love? well, its kind of complicated...

Times are getting harder.
Ever since George got me to admit that I liked Angelina I can't stop thinking about her.
Damn it.
Why does everything have to be so difficult?
Everything was great last year. Just great.
And now...look where we are.
Confused, Bothered and Bewildered.

Oh yeah. Detintion later too. Typical.

Grrr.

Force a smile ;; blink away the tears.
I'm supposed to be strong ;; supposed
to have no fears. but i'm finding it hard
not to frown. I'm such a strong person;;
why am i breaking down?

I'm crazy over you,
I'm not sure what I would do without you,
I'm always thinking about you,
but the worst part is,
you have NO idea how I feel,
and what you mean to me.

This is my damn life.

Fred

I know this hurts;; It was meant to

     Fred sighed feeling sorry for himself. His mother was dieing right before their eyes, Angelina was incredibly mad at him and Ron was probobly plotting to kill him at that very moment. George was acting all smart and cocky. He kept telling Fred to break up with Mandy, apologize to Ron and go out with Angelina. But he did not understand why. Why would he go out with Angelina? They were just friends, right?
     George wasn't the only one encouraging him to do this. Others were too. They just did not understand that they were friends. Fred stood up and walked out of the common room without telling anyone where he was going, because he had no idea himself. He walked out to the lake kicking rocks on the way there, just feeling miserable and sorry for himself.
     Even though he knew his mother would hate to see him like this he couldn't help it. Everything in his life seems fine one minute the next everything will crumble around him. It sucked. He was depressed.
     He even saw a group of first year Slytherins that were asking for it, but didn't do anything to them. Home seemed to have locked him out in the cold. 
     Fred pushed the pain down. He had to get by. When he heard people talk about depression he never knew it would suck so bad. It felt like the only people that were holding him up in the water of despair had called it quits. He tried to fight and tried to move on and tried to stay strong. He felt like he had to for the rest of his family. He knew that it wasn't going to fly, but rock bottom was comming up close. The water was pushing him farther under.
     "Is it always going to be this way?" He asked his reflection in the lake. The face in the lake just stared back up at him. Staring like a stupid staring thing. He splashed the water soaking his arm but not caring.
     Staring at the sky he remembered going to church in the town near their home one Christmas Eve. The preacher man had said that God was trying to deliver a message all the time. If pain was God's megaphone the message was reached loud and clear.

"My mother looked me in the eye, tryin not to cry
Tellin me that cancer might cause her to die.
How could this be? I thought that God loved me.
So why would He try to take my mother from me?
As I cry myself to sleep at night,
Holdin on my pillow tight,
He spoke to me and said that everything was gonna be alright.
So I try to fight all the pain that it caused.
I try to move on and I try to stay strong"

                   --Stories (Down to the Bottom) by:: Superchic[k]

Okay, so Ron is about to kill me.
Which is kinda bad.
No scratch that. It's really bad.
I didn't mean to "steal his girlfriend"
Even if he was just using her to make Hermione jealous.
What's up with Hermione anyways?
Dating Malfoy?
Come on!
Everybody has gone crazy!
Seriously.

Fred

Oh yeah. I can't find George ANYWHERE! Gah!

Well fellahs

 If you don't know me, shame on you. I'm Fred Weasley ladies and gentlemen. I have a twin brother named  George Weasley, he's pretty awesome. I also have four other brothers Bill, Charlie, Percy, and Ron. Then we have my little sister, Ginny. Don't mess with her or you'll have me to answer to. I don't think that Percy really counts as a sibling because he's a major prat. I like to play Quidditch, Beaters are the best and don't you know it. Most Slytherins piss me off. Death Eaters are obnoxious and need to die. Classes are pretty much a waste of time, but I still go to them. Homework is too, I hate it with a passion, yes I do. It cuts into our pranking time! I like to mess around and just have fun. Life is short, y'know? I'm not that complicated of a guy. I like to eat, play quidditch, and hang with my friends. Oh, sleeping is very nice too. So are girls, but let's not go into that right now, eh? I'm a seventh year so you better respect, guys. Gryfindor is the house to be in. All the cool people are in it. There's me, George, me, Lee, me, Harry, me, Hermione, me, Ron, me, Ginny, me, oh did I mention I was in there too? Because I am. I might not be the richest guy out there, but I don't really care. Good times are found with or without money. I'm always ready for a good laugh, and those usually aren't found in classes, so i try to bring them with me everywhere I go. It's fun for me to pick on my family, but don't you dare. Candy is one of the greatest inventions ever. Zonko's is the greatest prank store on earth and school, was obviuosly an accident. After I graduate you can count on me making my own joke shop, probobly with the help of the magnificent George. We do just about everything together. My parents are amazing, even if my dad is insane. Everything happens for a reason and miracles do exist. That's what I think anyway, but I am insane as well, so you never know, do you?  Talking is fun, but gossiping isn't. I don't gossip about you don't gossip about me. Losers. I think that's basically all you need to know about me. But if you want to know anything else I guess you can ask. Maybe I'll answer. Maybe I'll just stare at you. Or maybe I'll laugh my head off. You never know do you?

Feorge