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Monday, July 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 00:19:25 GMT

So... whats up? Sorry I havent updated I have more important things to do lol! I have a myspace now jus so everyone knows!

Anyways.... everything has been alright! I start work tomorrow... SHIT! lol I have to get up at like 5:30am NO FUNN! I am so not a morning person. Owell I gosta make money!

Saturday nights I am always at OYP! Fun fun! I am so proud of my Favorite (Autumn) She got Mr.OYP! Other than saturdays I jus do whatever pops up. Like hanging out with Brook and Autumn or Chrissy or Britt or going over to Lisa's so I can see my mikey and so I can play with the baby!

My mom and dad are kinda talking bout adopting a baby!!!! I am super excited! I would love to have another baby in the house! Its been forever and a day... my lil sis is almost 11 Wow they grow up Super fast.

Well thats bout all I got for now wish me luck on my new job! Ill need it lol

Love always -Baby-T-

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 20:21:30 GMT

I got my LIP pierced!!!! Hehehe I love it! Thank you Chrissy!

So ummmm..... I got the job at directv im really excited I will bringing in GOOD money!!! YAY!!! Shopping!!!

I go to Lisa's house jus bout everyday cus I love them and I love to play with the BABIES! They are super cute!!! The lil boy is 3 and a half weeks and the lil girl is 1 week. Babies are GREAT!!! Landon(the boy) throws up on me every damn time I feed him... that lil stinker... Owell he's a cute stinker!

Jus been hanging out with Chrissy, Brook, Autumn and Mikey!!! Fun Fun!!!! Britt and I played on the merry go round together... it was quite a wet ride.... (dont think dirty) Brook and Autumn got into a lil bit of a car wreck.... those damn red lights will get you everytime... Im jus glad everyone was ok. I love them! Chrissy and I jus been hanging out having great times as always... she is a bit crazy at times but gotta love her. Mikey..... Mikey is great in bed..... ahhh yep!!! anyways..... Chrissy and I hung out with Greg and Kami... I love them 2 people lots. Best friends!

Majestics and OYP are my fun places now besides my bedroom... lol jk guys you are so perverted....its always fun to meet new people, or see and hang out old friends!

Okay... well I updated after almost a lifetime so love ya byebye

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 13:55:16 GMT

I had a great birthday! I am 18 now!! So exciting! Ive been hanging out with Autumn and Brook alot... they are great and super cute together! Im going with them thursday to Majestics. This weekend we are all going to the gay pride parade then later that night we are going to OYP! Ive been with Chrissy jus about everyday since school let out. Other than all that nothing much has really been going on.

I miss my best friend alot though, I feel like I dont know anything about her anymore. I know she is having a hard time right now and I wana be there but I dont know how. I miss all our laughs and stories, I miss our road trips to Owasso and Tulsa and back. I miss hearing about your problems and being able to talk to you about mine. Your the only one who really understands. Well I love you Kami and I hope we stay best friends forever!

Love ya guyz im out....

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Sat, 27 May 2006 21:39:12 GMT

Friday June 2 I will be 18!!! I am super excited!!! Hailey Chrissy and I are going to Kansas so I can get a tattoo. I cant wait!!! I am glad school is out. I think everyone was ready for the summer. School was getting old. Next year I will be a SR. Its crazy to think of how fast I am growing up... poor mom and dad. hopefully around this time next year I will be out on my own. FUN FUN!!!

Anyways I havent really been up to much jus spending time with my girl and dealing with my dang knee. I hope to hang out with alot of friends this summer... so give me a call love you all.....

Baby-T

Friday, May 19, 2006

Fri, 19 May 2006 17:50:09 GMT

Wow I havent been on here in forever! Sorry bout that. Anyways... things have been pretty good with me. I dont really have many complaints except for maybe my knee but there is nothing I can do about that so owell (cuss it). Ive been hanging out with my best friend Kami ALOT! So that makes me super happy I do have to say!!!! Ive been seeing Chrissy alot more so thats good, and I have been hanging out with my buddy Greg! GREAT!

School is almost out! So EXCITED!! This summer will be great! Next year I will be a Sr. thats crazy. Everything went by so fast. My birthday is less than 3 weeks away. I will be 18!!! YAY!!! Im growing up so fast!!!

Well I dont really have much to say. So I guess ima get off here but it wont take me a month and a half to write on here again lol.

Love Always Baby-T

** PERFECT * WEEKEND **

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 14:23:48 GMT

Well Friday, Saturday and Sunday was Great. I wouldnt have changed anything about it! I love hanging out with my best friend Kami and Greg... and this weekend I spent alot of time with Kristen too! Mel and I actually hung out which was cool! And I spent the weekend with my baby... that always makes me super happy!
Chrissy Nicole, I love you so much. Without you I would be lost and I wouldnt be complete! Thank you for everything you do. The way you treat me leaves me breathless. Being scared to fall in love with you was a BIG mistake but "finally_realizing" I need to jus let things happen was the best thing I have done! Thank you for never giving up on me. You really put up with alot of shit! Sorry but thank you!
Im really glad Are-K, Kami, Kristen and I talked and got things chilled down some. It was to the point of R:E:D:I:C:K! Friends are great! Jus dont betray or lie or stab in the back... its not worth losing a friend over.
22 Days till school is out!!! Cant wait for summer time! It will be AMAZING! I am getting tired of school. This damn research paper we are working on right now is gona kick my ass if I dont stay on top of it. Hope it all goes well lol
I think Kami Kristen Are-K and I are going to Owasso to get
!Caramel Fraps! Kami's brilliant idea! Good job!
Well I guess I am done I think the bell is fixing to ring love you all lots.
Chrissy I love you lots xoxo miss you baby!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 09:56:51 GMT

