59.  You told me you loved me. I guess I was surprised, and I guess I was scared, and I guess my eyes lit up, because I agreed to be yours. And then I backed out. People talk, they come up to you and I'm not the kind to kiss & tell. So in a second, we were done. We flirted non stop and to be honest, I liked it. I went to sleep dreaming of you. I knew you were trouble. You're not the kind that I usually go for. I know most girls fall for someone that they shouldn't, and I never quite understood it. You know they're bad news, that they'll break your heart. but there's nothing you can do to stop it. You can't stop falling. If anything, you just fall faster and harder. So you ask for a second chance. and I can see it in your eyes. You're serious, and you've never fallen this hard. I want to send the same message to you, that I need you so badly and that I dreamt of you, too. Somehow, we end up walking away, never really coming to an agreement. The next thing I know, it's her. She's yours. And it's not me, anymore. I felt so bitter and so jealous. Jealosy. It eats you up inside and it's impossible to ignore. Yeah, we still talk. We still flirt. We still want eachother. But I hate the fact that it's too late. What can you do? I don't want to interfere. What if you're happy with her? That thought breaks my heart, because I want to be loved again. By you. I got used to the feeling, and I want to take it back. I'd give anything to rewind, and give you that second chance. The way it feels to be in your arms, the electric shock I get when our hands touch, I love you. And I wish I could tell you. But how could I do it. I ruined everything and i can't undo my mistakes. i need you so much. I've fallen harder than I ever have, and I"m so in love you. I wish I could tell you, but it's so complicated. But it's really actually simple in a way. We love eachother.

58.  I don't know how much longer
I can keep wishing I had given you that second chance.

57.  It hurts to see the one you love with another girl,
but it hurts so much more to know that he used to love you back.

56.  I will love you. I won't say ' I love you '
without meaning it. By really loving you,
I would have to be able to risk my life for
you without hesitation, and accecpt you
even though you have flaws. But I wouldn't
be able to judge you and your flaws. I would
love your flaws because those flaws are the
things that make you, you.

55.  She knows that he's a risk. But she
can't stop herself. It's like knowing that
you're gonna fall, but you keep on heading
towards that cliff because you know that
the fall might be worth it all.

54.  Do the things you love. Don't fall in
love with a person instead of an thing. Because
people can push you and make you fall. Things
won't tell you they love you back, which is
exactly why you won't fall.

53.  Change. It's a love-hate kind of thing.
When it happens, it feels like things will never
be the same. Everything feels so different, and
you have no motivation. But once you motivate
yourself, you start to love the change. And then
it starts all over again.

52.  It's never gonna happen. We're not meant to be.
We're opposites. We fight all the time, and we get on
eachother's nerves. We drive eachother crazy. But like a
fire;; there's just a little spark there that'll light us on fire.


51.  We can't just stay at this point in time forever.
If we don't feel anything anymore, if we're a little
too broken to be standing here, then let's go.
Let's live in the moment.


NEW NEW NEW QUOTES ABOVE.  I THINK THEY'RE A LITTLE BETTER
THAN THE ONES BELOW. BUT YOU DECIDE.


50.  I don't know what to say, anymore. You're the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. You've made it, so that I can't live without you. I can't love anyone else but you. You've changed me, though. I know how to love someone, I know what it's like to be in love, and I know what it's like to lose someone I love. I also know that once you lose something, you could never get it back. And that's what scares me. I'm never going to be able to get over you. I"m never going to be able to love anyone else.  So, what happens when you get over me, and you fall in love again? With someone other than me.

49.  The first time, they didn't know eachother. That's why it ended. The second time, they knew eachother too well. That's why she ended it. She was scared of getting too close. She felt different afterwards, both times. The first time, she thought she wanted him back. Now, she knows that she needs him back. She thought she made a mistake. Now, she knows that she's made the biggest mistake of her life. Before, she thought that they would make a good couple. Now, she knows that they'd make a perfect couple, since they've already been one. Before, she thought he would give her another chance. & he did. The only difference now, is that this time she doesn't know if he'll give her a second chance.

48. I always realize how much I love you when you're out of my life. And you always realize that i'm a mistake that you should've never made. But you always forgive me. You still love me the whole time. But this time is different. This time, you learned from your mistake. </3

47. What was she thinking? He was perfect. They were perfect. She saw it at first, but eventually it got blurry. She got second thoughts. She didn't try to save them. She got herself out, and left him stranded. He stayed stranded and wouldn't come back to her. She missed him. She couldn't live her life without him. But he had already given her another chance before & wasn't sure he could give her another one. She still loved him, and had loved him through the whole storm. He just didn't know it, and he probably never will.

46.  Saying goodbye is probably the hardest thing any girl ever has to do. Getting those words out. Trying to tell him how you feel. Breaking his heart. But I guess that's love for ya.

45.  At first, I thought he was the one. Yeah, i think i even believed he was the one. But then everything went downhill from there. It might of been me. My feelings might have changed. But he never put forth the effort into keeping our relationship going. So it's not all my fault. Alright. Its ours.

