My new Xanga keeps messing up and it doesnt show up or let me write in it so Im making a new one!!!!

NEW XANGA:   leggo_my_preggo

im a very stupid girl, i swear i posted my new xanga, and all along i thought people just didnt like me.....well here it is.... the_life_inside_of_me

there ya go

I asked you if you thought I was pretty..
you said no.
I asked you if I was in your heart,
you said no.
I asked you if you wanted to be with me forever,
you said no.
I asked if you would cry if I walked away,
you said no.
It hurt too much to stay so I started to leave, and as I walked away, you grabbed my arm and told me to stay.
You said...
You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
You're not in my heart, you are my heart.
I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And if you walked away I wouldn't cry , I'd die.

Past few days have been pretty shitty. Crying alot...clearly. Its funny how you pour your heart out to someone and then they say they dont care and I dont give a fuck. You would think that they would actually try to understand where you are coming and put theirself in your shoes. So me and Mykel are final...finally ended..for good. Which I just realized how big of a prick he is. But its not my loss. I have crush, on another guy named Michael. Alot of you know him. He doesnt know, and shall remain clueless. Yeah prolly wouldnt work out anyways. I went to tha play tonight at school .Absolutely fantastic. It was really good. I was dying laughing most of the time. Found out there is a warrenty on the laptop....so I get to keep a good 300ish dollars. Not like I had it in the first place. Well things are going pretty rough in all the categories...except my sex life...because....well, I havent had sex in quite sometime....jk....felt like humouring myself!!!

WOW!!! I have had a long ass day. 1st period was cool. 2nd period I accidently broke the screen of Ms. Fucking Worthy's laptop. So now I have to replace it. Then I told her I was dropping her class cuz I dont like 2 faced teachers, like herself. And then we got in this big huge arguement. Then I went to 3rd, me and Mykel were arguing. Like always. He text messaged me last night at like 2:30 and said I wanna see you. We didnt speak for 2 days and then outta no where he finally wants to talk to me. Whatever. So anyways the rest of the day was good. Then Ashley picked me up. Mykel came over, and he found out some stuff, that really isnt a big of a deal and he said Dont ever expect me to talk to you or date you again. I was like whatever, and he left. Then I rearranged my room and the computer guy came and put DSL in my room!! YAY!! Im real sad cuz I gotta take my puppy to tha Animal Shelter tomorrow for good. Im gonna cry!!! Im sad. Anways Im going to bed!