lets see...monday nite ben slept over to tuesday then i went over to his house and slept over till today.... it waas greaat.. i was with him since sunday..tomorrow i have work and im stayin at mi grandma's house so call the cell if u want!and sunday i have work to till like 3ish.. so yeah..lovely..awe ben got me the cutiest things ever! i loved it all!! AND WE START BUILDING THE HOUSE ON MONDAY WOOT WOOT!!!

Leave it sweet x_O

Ben i LOve You BaBe so much

2 months babe is comin up!

yeah i think its funnie one min.all ur x bf's want to hang out with u n then when they find out that u love someone they want to be with u..ha suckers

ben came over slept over woot woot with him all day cell it

Leave it x_O

Love You Ben

well..today was okay.. came home..ben called me ..thank god! I missed him!!! and lol he spent 100 dollars on me damn.. im really spoiled!! woot woot...get to see him tomorrow hopefully and hopefully he is sleeping over into monday..waitin for his call now.. so ill be back soo

Leave it x_O

Love you Ben.x3

Hey long time...hahah ive been pretty busy working and shyt.. and trying to get the house rebuilt.. yeah

hmmm where to start?

wed--...cried on the phone while i was talkin to ben

Thursday..umm "moms on strike" yeah fuckin sucked... sat at home got bitched at and just cried... 1 Month babe!

Friday- I seen mi babe ..went to his house and then went to the fleetwood carnival.. that was a joy.. got to meet all of ben's friends.. haha they think ben did good this time..lol woot wooot.. then i got bitched at on the way home bc mi mom was pissed... just bout cried on ben's shoulders...

sat-i had to work at 4.. yeah it sucked

sun-Worked all fuckin day made some good money...and talked to ben and liz

Monday-recovered from work..haha

tuesday-went to mc donald's..lol that was great... it wsa like 9:30 at nite and then got into some trouble there..lol mom was laughin her ass off!

wed-aunt and uncle and grandma came up..went out to eat... then went to the auction and talked to liz for awhile called up ben and talked to ben

Thursday-well tomorrow ben leaves for vacation comes back sunday and then he is coming up n sleeping over..man i really miss him..hung out with liz and chilled in her pool.. was on the phone till 1 something..haha yeah thats me alright

Friday-im thinking bout goin and gettin ben's present...and i might hang out with liz not sure yet..

Sat-hopefully goin to colonal hills with liz to get things off mi mind

sun-BEN COMES HOME!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!

well yeah thats bout it.... and im sorry for not bein on for awhile.. i've just been busy and pluse mi laptop is gettin cleaned up.. so yeah it sucks..

Well im out..call mi cell bc i probably wont be on for awhile again..

Leave it x_O

I Love You Ben So Effin Much x_o

I Love ALLL of YOU guys SO EFFIN MUCH TO!!! x_O

Im so fuckin stressed out! i feel like crying but i cant i dont no why..ugh mi head feels like its ready to explode and i cant take anymore of this shit!

Leave it good x_O

Jess

:-:Baby hopefully i get to see u tomorrow for our 1 month anniversery!:-:

{I miss you}& {I Love You}