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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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boo boo xanga
ok xanga!!!!
im on MYSPACE now!! dont be sendin me emails "remindin me" to sign in again lolllll, tryin to add some competition to myspace and facebook are we!? lol its enough everyone is tellin me to go to facebook now; im just like CAN PPL PLEASE PICK ONE AND STICK W/IT? i am not movin my ass all over to keep up w/insane online madness!!! hahahahah besides i think im a bit over the craziness/good/bad of online "communities..."
and maybe in some ways i've become way more private and introverted than i could have imagined i'd become. but in a good way =] i still write in my REAL REAL HANDWRITTEN journals [yes--they will be worth millions someday seein as no one practices that art no more!! lolll soon ppl will forget to use a pen to write; curse uuu computers!! hahahahahah] but otherwise... i'll jus talk to my walls and have all my answers revealed.
or better yet, have real LIVE interactions w/mah buddies!! those are always nice!
im tired as hell n have a french lit exam tomorrow, so off to bed i gooooo =]
+ peace in the middle east + [if USA allows it!] =0]
Monday, January 09, 2006
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yea so im obviously not updating anymore for different reasons:
1. im on myspace and keepin in touch w/people THERE.
2. i have to be honest w/myself that i've lost the desire to keep writing here, but also not havin much time to do so gets in the way... and even when i do have free time, well it turns out that i dont want to spend it here... i appreciate xanga for what it has done for me, but im just not gonna keep going w/it... im considering erasing my account, but in the meantime, here this is... also i know that some of my friends are still here, and i like to check their stuff if i remember to, and i know that i dont need to keep my account open to check theirs, but anyways... for now it doesnt hurt to leave this open and if one day i am compelled to delete it, i should simply do so...
i just turned 21 two days ago and i cant believe that i was in Paris for that, i was so bubbly all day, and i still am to know that im spending holidays and such in Europe, and am reconnecting with my Belgian roots [like i did b4 arriving to Paris, and during xmas break]... i would have never guessed that i would spend my 21st bday in Europe, and Paris of all places... i am thankful for all that has happened and for what will come in the near future... i dont want to grow spoiled and forget that a year will go fast and i might miss more things from here than i think i would at the moment... so im tryin to enjoy it as much as i can, and damnit its so much fun!!! what an experience!!! anyways, surprises always do lie ahead for us, that i am sure of!!
i wish every1 a very great and awesome and blessed new year, with great things to come always... i think we often wish we could know the future but i think its best not to know it, i mean really would we want to know if there was serious shit ahead of us? and what about if something really good was coming but not till a while off? that would make us even more impatient than we already are... so i'll just let things be the way they are, and for goodness's sake, lets party and have a good time and leave our worries behind!! :) things always work out in the end, and if they dont, its not the end!!! <3 +
Currently Listening
Putumayo Presents: World Groove
By Various Artists
2: Aya Benzer by Mustafa Sandal
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
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well 2nite is my last "rush-free" night... 2morrow i shall be settin up my things by the door and waitin 4 the cab to pick me, my dad and my mom up at 4am to be @ SFO by 5am... and offf i shall be... i can't believe it man... but, im not nervous or nethin...how odd? a few nights ago i was... maybe its because im finally at peace now. i finally have a laptop, which im using as i speak, and i have my God-given mp3 player to provide me with endless beautiful music while abroad... only He truly knows how devastated i would be without my music!! and i sure as heck wasnt gonna bring 200+ cds abroad w/me!! so since everything else is done, i am finishing the last of my music downloads and transfers onto my player... so i can be on this 14-hour plane ride w/something to entertain me... mmm i pray for every1 and for myself to have patience, and peace of mind. no need to worry or that type of thing, at such an eventful and unpredictable time in my life. may you all be blessed + Amen +
Currently Listening
Very Best of
By Sting, Police
