yeah yeah yeah
its like 1*31 in the am....
and im bored as crap.
i miss jay.
today was just. GAY.
i got up @ like 1...took a shower n went to karis and we satrted to watch the notebook but then like 20 mins before the movie ended mom had to come and get me..i was NOO!! I <3 kari shes soo great!!!!! Jay was having a bad day bc he went to see how much he weighed ((he has to weigh s certain amount so he can get into the national gruard))...and it wasnt enough....so that made me start to cry a lot bc i thought about him leaving me for like months....so then im sitting on here...when my mom goes OMG and my dad has cut his foot like WHOA bad and all i see is blood...not good. so moms like CALL DANIEL so i did and i scared him bc i was crying and he thought it was alot worse...i was freaking the #$&% out @ this point.....so dan gets home and mom n dad leave to the hospital...and dans like LETS EAT. and he did. alot. ((fat ass)) but anyway..then i watched a walk to remember and CRIED A LOT....christopher calls me and im bawlin my eyes out lol. umm then i got REALLY CRANKY and slammed a few doors and such...i was mad @ dan bc he wouldnt let me on and i havnt gotten to talk to jay for more then 20 mins in like 2 days...so dan comes in my room as says he didnt get the job ((stupid mother %&%**%*%$ers!!!)) so then i FELT REALLY REALLY BAD!!! ((so i made me waffles later on bc im just that damn cool)) and he was on the internet talking to jay and told him that i was having a rough day and that i need him ((and i did...i always do but thats not the point)) and im sitting in my room reading when dan comes in and turns off my music and hands me the fone...i was like omfg i will kill you! jay called me from his dads cell fone ((which i dont think he was suppose to do.)) after that i was fine. that was all i needed :) hes soo sweet!!!!! im SOOOOOOOO lucky!!!
this weekend has been the best EVERRRRR!
friday-im on the fone with heather and jay comes in and suprises me bc didnt know he was here yet and spent like a few hrs with me...then we picked up kari and went to cici's pizza before going to the taven. And i HAD to go to the bathroom...and comming out i DIDNT see the sign that said WET FLOOR and i SOOO slipped lol it was the FUNNIEST THING EVERRRRR this old guy looked @ me like i was insane..i couldnt stop laughing. Dans band was SOO GOOOD!!!!! Im sooooooo proud of him!!!!! next time he plays there yall sluts better be there! heather came later...and we all messed around in the shopping center and jay hit this HUGE black guy witht hat STUPID bouncy ball! It was a GREAT nite
Sat-Jay & Tara came and got me and tlaked to my family for like an hr...we drove aroud and went to ppl in her family houses to say hey, then to her g*mas and played uno ((we played the same game for like an hr and a half but i finally won..mauh ah ah...and jay SOO LOST but its okay i still love him...even if he does suck)) then we went to this fair thingy and messed around and Tara & I ate a sno cone ((while Jay complained the entire time)) till the fireworks finally came on. Jay wouldnt dance with me...soit made the time go by VEEN slower ;) After that we went to some gas station..and then i had to go home...it was gayness...but yet another wonderful nite with himmmmmmm
SuNdAy-Jayt came over to my hizouse ((yeah i said it)) and he played video games...we ate dinner. then him and danny boy played..while i talked to christopher on the fone :) I REALLY wanted to go see the fireworks again but jay and mom didnt.....but we went anywayy ((mauh ah ah)) they were great...we all bonded while sitting on this little banket thingy for like 2 hrs. AFter that we went to coldstone, and then Harris Teeter to get some stufff..the most important thing is the sparlersssss! (( i kept called them SRINKLERS....lmao)) Last we went back to taras and i played with sparklers for like 30 mins..it was soo sweet bc he got them for me bc i was all "omg i love sparklers" for like the past week..i sitll have an empty box of them lol...jay touched it so i cant possibly throw it away...ever. yeah yeah yeah. i know. i need help.
MOndayyyy ((4th of Julyyyy)) -umm i woke up to Jays voice...he called me to wake me up :) so i already knew it was going to be a good day :) Ummmmm i took a shower then got dan to drive me over to Tara's house. We hung out for a while and watched this good movie on tv idr whats is called @ the moment ((dont say it)) but ANYWAY....we went swimming and into the hott tub, great fun :) After that Tara was like im bored so we we drove to downtown g*boro to see what was going on. We walked like 6 blocks from the car when it starts to rain....it wasnt hard @ first, but then it POURED and we got soaked..every1 was laughing @ us lol i had the best time that day..i <3 rain and being with jay just made me even better ((tara too)) Jay grabbed my hand and we danced in the street in the rain for like a min but it was wondermus :) And like as soon as we got to the car...the rain STOPPED and we were wet. Jay had the idea to sit on the car mats, so we wouldnt get the seats all wet...and it workeddddddd.((god, dont sound so suprised **wink***)) So we drove arond some more...got back to her apparment..started to watch a movie but i only had 30 more mins with him so we chilled in his room...i always get really sad when i have to leave him bc i know i wont get to see him for like 2 weeks er so. He kissed me in front of my mommy lol it was soo cute bc he tried to be all quick about it...i was like AWWWWWW! on the way home mom came out of nowhere and asked me if i got all tingily when i got to see him and sad when i have to leave so i gushed to her all the sillay things i did bc of him and she said ahh yes. young infatuation! I remember those days with ur father" kinda thing lol. me n her have gotten really close lately! But anywho....hopefully ill get to see my love on fri....even if it is only for like an hr er so its better than nothing. okay wow. this thing is like whoa long....but its been a while and i had a lot to say.
so i guess im going to go.
and sorry about all the typos..i dont give a shit @ the moment. its too much to read and u ppl will never read then entire thing anyway.
I LOVE YOU JAYYYYYYY!! you are everything to me.
<3 April
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