearly 45 days?  did i feel like she was as close to me after she hadnt talked to me for 45 days? did i feel like her leaving had helped our relationship at all?  of course, the answer is NO.  i did not feel closer to her, i i felt like we had been a lot closer before she left, for she had been talking to me, knew what was going on in my life, she had been there for me.... basically, i do not think couples can get closer together by staying apart.  i think tahts a fallacy.  the beloved quote i used to say "distance makes the heart grow fonder" is i believe BS ... for distance from my loved one certainly did not make my heart grow fonder... i had to learn to live .. without knowing how she was doing... it was pain... of the worst kind... worse than working out... worse than PMS... worse than cramming things in ur head so hard your head hurts... for it was emptiness, loneliness...... o welll... i wish someone would explain to me how distance makes relationsihops better...  maybe its juss me.. maybe i'm the only one who doesnt see it.. well i cant help it if im dependent on my baby.. she's so FINE... but i dont even like taht much because of her looks.. i mean its great that im sexually attracted to her.. but more than that she always keeps me happy, emotionally... and shes become an integral part of my life.. one that i m not myself without.. one that i cannot do without.. so maybe that distance crap works for other peeps who arent totally into their lovers like i am... or maybe i'm juss soo totally into her i dont see much else.. but i guess thats the way i am.. all or nothing... with her, all.. without her....

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ya exactly