You say you don't love me
Well that's alright with me 'cause I'm in love with youAnd I wouldn't want you doing things you don't want to doOh you know I've always wanted you to be in love with me
And it took so long to realize
the way things have to be

<//3

you like to come back && take all that i have left then leave me a mess again. as soon as im finaly becoming happy again you come && fuck with my head some more. i love you but what does that even mean to you. im just a toy to you thats all ill ever be im sick of you and your games. this is the last time im going to let you fuck up my life. we arnt even together and you try to tell me what i can do and who i can talk to so fuck you you dont own me && you deffintly dont love me so stop saying you do im so sick of your bullshit. sometimes i wish i never met you. but you wana no wat you make me so happy sometimes but its like a one day thing with you. when ever someother girl is smart enough to leave your ass you come running back to me and like the retard i am ilet you bak into my life to fuck it up some more. i dont want you in my life anymore i dont want to see you ever again! good luck with your life  just stay out of mine! Goodbye

ahh this whole singel thing isnt working out

-- i wish i could tell you everything thats on my mind right nowbut the only thing i can think about is you && im so afraid to get hurt again .  ..  i miss you so much and i  need you even more...i cant do this anymore i cant hide the way i feel..

Watching you sleep, your slipping away
Im thinking of how i can get you to stay
Im wondering how, things got so wrong
Your here with me but your already gone <3

im still waiting for you to be
the one im waiting for<3

Today was the last day of classes thnx god!! so much fuckin drama still but im not dealing w/.it over the summer..im not gonna even miss half of u over the summer so fuck it lol I'll put pixs from 2day on here later

I admit im just a fool im just a fool for you<3

Take this heart of darkness
I give it up
and all the emptiness
you fill it up
the times that I feel nothing

hmm well this week went by pretty fast..two days left thnx god.. yesterday  me and jenn went driving with adam almost died cuz he has roadrage lol then he dropped us off @ jenns house chylld around there for a little . . i think its really cute how jenns ex  calld her mom && Tried to get her in trouble..i love how you dont no me && assume things about me. your a really mature person. Like honestly how can you go around judging me when you dont even no me but w.e id like to see you try to get your lil friends to jump me ..  but anyways i also found out aleas sayin shit to one of my bestfriends about me thats pretty cool dont u think i wud find out.. monday shud be pretty dramatic now . . but w.e i gotta get ready for work sence i have to work till lik 2:30 but its all good... Later

editt// i miss you dearly && theres nothing i can do to get you back this time .. i waste so much time thinking about you wondering if your ever coming back or even missing me. we had something special, iv never felt this way about someone else and it scares me to know im  nothing to you now . . . 

^jenn yesterday doesnt she look beautiful..

To everything that doesn't matter, pulling you under, taking you over
The heart on the sleave is getting closer and closer
Just cut it open and bleed