so i halped jess move into our apartment yesterday ... and now im back here .... it really sucks ... i kept waking up and rolling over thinking that he would be there beside me but of course he wasnt ... i didnt sleep well ...

not to help matterse he not happy either ... hes all alone up there with really nothing to do ...

i want to be up there with him living in our apartment but i have school .. an di cant get away from work till the 2oth ... which really sucks ... but hopefully on my days off i will beable to start moving things up to anchorage and hopefully jess will come down to hlep me move some t hings in his truck ... my car doesnt hold much ... i feel terriable for not being in anchorage ... in our home ... i want to be there ...