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Name: Samantha
Country: United States
Metro: Montgomery
Birthday: 4/23/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: God and His Word
anything with black or red usually attracts me--dont ask
pink usually hurts my eyes
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music is my life!! 3 Doors Down, SIMPLE PLAN, Green Day, Maroon5, Good Charlotte, The Killers, and EVANESCENSE rok my world. but mY cHeMiCal RoMaNcE is amazing. SK8ER BOIZ catch my eye b4 ne1 else! YES LOVE SUX and take my advice and DON'T FALL INTO IT! im still in it so i would no. im soo lookin forward 2 learnin how 2 skateboard, skinnin my neez is gunna be soo much fun!! I wonder how many boiz r gunna be @ that sk8 park!! Every boi in La will b there- i bet -sept the 1 that really matters. I loove watchin movies-- Peter Pan, The Village, Finding Neverland, The Pacifier, The Ring(1-2), and LOTR...........o yeah and u cant 4get the Sandlot 2
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Occupation: Jordanville Cafe
Industry: food
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AIM:  MsBehavin10198
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Member Since:
3/11/2005
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| hey y'all, what's poppin'? well we finally got moved in on Sunday, the house is fine but it needs a lot of fixing up. Before we bought it it was going to be a kids day care because the town is too small to have a building for that purpose, so the living room is literally painted just like a safari. Musky sunset, monkeys climbing on trees, zebras and giraffes, rhinos and birds. Mom doesn't like it, and the chimp scares me so that's gunna be the first thing to go.
My house is in perfect view of THS (Tallassee High School) so i get to walk home from school everyday. So far i've made three friends in general; Jodi, Kim and Chelsea. Jodi and Kim are sophomores and Chelsea is a senior. Jodi spends break with me and i eat lunch with Chelsea, but we never have much to talk about. Kim's a skinny little black girl and has a lot of friends but she's usually quiet, she's in Choir and Health with me so i see her then. She sat next to me in 3rd block my first day and saw my name on my paper, "yo daddy david?" she said "i used to work for him" so i pretty much met her through Daddy's cafe. I sit in front of Jodi in 1st block, and she walks home with me, i pass by Chelsea everyday on my way to 4th block. Other than that, i have Jessica who is in 11th grade and Krashel, a senior, who i sit with in 2nd block. In 4th i sit with Justin, Will, Austin and Lee. In Health (3rd block) i have Kim and her friends, they "got my back" as they say.
Even though i have a few people i know, i still feel alone. Its unreal how much i miss everyone back in Louisiana. I haven't talked to Jordan in over a month, Ali i haven't seen since two Saturdays ago, i haven't talked to Aaron, Payton, Michael or Lucy since i turned my cell phone in. I've lost touch with all my friends from church too. Faith, Brittani, Mary and everyone else i cant talk to when i don't have a computer. We haven't set ours up yet so right now im using the one in Grandpa's shop. You all need to call me.
I guess i wont make this any longer cause i know its getting annoying, so i guess ill update later.
I love you all so much and miss you like cRaZy. I wish i could see you all, talk to you and be there for you, just always know that a part of me will always belong to all my friends in CenLa.
Comment me whenever you like, and even though i cant be there in person, you'll always have someone to talk to
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| "Something's Gotta Give"ok well I just got back from another trip to Tallassee, the town is really cool. Very small, but really cool.
Part of me is looking forward to this move, meeting new people, going to my new school and everything. But there's always gunna be that other part that will stay here with my friends. 
Lucy has been occupying most of my time lately. Before I left for Alabama, I went to church camp in Comfort, Texas with her and the rest of the church. That was sheer awesome! This year was my first year and I know I'll never get to go back. I guess I'm ok with that but what eats me up is that I will never get to see these people again, Not anyone at camp, not anyone here in Louisiana. Lucy has been the best friend I've had in a really long time and I don't think she understands how important she is to me. Since Jordan left, her and Aaron have been the only ones that keep me standing on my own two feet. I don't know what I'm gunna do without those two and everyone else when I move.
