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"Just another maniac Monday."
"it hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time"
"My heart has so many secrets it doesn`t want to tell" |
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| I hateVALENTINES day... men and anything else that will make me cry... hope everyone had a blast because i didn't.
it's amazing how she can
make you fall so hard --
and i can't even make you
s t u m b l e <|3 |
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| i came to realize that i don't like who I AM...i don't like how i am afriad of talking and saying what i really feel or think i hate that i can't tell the truth to those who call me friend... I feel fake at times when i speak or react... someone correct me if i'm wrong but this is all true... i hate how i can't keep a guy or that i spend too much money... i gripe too much.... i hate how people don't get to know me but treat me like its okay and that i'm one of their friends... is my personality that bad? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? and those that i tell everything i rely too much on them and feel like a little kid that is nagging and needs attention... I KNOW THAT I DO THIS... i can't stand who i am and no matter how much i try i can't change the way that i do things... ;-( oh well i'm going to go eat my food.. so i don't go back to my old ways... TTYL |
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| Update! since i think that's all the stories that i'm going to get... LOL i'm so tired lately that it isn't even funny... i joined the womens rugby team... i have a stage combat calss where i have to fight Jessie (mock =fighting...) Today is Wed so i'm going to call people tonight... I'm almost done with Catherines V-Day present and mom will bring it home and give it to her this weekend for me (hun find my mom)... Ummm my problem is sorta talking to me again at least in a sparadic way... have plenty of homework.... and i feel like i'm lost in life right now... any one want to be my friend beyond asking me for advice or if someone is there... i know i like to play mom but no ones going to let me play that far... sorry venting no one take offense it really doesn't bother me too much i'm just being in an evil mood and a violent one as well... i guess its good that i have to leave now to meet Jessie... i didn't think of anything for the combat either.. opps... oh well... i have ten mins til i meet her so bye <3 ALL
::EDIT:: this one is for Jenna.... and is the quote of the day.......... "Don't mess with my TOOT TOOT!" |
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