| Whatever. Myspace is better! |
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| Yeah so i think i have diabetes... what the hell it dosent end does it!!!! |
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| I'm ready for the new world.I am applying to Arcadia University. : ] |
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| I just want to say that people really disgust me. The lack of maturity and the whole petty bullshit of "ohhh me and my girls...but I don't like her anymore" is just one hell of a fucking "i'm a controlling bitch and i think i'm better then rest of the world and everything should be MY WAY or the highway." Yeah then don't try to come crawling back to me and call my phone when something serious happens to me. I could care less because you are nothing more then a rotten piece of shit to me and I hope you konw that. Everything that I've done and all the times i have been there for you... I guess it dosen't add up does it? Psh. For all of your attitude and ignorance you should feel bad, very bad. I don't want your sympathy, apologies, or pitty. I just want you to look up to the sky and pray for the fact that you are still here and not dead for your self-centered bullshit basing everything on you it's ALL about you you you and benefiting YOURSELF. You and YOUR b/f do everything for HIM. and one day when he is gone you will realize how much you've fucked up, you will have no one. You might as well cry yourself to sleep starting tonight. Start doing more and helping people and RESPECTING people instead of shunning those who have been there for you and sitting back and critizing everyone because you don't like yourself. Yeah that is exactly how you create justice for you mistakes and what YOU lack. Don't even try to deny it b/c with everything that has built up inside of me I would just love to slap you across the face. You know, I have changed and I plan to do things for people in need and help others because you don't know what it is like until you touch the tips of death yourself. You've gotta wake up. I want those of you to understand that this isn't a about friendship its about the difference between what is right and what is wrong and doing good not failing for MULTIPLE reasons. You can't even look me in the eyes what a pitty to life itself you are. I'm not trying to drag you down, I speak the truth. I've made plenty of mistakes in my life, but I've been there for the people I care about. Always. Love is stronger then hate. I just cannot stand the unjustified, unappreciative, selfish attitude. Get rid of it. I wish you could just see what you do to people. I wish you could understand WHAT IT FEELS LIKE. And how you've hurt us. But you know, I don't care. I don't want you back. I will forget your names completely and move on like I always do. But when you read this I hope it just knocks you on your ass and slaps you across the face. I hope you wise the fuck up and realize what an asshole you have been to mankind itself. There is nothing you can do to replace the love in my heart, nothing. Thank you to everyone who is truley stayed a good friend through the good and bad. I love you all and I'm sorry for rambling but the truth just needed to get out there. I love you and I know that everyone sees where I am coming from. I appreciate everything you have done for me. <3 |
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| CancerUpdate on ellee: Found out that I have breast CA. Tuesday I go in for an ultrasound to see what kind of CA it is and then I either have to get a biopsy or surgical removal. It's a good chance that the CA is benign but that still puts me at a higher risk for developing malignant CA in the future... so we will see what happens. Love you all. Matt and I are headed to Philly today. : ) |
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