If you don't know this by now, then I guess you don't really know me, but my friends have always been what keeps me going and what helps me move along. Without them, I don't know what I'm gunna do, or what's going to happen. My friends here have a hold on me, and I don't know if its me that wont let go or if its them. . . all I really know is, something's gotta give
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| There's a difference in what Summer holds for me and what I take from it My school let out Friday, but today feels like the first official day of summer. My little sisters got out today at noon, but it feels like that was three days ago.
Waking me up from a thirty minute nap on the couch, Rachel turned on Disney channel to a song called "A Day in the Sun". That song got me thinking about me and Jordan's first day performing on Chi-Town. Of course it hasn't happened yet, but i just can't wait for our day in the sun. .. ... .. Ok, an artificail sun made of nothing but a few gajillion watt light bulbs, but a sun none the less.
The first day of boredom led me to thinking about how much i miss her. Jordan, i mean. Now that i have nothing on my mind to get in the way, or cut off the flow of her memories.. it kind of hurts to think i wont get to see her for another 4 years. Sure, she'll head down here to Louisiana during her school breaks such free time, but are we forgetting that starting this summer, i wont be here in Louisiana?
I made myself SO many promises and resolutions for this summer. Like to exercise more and for the first time EVER learn my times tables all the way through. But all these things that "get in the way" aren't necessarily getting in the way, but breaking me down and slowing me up. JoJo always kept me grounded. She was always the one to keep me going and up to speed. Right now without her, i can tell its going to be one lousy summer.
Pray For Me
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| Freakin A-I gotta update!Yeah well i guess i gotta update too then...
ok well, i turned fourteen (April 23) during spring break when we went to Tallassee, Alabama... we'll be moving there in the summer. Its a small town just outside Montgomery, its so cute its juts like Mayberry. "Everybody knows everybody, Everybody calls you friend"- its really cool cause ill be working at my Dad's new cafe up there "The Jordanville Cafe". I worked the whole week i was up there, and it doesn't matter that im too young to get a job cause my dad owns the place. We split the tips up there, it dosent bother us any cause we all work, so its completely fair. It's my Dad's employee from Logan's Roadhouse that moved up there with him, my older sister Michelle, another woman: ms Annie, a nice gay guy: Emanuel, Adam (the employee i told you about), and me and my mom will work when we move up there. 42 dollars in tips every week is good enough for me! Dad says when we extend it we can change the name, we've already got "The Camera Eye Cafe" picked out. We're naming it after his favorite song by Rush.
The mayor came down and cut the ribbon while we were still there! They put the picture in the newspaper.... and get this: the town is so small, they only put the paper out every Wednesday.
All this sounds awesome right? Well what part of 'IM MOVING' dont you get? I just started going to a new school and a new church in January, i dont know what im gunna do without my friends. i cant describe to you how much i miss JoJo.... i mean, when she moved to Oklahoma it was pretty much the worst thing that ever happend to me. And now that im moving to another state too, im never gunna get to see her again or my friends that still live here in Louisiana. Without all my friends from my school, my old schools, my church and my old churches, i dont know how im gunna make it. I'm totally gunna miss all my friends that i talk on the phone and never get to see as it is... thats gunna be worse. Guess all i can do is hope for the best and pray for things to work out
.::Love Always::.
~SamSam
so lifes been good i guess
friends are amazing-boys are crackheads
gosh i needed to update-Makedamnsure yo-great song
i dont really have much to say-sept that school drama sucks-
i cant wait for it to be out so I can just hang out with my friends outside of school
I think im going to have a Schools Over bash for everyone-it will be fun yo
I still like him-so everyone will kno
well loves thats it for now
JoJo~
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You are a Believer
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You believe in God and your chosen religion.
Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..
Your convictions are strong and unwavering.
You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.
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Your World View
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You tend to be an unhappy person.
You tend to feel guilty about your own emotions.
And generally, you lack confidence in your opinions.
You know the so-called facts of life, but not to enjoy life itself.
You are not a realist, and you are inclined to be stubborn.
You don't hold a very high opinion of the opposite sex.
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