| So guess who's drinking at 3:30 on a Monday Afternoon?
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| The only important book ANY of us need to read.
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| All You Need is Love!So I realized something incredibly important tonight.
Love is all that matters.
Be it the love of money, the love of family, God, sex, power, drugs, anything: Love drives all human beings.
And I am loved. I've taken all of my friends for granted far more than they should be. And to you, I apologize. I have absolutely amazing friends for whom I'd do anything. And I have other friends that I thought were awesome, but are really just bad influences.
I want to be happy, more than anything else. And my friends are going to get me there.
I know a lot of you think I'm an asshole, and you're right. I am. For the most part, I can be a complete jerk to you all. But I'll be honest with you. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of living my life how I want. I'm afraid of being happy. I'm afraid that all my past mistakes will come back to bite me in the ass. And it's terrifying. There's so many things that I wish I could change, that if I did, I could be happy.
I'm sorry. I miss you. I hope you know who you are. <3
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| In the final curtain call
You left me here with the coldest of feelings
Weight, kind, depression
Blessing the floors with the places you've stepped in
Will they ever measure up to the way you left me?
Here on the roadside the bloodiest cadaver
Marked in your words: I'm the joke, I'm the bastard
Here wait, so I guess that you knew
That you're... a selfish little whore
I'm the selfish little whore
If I had my way I'd crush your face in the door
This is no beginning... this is the final cut
Open up, I'm in love |
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| Two weeks. And I am gone.
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