I went to go see my best friend graduate from Central Christian College of the Bible in Missouri. Saw some other friends as well. Got some updates bout the college and it's direction. I am sooo happy that i transferred. The more i hear bout the news from there. The more i realize how blessed i am to attend KCU.
Started my two jobs the Monday after KCU ended. It was quick...but the paychecks were coming in. I made about $2,500 this summer. Short of $500 from last yr's income. But i am happy that i atleast found a job with great co-workers.
I started the summer weighing 225lbs.
I now weigh in 195lbs.
My birthday was just another day. I believe once i getting older that day is just another day...but i love to milk out every oppurtunity i have with it.
I've been really keeping a DL this summer. A few calls here and there. But nothing to an extent of actually getting deep. Unless it was my existing close friends. I was confronted by some individuals explaining how popular i am.
ME popular?!?!!? I always wanted to be...but as a celebrity. Got to discuss this deep with my inner-self. In a sense i am. But not. I know a lot of people. I socialize a lot. People may think of me as their close friends...or only friend. Others might view me as such a loveable person and talk to me a lot. and want to be friends. But it doesn't make me popular to be friendly to others.
There's only a few of people that I, myself hold closely. Few in Missouri and a few in Kentucky. and one or so here at Home. I am still currently struggling to understand the mutual sides of friendships. I always wonder...is my feelings the same towards me of that friend? Does she view me as a close friend as i view her? It eats my mind away.
A passion has been growing so strongly. A secret love towards the lost. The lost of homosexuals, orphans and elderly. I want to evangelize to these particular groups. I wanna be a foster dad. I don't know how this passion is going to play throughout my college education. Please be praying.
I quit my job in a wk and a half. I go back to KCU in two wks. I'm pretty much excited to room with Brian. Good things are to come in the future.
THIS ENTRY IS DEDICATED TO: 
Heather Courtney.
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