Wow...
It's been forever...I'm sorry for anyone who was worried...Its true I was busy...I want to spill it out...I want to write it down because looking back I cant believe it all happened...Too fast...
Where do I begin?
Well last january I was still a sophmore at uni...I was a member of my university's student council and had tons of work and events to attend...There was an important leadership conference in march and I had to stay out till past midnight everyday for a week to greet and meet with guest and eligates from all over the world..It was such a huge event that one of our sheihks (He's like a president) sponosered the whole event at this REALLY amazing place...I love going there...Its part hotel but the rest of it is like a shopping area with food vendors and stuff...Its all in our local old style and the lighing is dim...Its a beautiful place...VERY AMAZING...
Another intresting event had to do with my magazine design class...There was this fair about careers for young locals who are at university or just graduated...It helps them find opportunitues for jobs in different govermental, public, and private sectors...Anyway so my classmates and I were so close it was unbelievable..We had these passes so we were allowed everywhere at anytime...we worked our butts off though...It was hard beacuse we had to do everything from writing the stories...editing them..designing the pages of the publication we were making...the works...But when we had breaks...man would we be laughing...it felt so great to work cause the reward of a break was soo much more apprecitaed...It was like we were drunk...we sat all over each other...guys flirted with us...we didnt exactly help in making them stop...we just laughed and laughed...drank vanilla milkshakes and joked about this or that...Good Days Good Days...
One other big event that happened to me was at the end of my acadamic year...The student council president who was my friend told me about something she and one of the other members were trying to do...They were trying to come up with a proposal to get our university to approve a student council trip to italy...and surprisingly it worked...we even found sponosers in time...it was a dream come true...unbelievable...we had the time of our life...we went all over roma...Im really good with roads and so I was actually sketched a tiny map of how the places are connected in roma...and then we went to salerno where I saw the true italy...the real people...no tourists...it was one of these places that not many people visist u know...its more italians only...but we did and it was great!...We even got the chance to see Capri...we ate at the resturant that mariah carey always eats at....After we were done with salerno (after 8 days)...we went to florence...we stayed there a couple of days...it was completely laid back...we did some shopping and eating and it was soo much fun...after that we went all the way back to roma to get a plane back home...
I fell in love with sunflowers this year...In italy I saw filed and field running wild and beautiful...It was on the way from salerno to florence and from florence to roma..which took like 5 hours by bus...I kept on lsning to Vasco (a very famous italian rockstar that we coincidently met at our hotel in salerno..we were in italian tabloids!!lol...) and Black Eyed Peas's Dont Lie... I would take a sunflower to a rose anyday...
When I came back from italy I had no time to unpack...i had to repack at the same time coz I was going away again the next day to Thailand with my family...I did tons of shopping there...It was amazing!...I had fun with my family...and I did tons of reading...In 2 weeks I finished more than 7 books...one of them was the latest Harry Potter's Half Blood Prince which I finished in 3 days...lol..yup im fast...
I came back home thinking about how much I missed my friends...Thats when the drama started...When I came back I gave one of my best friends persia* a call and we chatted away and talked about we did in our summer...I was also friends with persia's bf...Hes was nice...He alwasy treated my like a baby sister...(Im 18...and ash and her bf are 20)...so to them I was still younger...lol...It was ok...I liked being spoiled...Anyway...Out of the blue he dumps her...She msgs me online and tells me we broke up...You see I wasnt focusing right at that moment coz at the same time persia was getting her heart broken I found out that my ex-bf slept with one of my friends...the friend who introduced me to him...I was hurt and angry that she didnt even tell me she liked him...I told persia...and we both just sat there talking to each other...I dont think I couldve gone through that day without her...She says the same...Im glad I was there...This happened on the 2nd of august...We both remember the day clearly...It wasnt easy on persia...He was the 1st guy she ever dated...I was worried about her...I was hoping she'd be alright...
Days later the rest of our group started to come back...I was soo happy coz we were finally all together...I thought the dram would end with the end of summer...
Boy was I wrong...
A week after classes started persia went over to serena's house...Serena* is another of my best friends...but we're closer than the rest...anyway serena kept on trying to call her bf all day to chat but it was no use...he didnt call back...persia was friends with serena's bf...she tried calling him and he called back the same second...serena was hurt but didnt want to show she cared...anyway serena's bf practicaly blurted out to persia that he likes her but persia didnt understand what we said and so went to ask serena what he meant...serena was shocked that persia would actually ask that...I mean it doesnt take a monkey to get the hints scattered all over...Serena called me after persia left and cried and cried...she was so hurt because she honestly though that this guy was it...I was devestaed coz I couldnt do anything...persia didnt do much to help clean up the whole situation the next couple of days...She would actually smile about it and go like this never happened to me before...I dont know what she was thinking for sure...but to the rest of us it came out like she was gloating about it...and more than anything that killed serena...one of her best friend would actually do that to her?!...It was heartbreaking...I was shocked coz I expected persia would understand heartache just a few weeks after her own...
Anyway, after a couple of days...still nothing resolved...I was talking to this friend of mine...ace*...I loved him...he was an amazing friend...I'd known him for a while...he was persia's ex-bf's friend...though persia never reall talked to him until after the break up...anyway he was so good to talk to...but at the time he was very..different....It wasnt as easy to talk to him...I mean sure we swear at each other and stuff and it was always a big joke...but we used to have more intelligent conversations...I didnt know what happened to him...he changed so much...but anyway while i was talking to him i told him about the whole persia situation...he was like.."Umm thats not possible..."...I was like "Why??!"...he was like "cause she's my girlfriend..."...I hated persia at that moment...I was so hurt and devestated...sure I liked ace and NO I didnt want to be with him but she didnt tell me...why didnt she tell me?!?!?...I called serena and told her...she went quiet and was like I know..Im sorry...I directly msged persia and was like..."HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL ME?!?"...at first she lied and told me she broek it off but then she was like it wasnt anything seriosu...when I didnt answer she freaked and called me to see if I was mad at her...I controlled my voice...though I wanted to shout and scream and cry...I talked to her normally but you know things never go back once they change...something did change that night...Later on I found out that she went out with ace 2 days after her bf broke up with her...HOW?...I never fully understood that...I never to spoke ace again...he wasnt the same...I miss him but its not worth the hassle...I cant deal with the whole thing...so im disassocitaing myself from all the guys that persia knows...Im not up for that drama...
Things begin to settle down...but serena and I came to a silent agreement that as much as we love persia and how she's still be one of our best friends...our minds will involuntarily start analyzing her momvments...it cant be helped...she brought it upon herself...I always admired persia...but now...she grew smaller in my eye...Our other best friend Dido* tried to help settle things...coz everything was tense...I trie dworking with her...but after the whole ace thing...I had my own reasons to doubt persia...anyway we all sat down and talked things out...it didnt get us far...but we closed it then and there...everything was over...we all became friends again and actually started having fun again...though u know that creepy doubt still plays once in a while but we're learning to control it...ofcourse persia's love for boys became so much more apparent to us as she goes to meet a diiferent guy everyweek...which is so out of character...but whatever...
Serena's birthday was last week...we completely bombed it...we acted like it didnt matter and it was a lousy day coz me and dido had another thing planned for the weekend...we made a reservation for our close friends to meet at this mexican resturant Cactus Jack..we played out our parts perfectly...Dido and I should have won oscars or something...I swear it...lol...Anyway...we had agreat time and the food was sooo GOOOD!...we loved our time...I was glad serena was smiling again... :)
I'm a junior at my university now...I'm also the Communication representative in the Student Council this year...I turn 19 tommorow...I wonder what happens next... | 