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Friday, August 12, 2005
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i cant believe angel is gone already... that was 2 early man! well, i finally got my luggage; 2 huge suitcases n still i worry it wont be enough... but i have "baggage limit," according to the airline... who da fuck assigns that shit when u go abroad FOR A YEAR?! what, am i supposed 2 take 2 shirts and 2 pants for A YEAR? damn they are finding ways 2 make us wanna give up, i swear... or to make us spend even more $$ than we already be spending! like i want my parents sending me stuff back n 4th for days... ayyy watever. i slowly started packing n mayn i have a lot of clothes. A LOT. i cant wait 2 go to belgium for a week and then go 2 paris and see my room waiting for me. i saw the website and omgg its fuckin gorgeous. like i'm not worthy of bein there... what a gift. if only i could be there all year!! maybe if i beg n plead they'll let me stay there as my permanent residence... but im thankful enough as it is! my dad is like assigning his best friend Omar as my very own personal bodyguard: he is going to take the train to Paris with me and make sure i'm "delivered safe and sound" to my Paris residence... and now the grand finale... my parents are most likely going to take 2 weeks off at the beginning of summer to come and "pick me up" from Paris next june-july, depending on when i finish school... and then take a big fat trip around europe and for them, revisit Belgium. denggg i am so excited im bursting. when once i thought i wanted a husband to cuddle with, [lmao] i havent had such a thought since i been busy w/everything and my future that's calling me. and fuck, i like it that way
Currently Listening
The Cure - Greatest Hits
By The Cure
10. lullaby
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Monday, August 01, 2005
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i'm home in concord, at last. my cousin in daly city''s bday is next sunday and i'll go down 2 da city for that, but otherwise i am HOME, till august 24th at least. MySpace is fucking driving me nuts, with weirdos all over thinking im gonna meet them and like try to get to know them online. fuck i had forgotten how many dumb fucks exist in the fucking world. like i said tho, i joined that shit 2 kit w/my friends while im in Paris and maybe chat w/a few cool folks. other than that, leave me the fuck alone! and i WILL and DO cuss a motherfucker out! damn!! lol neways. moving my shit home made me realize how much more crap i've acquired over the years, and how many fucking clothes i have. and SHOES. omgggg the SHOES. workin @ macy's sure did its job w/me alright... well i bought my last pair of heels for $14, cant go wrong now can we? i had to. i also cant believe that my aunt and uncle and cousins got me a damn digital camera as a fuckin going away gift. i started to cry! i told them i couldn't take it and they told me, no nooooo now u have no excuse for NOT takin pics! so shiet, i best get on that. course now the cam already has 20+ pics of... of... of... ME
hey i have to make sure the camera works. i like rambling here on xanga because myspace is not the place for me to do it. myspace is a fuckin popularity contest that i could care less about, where people just post naked pics of themselves and attempt to spread their endless multitude of STD's by randomly hooking up with one another. i'll pass on that one, BITCHES!! what i have is to be worshipped by one lucky ass husband. amen! + lollll!!!!
Currently Listening
Best of 1987-2001
By Patricia Kaas
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FleurPalestinienne
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- Name: God's Daughter
- Country: France
- Metro: Paris
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 3/12/2004
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well theres a lot 2 say... but hey most of it u gotta find out 4 urself mmmhhhmmm ;) well 2 make it short, im 20, shortie, student at SF State, loves life and God and everything else in between, Palestinian/German/Russian descent born in Belgium with French as first language and English as 2nd. my life has recently taken a drastic turn as i'm about 2 go study abroad in Paris, France for a year. i leave aug 24th. i'm excited, and im bz as heck. i'm also on myspace,[ www.myspace.com/lapucelle33 ] and being suspicious of who i add cuz there are some weirdos in the world mayyynnn... i can be nice, n i can be mean n i got no problem givin my piece of mind. so if you're legit, say what's up. if you cant handle a strong woman tho, this aint the place 2 stop @... amen and may God be with you all + :)
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