wow. there are so many people i want to see before i move...and i probably won't see any of them, seeing as i'm a screw up and can't keep myself out of trouble.
today my mom asked me where my paycheck keeps disappearing to. she is assuming i buy drugs. =o
at work i saw jamie. that pale motherfucker, what a faggot. the whole time he liked me he had a girlfriend. jen told me he just cheats on her all the time. that's messed up. i hope to meet his girlfriend one day. he's ugly anyway.
we listened to n'sync and spice girls tonight. it was super rad. i saw rachel, emily, adam, and ben. it was nice. of course ben always comes to visit. great fellow that benjamin.
tonight my mom also took my earrings. she said making your earring holes larger is unattractive. she took my 12s and all i had were 8s so i shoved them through and now my ears are throbbing insanely. yeah, i'm dumb.
right now i'm talking to mister ryan ewing. i actually miss that kid. he's a cool guy.
it's really weird how not talking to brynn has....not affected me? i don't feel any different although she is my "best friend." which brings me to the point of the fact that i really have never had one true best friend [with the exception of eddie, who dicked me over by loosing contact a week after he moved]. i wish i had one person who i did everything with, told everything to, and never had to worry about them turning on me. that would be great. one day maybe.
that's mainly why i'm glad i'm moving. i want new friends. new, good friends. i don't dislike everyone here, but there are many i can't wait to never see or talk to again...as mean as that may sound, i'm not sorry i said it...
i'll miss everyone. | 
