"you look fine!" : Diary of a confused fat girl
models are perfect Im glad you noticed
      im very very confused right now
i donno whether to come to skool regular
cuz it makes  me feel real
or come to school pretty
but that takes all my energy
what do you gals think? 
i donno what to think honestly
   dont you guys think i should be myself?
or attrect the guys?
but why woudnt myself attract the guys?
im MUCH happier just dressing comfortably
thats what ill do for a while
my intake has been PERFECT because my stoamch has benn just not hungary
i have no drive for food left so yeah i feel very...
very...i donno content no drive for food no drive for ana so yaeh
new guy at school GAY i made out with a girl
ALWAYS FUN!
|i donno|i need time|
 
asain thin pretty
 
models are perfect im glad you noticed
 
Note to self:
your imperfect
you will never let yourself think other wise
if you want REAL help...you aint gettin it from yourself
remember fat is gross you have fat
YOUR GROSS
thin isnt exactly perfect...
cuz theres no need to look starving..
or is that the look you want to achieve
good luck at trying to find a boy firend!
another not to self
Ana like mother knows best
but sometimes tells us worse...
Ana herself isnt perfect
last note to self
lose 5 lbs

Force My Mouth Shut
 

so i cant eat