44.  so i'm sorry. i'm sorry that you never felt the need to tell me you loved me. i'm sorry you never told me i was beautiful. i'm sorry you never made me feel special. i'm sorry.

43. We're going to make it. Through everything life throws our way, we're gonna make it. There's no way out. We love eachother and no one else. It's complicated but true. We're going to make it through.


42. And what she wants is just too hard to get. What she wants to say is just too hard to get out 



 41. && this girl pours her heart out into notes that she never gives him



40. She sees him in the hall and looks away. She listens to people talk about him but doesn't say a word. She watches her friend flirt with him but doesn't stop her. It seems like she's given up hope of ever getting him back||but in reality, she's just scared that he's not even going to want her again.



39. & she slowly looks out the window while the teacher's talking and she starts thinking about him until she gets the question; "what are you daydreaming about?" She just sighs and whispers "my world."



38. They still want eachother. They still need eachother more than anything in the world. They're just taking a long time to figure it all out. 



37. And I want you to know that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you, and I'm sorry for shattering your world into pieces. I'm sorry for the fights I caused, and I'm sorry for leading you on. I'm sorry for the stuff I said, and I'm sorry for treating you that way. But even though I did a million things wrong, can't you find just one way to forgive me ;?



36. I can honestly say that I've stopped thinking about you. I've stopped wanting you in my life. And I don't know how it happened because I really didn't think it ever would...but it did...and I'm happier than ever. But deep down I know that someday I'm going to want you back. I have no control over myself. I just fall deeper and deeper and i can't find a way to go back up until it just happens on its own. So..i hope you know that//i'm not mad at you// i just don't love you the way i used to <3



35. You want me but I don't want you. You love me but I don't love you. Its just a brokenhearted love story. </3



34.  I've written so many quotes about you. I've fallen asleep thinking about you more nights than I can count. I've cried over you so many times. And its starting to scare me. I'm starting to fall apart because you just don't realize how much I need you in my life. You're all that I want. I'd get rid of every thing I own for you. I'm so deeply in love with you that I've walked off the path that I used to walk on so now all I talk about is how I would do anything for you. You mean the world to me and I'll never love anybody but you. And you might think I'm crazy to have all of these feelings for a guy. But guess what? You don't know him. You don't know the effect he has on my life. You don't know what it feels like to be in love with him. So call me anything you want, talk behind my back, but I don't even care. Because I keep these feelings inside of me and pour them out into these words. And I've never told him and you know what? I desperately wish that one day//I could just IM him this whole think without worrying//but I know that it'll never happen. So I pour my heart out ont paper and cry. I could fill up so many notebooks just about you. And its not like this is just some stupid crush. No--I've actually had him before--he was actually mine;;untill I let him go. Thats why I'm so scared. Because what if he hates me now and what if he doesn't have those feelings for me anymore. What if he doesn't love me? And if he would try to tell me that;;I don't think I could take it. So I'll just keep thinking, dreaming, writing, crying, smiling, loving everything about you, and I'll keep wishing you were mine. I'll keep doing everything I can to get you back even if it takes a lifetime. You're my only one.



33.  Its better to love only one wonderful guy than to be in love with tons of crappy ones <3



32.  && I don't care if people don't understand or much less like these. Because these are my feelings;;feelings that no one else feels or ever will feel. And this is all I have to share'''my feelings. My diary. You'll never know who I am and it doesn't matter__but maybe__you'll be able to somewhat understand what I go through.



31.  I hate how i used to be the only one who noticed you//and now they all do//I hate how I used to be all you thought about and i didn't think about you//and now you don't care about me but you're all i think about//i hate how one mistake can change so much. I hate the fact that it hurts me//



30. She tells herself this everyday as she walks home, kicking the ground, her hair blowing in the wind, tears welling up in her eyes: "I'm just going to let go of you. You did nothing to hurt me;;I just hurt you. And so even though I still have feelings for you, I know when the time comes, i won't want you that way anymore. And I don't want to hurt you. So I'm just going to hook you up. with her. She told me she likes you, not knowing what I thought about you. So I'll do her and I a favor;;I'll give her to you. You can be with her. No matter how much I want to deny it...you're finally going to have someone new. And I might break down;;i might change;;who knows what I'll do;;but I'm going to let go with everything I have. No matter how hard it takes;;you're out of my life. And you won't be coming back in it. And I hope you know that my heart is shattering but//I'm not going to let you fix it. Because I know that you'll wind up hurt in the end. And thats more than I can take. I Love you...I hope you know that its true. But I'm doing this for you//because I'm a horrible person that I don't even understand why you fell for in the first place" And what this girl doesn't know is that the guy still dreams about her//he still wants her//he is willing to put everything she did to him behind him and love her with everything he has. He doesn't even like the other girl//He's too afraid that she'll say no to do anything though. He wants her to make the move. But the girl will never know that because what she's saying to herself is true. She's going to do it. And it probably will take everything she has to do it. Everything.



