I forgot how to fly....so you gave me your wings
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Name: Kelly
Birthday: 5/4/1987
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Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 9/18/2005

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Monday, July 31, 2006

the monsters that stab my soul will never leave <=== thats me being emo...w00t

Since no one actually reads this i bet i could right anything i really wanted to....but i wont on the off chance that someone actually will read this......i was just bored....and nervous...about things......so i thought "hey i havnt done that xanga thing in a mad long time...i should." And here i am "blogging" about nothing.....i dont even like these things, but i have nothing better to do with my time...soooo yea.....alright im done....i think i might go browse the internet now.....see what it has to offer.....or clean my room...... i dunno yet.....oh yea.....WARPED TOUR AUG 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, December 09, 2005

LET ME

This world is not perfect

not even remotley

so let me make my mistakes

let me cry

let me regret

thats living

thats life

i am not a child

i am not as innocent

as i appear

i know what this world can do

let me feel it

do not try to keep me ignorent

let me stumble

let me fall

there will be pain

there will be scares

but they are part of life

so let me feel them

i am not a child

do not treat me like one

do not protect me

from what i need no protection from

there are shadows that i know exist

but have yet to see

let me watch them walk

let me feel them

across my skin

let me crash

let me scream

let me worry

let me burn

i can not stay

in this pretty little box

that you have built for me

you cannot keep a bird

in a cage when it knows the sky awaits

with the danger

you tried to save it from.

let it fly

let it take on the sky

sorry

but if you do not let me out

i will do it myself

and you will not be there

at all,

i wont let you

try to catch me

when i fall.

all i ask is that

you let me

let me fall

let me feel

so that i can get up

and know that i can.

by me

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Silence

There is a beautiful sound,

it is actually hardly a sound at all.

It is the lack of sound

that makes it wonderful.

It is silence.

Silence of one's mind.

The absense of confused thought.

The ability to look at something

and to think only of that,

to focus souly on that one moment

where only the present exists

and the past and future

hold no meaning.

This is the most beautiful thing in the world.

And if only for moment

one second

can you feel it

then you can be assured that there is hope

for everything.

That in the end everything

will live

happily ever after.

Because for one second

you felt

what living is supposed to feel like.

                                                                          By Me

 

 


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Sometimes the world

seems to move along with without me

then i have to catch up

Sometimes the world

seems to crumble around me

then i have to sort through the rubble

Sometimes the world

stops to let me take one breath

then i inhale the sent of life

and close my eyes

and stand with my arms stretched

to the sun

feeling the warmth

without worry

or pain

before the world begins

again.

By Me

     

 


Sunday, October 30, 2005

Ocean

Water lashes against the shore.

The waves devour the night

looming over the stars and moon.

foam melts into the sand.

The sirens of the sea call to the earth

singing of the land they will never touch

their voices mix with the wind

and cerridwen of the moon

calls the water to the sky.

The sirens reach and reach,

then cry in fury

as they come crashing

down upon the rocks.

their yells become nothing more then the surf.

The air is made of ice and salt

both sting

both call the soul from sleep.

Until the body is nothing more then a meaningless vessel.

forgotten in the mist

that rolls from the wakes and currents of the ocean.

the creatures from the water watch in envy

as the creatures of the earth fling themselves among the sand and shells,

the sea spirits call to them

tempting them

how strange it be

if they knew how much we

envied them

in their palaces of myth

for knowing the last secrets of the world.

                                                                                         By Me



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