Hi everyone, hows life? Im doing alright, jus trying to stay outa trouble and see my baby! I love you chrissy! I havent really been up to much. Kami and I went to the boys soccer game last night! That was something else lol! Then we went to the park!! FUN FUN! I love her!
Chrissy, My dad, lil sister and I went to my lil nephews t-ball game! It was so cute! They are so lil! He is only like 5. He did pretty good! I was glad I got to see chrissy! It was super hot outside we were sweating... eww gross. lol
I probley wont be on the computer alot for the next month Ive got alot going on so I cant promise I will be updating or commenting alot for a lil while but I still Love all of you, and I will try to get on as much as poosible.
Chrissy I am so in love with you and I am always thinking about you! 9 Months baby! xoxo I love you!
This summer is almost here and I am so excited I can not wait to spend it with my close friends and my girl! It will be great! If anyone wants to hang out this summer jus give me a call ill have my cell!
Hope everyone is doing ok. love ya lots
Baby-T!

Monday, April 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 22:03:43 GMT

I went to Claremore today and had my appointment to get my senior pictures done. Its at a place called Dori G's... so far its a very good place and im sure alot of the girls will hear me talking about it cause if I can get people to go there and get their pictures done then I can get money taken off my package deal. Anyways the whole thing sounds like a really good thing the people are really sweet and very helpful. I am SUPER excited I can not wait! I go in May 5 to do like a trial thing and then I am gona do my actual senior pictures this summer!!! YAY!

Anyways, I got like no sleep last night... damn knee kept me up all night jus about. I maybe got one hour of sleep. I really need to get back to the doctor. I am not looking foward to it at all. So think of me and wish me luck! School is going great right now, I have good grades and im jus doing good all together! Thats like a first for me lol!

Chrissy and I are doing FANTASTIC! I love her so much! My poor baby isnt feeling very well at the moment, I feel bad. I wish there was something I could do, but she knows I care and she knows if there was anything I could do that I would for sure do it all she has to do is ask... right baby? Jus so you know... you are such an amazing girlfriend and you treat me alot better than I deserve sometimes! Thank you so much for everything. Your great! I love you lots!

My BIG 18 birthday is comming up June 2!!! I am super excited bout that too! Summer is jus around the corner! This is gona be a kickass summer! Anyways, I guess ima stop talking so much I love you all. comment me!

Kami, I love you best friend! Bouncy balls are the BEST!

Chrissy I love you so much xoxo!

P.S. Chrissy and I have been together 9 months on April 22!! Thats a long time! Its great! Tehe I love her!

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 15:19:58 GMT

Im feeling better!!! I finally went back to school Friday. Im not completly better but im almost back to normal! After school Kami came home with me and we had so much fun with my puppy! We put cool whip on the top of her nose and she was having a hell of a time getting it off...we were cracking up. Then I had a "war" with my mom and bouncy balls lol she is C:R:A:Z:Y! I talked to an old friend last night... it was really good to hear from her and catch up a lil bit! I havent really done much lately cause ive been sick. So thats about it. School is almost out and summer is almost here! Im excited! I cant wait for summer! Swimming!! yay! I guess thats pretty much all ive got to say for now... ima go over to my grandmas and help her clean her house...(she is paying!) Have a good and safe weekend everyone love ya!

~Baby-T~

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 18:01:16 GMT

SICK=SUCKS

I stayed home yet another day. Didn't get to see my best friend Kami yet again. Sad Face! I did however go to the store with mom today so I could get outta the house and I got a new blanky for my bed! Its super soft and its Orange!!! Im excited! I got some new shorts and socks too! We had fun! Other than that jus layed around the house again. No fun... no fun at all. I will be back at school tomorrow though. So Kami I will see you soon! YAY! Our goats are gona have babies!!! It should happen very soon! I cant wait! They will be so cute! Baby goats are fun! Huh Kami? School is almost out, its kinda crazy, this year went by so fast, we will be seniors next year then we will be done and outa highschool its actually kinda scary. I am excited though! It will be fun to not have to worry bout school and projects and reports... going to work full time and bringing home the money!! lol well love you all... ~Tara~

I love you Chrissy and miss you lots!

Giving up doesn't mean you are weak, it jus means you are strong enough to let go.

Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.

We could all take a lesson from crayons, some are bright, some are beautiful, some are dull, some are short, some are tall, and some have wierder names, but they all have to learn to live in the same box.

The best things in life are left unseen thats why we close our eyes to Cry, Kiss and Dream!