And she writes again! My last presentation for the semester is done and I could not be happier. All I have left of horrible semester is one paper and one final exam. I can literally feel the stress leaving my body. Hopefully, ill be putting back on the weight that I had lost from all the stress I was under. Not to mention that I will be on my "vacation" come Friday afternoon and have a much needed break from work.

             I think that I might be back to the old Meghan again soon enough. I am most certainly ready to bask in the sun, read books for fun again, and do absolutely nothing before 10:00am.

            I am really excited about this weekend! Not only are we going to look at the house, but we are also going to spend the day with our good friends and their new baby. Well she's not as new- she is almost a month old- damn time is really flying, its doesnt seem that long ago. (I bet the new mommy doesnt think that its going all that fast) ....But anyway we are going to do the cherry blossom festival with the three of them and then have a cook out and stay the night. It should be loads of fun and I like practicing to be a mommy.

Okay laundry is done and needs to be switched- so Im out

Since everyone loved the fact that I wrote an update....ill throw another one out there.

I am really exacited about something, but its actually a secret so you have to keep it on the down low. Ryan and I might be buying a house!!! I am such a big girl with all my grown up ideas. I am really hoping that it works out. It has its pros and cons, but I think that in the long run- its for the best. Ryan and I are going out to look at the property this Saturday.

There are only two things left to do for this semester. A project due on wednesday and a paper due next week. Then I only have one final exam and I will finally feel free. I so desperately need this break. A few weeks free of work and school when I can finally get all the necessary things done. I get to do to the doctor, dentist, dermatologist, dress fittings, and run a few more errands. I like to cross things off my list and have them out of the way.

Ryan is doing much better- moving around, back in harrisburg teaching and just being Ryan.

I got to give my client his birthday present and he was incredibly excited and appreciative. I am really going to miss that kid after school is out. It is really going to be hard to go without seeing him.

Well its late and I have to get up for work in the morning. Night all

           It has definately been forever since I wrote last and sadly there hasnt been too many things to write about. I graduated in December and since then I have been working for Pennsylvania counseling services. I deal with children who have either mental or behavioral problems and though its not as rewarding as I would like it to be- it is rather tolerable and it pays the bills. I am currently in Grad school and I am the most stressed out that I have ever been. In addition to that I am still planning a wedding to take place on October 13th 2007. The wedding is the least stressful aspect of my life.

          Ryan and I are getting ready to move to Harrisburg in a few weeks and the prospect of that is terrifying as we are moving into his mom's new house. Hopefully, it will go better than the scenario thats playing out in my head. I just have to keep telling myself that it wont be for longer than a year and we will be able to afford a house of our own. I cant wait to have a house of our own.

        I guess the most recent event in our lives is that last friday Ryan had to have his appendix removed. He is being very brave and trying his best to get better.

      Other than that there isnt too much going on- Life is life and I am trying my very best to get through it. I am trying to take everything in stride and hopefully things will work out in the end.

        I just spent two hours in Old Main dealing with an imaginary drug conviction and getting my financial aide all straightened out. Not a fun time. Today has been a little stressful, but I think I am dealing better than I normally would so big thumbs up for me.

       I got my books and they were only $250 so yay for that. one of my books is a book that I have already read twice so that should be rather enjoyable. Anyway- today needs to be over and need to get on with Tuesday. Movie tonight! Yay!!

        So my last entry was a lie and I did not update- oh well. So anyway it is customary to do the classes are starting up again entry and so here it goes....

So over the summer I took three online classes, worked at claires, and with the edition of some furniture- finally got the apartment in order. This last week I have been home housesitting for mom and john while they have been down at myrtle beach. While here in MD I got to pick up my wedding veil, hand make save the date cards (will be mailed in Oct), and spent time with my cousins and well as some friends. Of course the same "friend" who always does- blew me off again- not just once, but twice. I am seriously considering cutting her out of my life. I am only a fan of drama when I am not involved with it.

Like I said before classes are starting up on Monday- well Tuesday for me and to be honest, Im excited and a little bit nervous. This is my last semester!!!!! (of my under grad) and in December I will be a college graduate. The dark cloud that is looming over me is that the real world is only a few months away and then I am going to have to be a -gasp- adult. In addition to my classes, I am doing research and an internship. I am also a little worried about the internship mostly because I am going to deal with people fresh out of prison. I just need to grow five inches and gain eighty pounds- it will totally work out.

Ok I think that's enough for now-----later