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| How's life you ask?Fine for right now.
I am finally almost completely over Chris. I can't even begin to explain how good if feels. I mean, come on Abbey. Seriously, do you think you were going to be with him forever? No. I knew better than that. However, I was naive enough to believe that we were going to be together for awhile. Why whould a 19 year old want to be with a not that pretty 16 year old? He wouldn't. We were texting back and forth to eachother about Jared Leto (who by the way is God's gift to the world) and he asked me if I ever thought about our relationship. I told him that it was getting much easier to forget about it. He told me that he still thinks about everything we had. I don't know whether to read into that or just let it go. He has a gorgeous girlfriend now who is closer to his age. He doesn't need some girl who's only 16 to be dreaming about being with him. Besides wishing for a meaningful relationship, i've been hanging out with friends and such. Its nice but I just never feel content. I feel bored a lot and anxious. It sucks. I'm getting by though. Christmas was good. I got a Zune which I have proceeded to take everywhere with me. Its my baby and I love it. So leave me comments because I miss talking to some of my friends that I never get to talk to anymore. <3 |
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| dsfsdjfo9803489fuisdjosdufhAlright, so it's been awhile since I last posted on here.
So i'll fill you in on the shit that's gone down.
First off... Chris and I broke up. For good.
Then, I started dating my friend Mike for all the wrong reasons.
Next, I did some shit that I am not proud of.
Then, I lose my best friend because of her and Mike being fucking crazy.
Lastly, you know the cherry on top... I don't have a fucking date to homecoming.
My life might as well just fucking give up.
Good God I hate how things are going now.
Things will look up though right?
Sure.
Whatever... |
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| I think...Amanda is a demon sent from my own personal relationship hell.
Because for some ungodly reason, I can't escape her.
I'll remain civil but my God!
Can't she just back off of my boyfriends?
Of course not.
Because that would make me happy.
And I'm not supposed to be happy.
Not with my very own personal relationship killer on the loose!
HOORAH!
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