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Name: Carly
Birthday: 6/10/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: FRIENDS!!!, eating, sleeping, shopping, starbucks, One Tree Hill, Laguna Beach, music (i frickin LOVE music), driving, movies, bein "gangsta" lol, $$$, and all that good stuff.
Expertise: hmmm....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  xWaItInG4RoMeOx
Member Since:
8/3/2005
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| everythings goin really well! i don't have alot to say i just said i wouldn't update 'til after i graduated and...I DID IT! I'M DONE! YESSSSS 
i'm usually on myspace now. its the same as my xanga so go check it out!
carly simone '06 | | |
| so it seems again, i have no point. i'm walking everyday without any goal. when i wake in the morning i sigh at the thought of having to live another day. i don't breathe the same as i used to and i certainly don't think the same way. i want to have a normal teenage life, but i've never had one. i haven't had a normal life in so long i can't even remember what its like. everythings so weird and mixed up all the time and i'm not sure what to do. to be honest most of the time i'm just walking around confused, don't really know what i'm doin i'm just goin with the flow. sometimes its nice to do that, but not when you have things to do. right now i'm just not taking anything seriously because everytime i do its good for awhile and then i just end up gettin all screwed up again. like school for instance....i keep up w/ the work and i think i'm doin good until i get a bad grade and then i'm all messed up. i just can't maintain the things in my life so i know what to expect. i want to wake up and know i have somethin to look forward to, but what would that something be? god only knows. i have good friends and i have good family, but i'm not good. i'm less than good a pretty good percentage of the time. i just wish for once i could be normal. i just want to be understood why i act the way i act and why i do the things i do. its really all i know how to do to be honest. i don't mean to shut people out and make them feel bad, but thats how i am. i can't explain it. Alls i know is that it happens more than it should, but i can't stop it. If you don't like who i am, then we have no business bein friends. life will go on!
I'm not updating until after graduation | | |
| God gave us 2 eyes 2 ears 2 arms 2 legs 2 feet 2 hands
but he only gave us one heart.
You know why?
because he gave the other one to someone else
and it your job to find it.
sometimes at the hardest times of your life
friends are the only thing that makes sense
& sometimes when they dont make sense,
its because your trying too hard to look for
whats already there instead of just taking
it as it comes to you
you know you have the best of friends, when everytime your with them ;
you cant stop laughing. & when people ask you what your laughing at, you
just shrug & say " oh you wouldnt understand ".
i WANNA BE THE GiRL
HE GiVES HiS HOODiE TO WEAR
&& CUDDLES UP NEXT TO ME
WHEN iT`S COLD i WANT HiM
TO COME UP BEHiND ME WRAP
HiS ARM`S AROUND MY WAiST
CATCH ME OFF GUARD &&
WHiSPER YOU LOOK BEAUTiFUL.
Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do.
Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things
you keep to yourself. & not too often, but every now & then,
some things simply speak for themselves.
she's the type of girl that can be
so hurt but can still look at you
& smile. the type of girl who is
willing to brighten your day
even if she cant brighten her own
   
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