FUCK THIS SHITim fucking tired of love and girls they are all a fucking waste of time. all girls are good for are ripping out your heart stomping on it and then taking a big shit on top of it. if you disagree i dont five a flying fuck for all i care you can go suck a dick. there was a girl i used to like. yes past tense cuz im getting tired of being metaphoricly bitch slapped to the face. i asked her out to dinner and she said yes so that night game and went. then a few weeks later after hanging out with her for long periods of time. so then the one time we were hanging out we met these 2 DDR guys at the mall and went to hang out with them at this place called the laserdome. the night went on there the 2 guys left for a while and it was just us 2. so after that night she asked me if i wanted to go home with her for the weekend so i said yes still liking her and all. so i spent the weekend at her place 3 hours away from lancaster. and all was kewl there. we came back and spring vacation started and over vaca i decided to tell her how i really felt about her. she tells me that she has no intrest in dating me. im like WTF WHY THE HELL DID I WASTE MY TIME AND MONEY IF YOU DIDNT HAVE ANY FUCKING INTREST IN DATING ME. my heart was really hurting that night. but i got over with the slightest hope that hey i still might be able to be with her. but since that time we hung out less and talked less. so then we get to tonight march 25 and we got talking and she tells me she has a boyfriend. and the boyfriend turns out to be one of the 2 guys that we met at the mall. and she says and i quote "remember when we went to the laserdome with those 2 guys? a little bit ago i went back to the mall and met up with the shorter of the 2, his name is Cory, and he really liked me so weexchanged screen names and yeah ... now we're dating" im like to myself WTF you barely even no this guy and you are dating. you met what 2 times in real life and shes dating him. what really pissed me off was that fact that i told her that i really liked her and she didnt seem to care yet this total FUCKING stranger says it and she falls for the guy. the funnny part of it is she says oh i have a weight issue so i wont be able to date anyone till i feel comfortable with my self yet me trying to be the nice guy that i am is all supportive and saying nice things about her. so i guess miss weight conciance wasnt skinny enough to date me but felt she was right to date this FUCKING ASSHOLE. so yeah ive known her for way longer then this ASSHOLE and then she goes on the tell me "yeah. he's really really kind and treats me like a princess" which is like another knife in my heart. i though i had somewhat of a chance now that chance is redused to 0. i was having a great day till this point. now im fuming and all this shit.i was stressing over projects and that finally passed now this shit hits me like a bombshell. im just getting sick of dealing with it all. so i restate FUCK LOVE AND FUCK BOYFRIEND/GIRLFREIND SHIT. idk why i feel like im destine to be alone all my friends around me have found love but me. and it makes me jealous then it also pisses me off. im sick of being alone every relationship ive ever had has sucked ass. EMOTIONS ARE JUST A WASTE OF FUCKING TIME. well before i get rambiling and wanting to kill people im gonna go so to all that read this thanks for reading but other then that i dont give a FUCK about anyhting anymore . this quote i found on the internet one night sums up my entire love life. "A woman has a close male friend. This means that he is probably interested in her, which is why he hangs around so much. She sees him strictly as a friend. This always starts out with, you're a great guy, but I don't like you in that way. This is roughly the equivalent for the guy of going to a job interview and the company saying, You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired." the story of my love life. | 
