| Hello?
Is anyone there?
Answer if youre out there. |
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| ONE
I Can't Remember Anything
Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream
Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream
this Terrible Silence Stops Me
Now That the War Is Through with Me
I'm Waking up I Can Not See
That There Is Not Much Left of Me
Nothing Is Real but Pain Now
Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me
Back in the Womb its Much Too Real
in Pumps Life That I must Feel
but Can't Look Forward to Reveal
Look to the Time When I'll Live
Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me
Just like a Wartime Novelty
Tied to Machines That Make Me Be
Cut this Life off from Me
Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God,wake Me
Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One
Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death
Oh Please God Help Me
Darkness
Imprisoning Me
All That I See
Absolute Horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot Die
Trapped in Myself
Body My Holding Cell
Landmine
Has Taken My Sight
Taken My Speech
Taken My Hearing
Taken My Arms
Taken My Legs
Taken My Soul
Left Me with Life in Hell
****Havnt been on this in a while so I thought Id come back.**** |
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| Im trying so hard to be happy. For him. Because its all he wants. But I dont know how much longer I can do it. It seems like every minute theres another problem. Wether its with friends or my family. Im so scared for the future. Somethings telling me things are only going to get worse. I dont want it to happen. I want to be happy. For him. But what happens when it becomes almost impossible to put on a fake smile? That time is coming.
And it scares me to death. |
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| - - Its not so bad that you left, its that you left without saying goodbye. |
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| I told him that I would always be there for him. That he could always talk to me about anything no matter what. And the one time he really needed me, the one fucking time, I wasnt there. He couldnt get a hold of me. I just thank God that he didnt go through with anything. I love him so much. I feel like I have taken him into my family because he needed someone. He needed someone to love him and to show him what its like to have a true friend.
I hope he can forgive me for not being around that night.
Please forgive me. |
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