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.hakuna.matata.i need to work on that one.

my little sister is a princess.and i love her.and i love it when she smiles.and we concluded that her eyes are going to be very very blue. <3

|[i read more maps than books]|

i wish i was beautiful.

i like yellow pencils that have smiley faces on them.

i wish i had a new family. [of course besides my baby sister]

and that is the end.

i saw a falling star last night... but i didn't even know what to wish for.

i am not kidding when i say that is the most confusing time of my life. i'm just gunna spill, 'cause i don't know what else to do at the moment. and it might not seem like a lot to you.. but hey, what do you know? hah.

i really miss bryan. so, i broke up with him on tuesday. mostly because zach asked me out on a date or something... i said yes, and i didn't want to be cheating on my boyfriend... gr anyways.. i told him that we had a better relationship before we started going out. sorta true, sorta not. it broke my heart when he said 'just a little longer gloria?'. i agreed, but later on he said 'just friends' is okay. broke my heart all over again. i really, really like this kid. at first his friends hate me for stealing him away from them, now they hate me because i want to just be friends with the kid. they don't help me at all.

there's someone new in the picture. that's right. more trouble with guys. stephen, a really good christian kid [with an incredible smile ::wink::], is catching my interest. i try not to like him.... but it's like he's an effing magnet or something. his intimate relationship with Jesus really makes him a cool guy to hang out with. plus, he's a very talented musician and is a sponsored skater..hah. we go to the same church, and our rents have a really close relationship, too. [which is all the more reason for him to tag along with his parents when they all come over to my house. ah!]

zach. zach, well, what to say about zach? i love the kid. he's awesome. we hang out a lot. he's fun to be with and i know he's practically in love with me. which is good, i suppose.

that was a lot of blah, and if you read that thoroughly, i'm really sorry.

so, my goal is to get my emotions to leave me completely. honestly, i wish i had no interests in any guys. i'd really like to have God be 'mah man' for now. just Him. i want to have that same thing for God that stephen has. i want to be a role model and change teenagers' perspectives of the word 'christian'. not just a religion, but something more important than that.

.T.r.u.e.L.o.v.e.

oh wow i've had a blast the last few days...

camping with 40watts and staying up all night!going to breakfast and cleaning the pool.easter-hiding eggs for little kids, lots of candy, playing volleyball, eating lots of good food, and dice!! [not to mention way cool people the whole entire week]

Jesus is really an awesome awesome guy....

oh me gosh! i do not want to go to school on tuesdayyyy.

lifeisgood =)