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1. We’re anorexic, we’re bulimic, We’re depressed, we cut, we cry, We wish to die. We’re teenage Girls, we’re never good enough. -Maggie 2. Your eyes, there the perfect Light blue, with a dark blue rim, Small specks of green and a bit Of gray, I’ve never seen anything As beautiful, it’s so easy for me to Just get lost in them. -Maggie 3. There’s such simplicity in your voice, It makes me feel like I’m your world. -Maggie 4. She falls, she crashes, She breaks; and there he is, Always picking her back up. He loves her. -Maggie 5. Sometimes I question us, Sometimes I think were just young And doing whatever we’re doing. But then there’s the times when I feel so completely, insane. And I know, even if I want to Deny it, this is love. -Maggie 6. Things were said, Mistakes were made, Tears were shed, yet This is were we have Been lead, but it will All work out, because That’s what true love is All about. -Maggie 7. I feel in love with a boy one time, And this will sound insane if you can’t Read my mind, but for some reason I let It all go, I watched it all slip away. Now Here I am, back on my knees, begging him To please forgive me. I can’t ask enough times, And apologizing will never make it right. But I didn’t mean what I said, I was just caught Up in the fight. I know this doesn’t make sense, But I’ll tell him one more time…I love you. -Maggie. 8. She knows how she felt, She knows that she was scared, She just didn’t know what else to do, So she was stupid, she made a mistake. She now knows it’s the worst one she Could have ever chose to make, she misses That boy, the one she is still in love with. -Maggie 9. She messed up, than she apologized. You said you needed time, but all she Needs is you in her life, she really is Sorry she will never do it again, she Realizes what you really mean to her And how empty her soul is without you. -Maggie
10. I’ll wait for you, until forever ends. I know that seems crazy, but I fell in Love with you. And maybe, just maybe, I needed this, to realize how much I love you. I just hope you didn’t need it to realize how Little you cared for me. -Maggie 11. The time goes so fast I can hardly keep up Clocks ticking at a steady pace I fall behind with thoughts of you on my mind. My secret security. -Keri 12. Time ticking at an irregular pace, Somehow manages to sweep me up. Goodbye love. Goodbye life. -Keri 13. Her eyes. They all despise. Never good enough. They seem to scream in unforgiving ears. They can't see the beauty. In her imperfections. She's just another. Wasteoftime.
-Keri 14. Sometimes you have to look past the hateful stares, even when no one cares, because life's just not worth living when nobody loves you. -Keri 15. and baby i didn't mean to hurt you. i just needed to get the taste of your drug off my lips. you taste so sweet with your innocence i can't help but run away to see if you follow. -Keri 16. Trying to keep my head up In a world where everyone else
Seems to be trying to Push it down. 17. It's one of those days when No matter what you say No one cares. I need to be alone to deal With the pain and anger inside. Don't ask me if im ok. You know im not. It's one of those days when My only security is the razorblade. Im happy in my dreams. Just let me be. -Keri 18. There's a war in my mind. These thoughts of you are attacking me, When I never did anything wrong. All I wanted was to hold you. -Keri 19. Your my security. My strength when im in need. I can't stop thinking about you. Your in my thoughts. My hopes. My dreams. Lately, your my everything. And the silly thing? You don't even know.
-Keri 20. Im running away. To my thoughts and dreams. My memories. The only happiness I have. -Keri 21. It just keeps playing over and over in my head, The pain on her face, the paleness of her skin, The way her eye’s rolled in the back of her Head before they shut forever, I just can’t Take it anymore. -Maggie
22. She feels numb, No pain, no happiness, Just numbness, and She’s not really sure What happened this Time, cause everything Seemed oh so Perfect. -Maggie 23. There all right you know, We are crazy to still be in love, But yet, we still are…everyday Of our lives, we live to love. -Maggie
24. Sometimes I think about it, About everything and how stupid It all seems, all the mistakes I’m Sure I’m making, but I don’t care. Because lately, I just want to have fun. -Maggie 25. You don’t have until the end of the world, and We need to learn that forever is just until The day we die, and sometimes that’s Not very long, so learn to wake up in The morning and just live, live exactly How you’ve always dreamt of living. Cause forever isn’t as long as you think. -Maggie 26. He amazes me, the way he listens, The way he kisses, the way he smiles, The way he looks and hugs and talks, Oh and the way he laughs, and the Way he walks, and runs, and always Calls right when he says he will, the way He can make me fall in love with him All over again, he amazes me. -Maggie
27. That boy’s my world, He’s the one I think of 24/7, He can cheer me up no Matter what I’m sad about, And he always know just how To make me laugh. I love him. -Maggie 28. His eye’s are gorgeous, And no he’s not perfect, But he’s everything I need. -Maggie 29. Miserable in her own body. Can't do anything right. Can't concentrate;struggling to breathe. Whats this insanity taking control? A monstor sort of being inhabiting me? Save me;before im eaten alive. Bring me back to planet earth. Bring me home, to your arms. -Keri 30. Tieing our pain below So know one has to know Inside, we're broken. Just a pretty face, thats all that counts. A smile-fakeascanbe. Thats all they look for. Who cares about our insides, anyways? -Keri 31. Play me like monopoly. See if I care. I'll always win, babe, thats for sure. I'm more powerful than you think. -Keri 32. For once her legs sprinted toward the finish line. Almost there, going so steady. A feeling astrange. Then suddenly; she crashes. She falls hard. They can't pick her up, No matter how hard they try. Stuck in this rut of misery. Thats how she stays. Thats how she dies. -Keri 33. Moonlight shining down. Her face, glowing, like a moon of its own. Body dancing to the beat of the bowl, Carefree she sings. More beautiful than ever. Swaying to the night of your love. -Keri 34. So alive in the dreams The floating clouds, and jumping cows. My only amazement. Stuck in this dream. This dreamgoingonnightmare. -Keri 35. On her dreams she floats across the dying grasses into his arms where he holds her close, and kisses her slow. savour the moment as time comes to a hault. just her and him, nothing else. proclaiming love and catching snowflakes. under the cold flake-filled clouds. in which they rise up in a wind of sweet kisses. and pour back out with a batch of fresh snow. it's heaven. he's my heaven. -Keri | 