29.  And i see my best friend flirting w/ you and I can tell she's crazy about you. and she doesn't know that i want you back. she doesn't know how badly i want you. she doesn't realize that you're the only one i think about. i haven't told her_and there's no way in the world that i would ever do that to her_ but it really hurts me inside. not just the fact that she//is falling for him when i want him again, but the fact that//he looks like he's in love with her too.



28. You used to be so crazy about me. you liked me so much. so when i went out with you//you were estatic//but then...i had second thoughts/and i let you go. it all happened so fast and before i knew it_i was so embarrassed at what I had done to my reputation//by going out with you//that i didn't even want to talk to you//much less see your face. i flirted with other guys//made you jealous. i didn't even talk to you. i was downright rude. But then///somehow...its like a gust of wind came inside of my body and blew away all the bad feelings i had for you//and i realized that you were an amazing guy. and i would never find anyone like you. you were all i wanted. so now i'm back to being in love with only one guy who has my heart. but//you don't know it. and i don't konw if you ever will. i'm too afraid to tell you. i wish i could just pour all of these feelings out to you//but you know i could never do that. its just that//i want you back so bad...but you'll never give me a second chance///and i don't blame you...i just wish that you could see all the hurt in me



27.  Screw you. You're just getting in the way of my life. I can't go anywhere without looking around and checking to see if you're there. I can't do anything without thinking about you. I can't listen to any song that somehow doesn't relate to you. I do whatever you do//just so I can have a little quality time with you. It stresses me out...I turn into a monster....all over you. So you know what? I give up. I'm too scared to ask you out again and even if i did--you'd probably say no. so whats the point? what's the point of letting someone do this crap to me. Cuz you know what? I really want to be with you_and i need you more than anything_but I'm not going to put myself through all the pain that its going to take to reach you. Its not worth it. You're not worth it. No boy is worth it...and so basically what I'm saying is. | i'm done trying to win you over. I'm done trying to be the stupid girl i'm not. I'm done with shutting every other guy out of my life. I'm d o n e | I'll be myself. No matter how much it takes. I'm not going to look at you and think "i love you". I'm not going to. ////// <<<and so that is what my brain is screaming to me. It yells it every day. The same message. Over and Over and Over again. But the words...they don't make any sense in my heart. They just fall right through and I don't ever listen. I'm in love. And no matter how hard I try not to be_I will always be in love with you.



26.  I guess its true...you found someone new. Obviously, someone better than me, prettier than me, nicer than me, happier than me, cooler than me, sexier than me, someone who's obviously the person you were looking for. Because you act like you were never attracted to me, and you act like I'm just another stupid girl getting in the way of your life. But how come its so hard to get over you? After everything you've done...how come I'm still thinking about you 24/7?



25.  I cry over you. Which seems stupid. Since you're just one person out of the billions of people in the world. one person__its amazing how much one person can change the person you are inside.



24. I'm in love with everything about you. And even though you might not be the cutest boy out there, you're the only one I can picture in my future. You're the only one I can picture living with forever and never getting a divorce. You're the only one who makes me feel like I'm wanted and you're the only guy that I think about. And I know this craze is probably a bad thing because;;yeah;;i should probably give some other guys a chance and find someone better than you//but I just can't// I can't take that risk of losing you forever. People say...take risks//take chances// But what's going to happen when I take that chance and you move on? So I'll listen to the other half of the people in the world. Its better to be safe than sorry;;because_I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you



23. Crazy. Thats what they call me. For going back to you for the 5th time. Stupid. Thats what they call me for falling for you for the millionth time. Hurt. Thats what they say my excuse is. And they can say all they want cuz who knows? I may be a bit crazy, a little stupid and sure...i'm probably hurt inside...but simple words like that can't stop the feelings I have for you . And nobody else knows what it feels like to be in love with you so //talk all you want//but I'll make my own decisions in life. 



22. Do you know what it feels like to be in love beyond your control? To only think of one person all the time. To only be able to fall asleep if you're dreaming about them. To be afraid to talk to them and they grow farther and farther away from you which hurts you even more. Do you know what any of that feels like. cuz if you don't....come to me//and i'll tell you all about it.



21.  Why do you always have to look at me with those puppy dog eyes? Because everytime you do--its like someone took a pair of scissors. and cut my heart in ha | lf. The only reason this happens is because I can't bear the memory of how those eyes used to be filled w/ love for me...not hate </3



20.  I didn't mean to hurt you! And i'm sorry! Everybody makes mistakes in life and I just can't see how you can be that way...holding a grudge...never forgiving me. It makes me seem crazy to think about you all the time// after how you're acting // but...i guess the truth is--i never forgave myself for letting you go



19.  I need you in my life. You make me a better person. If it wasn't for you...there would be no point in living my life, being myself. Even though i'm not yours...you're kinda like a goal that i'm trying to reach. And its kinda fun in a way. And once I reach that goal; life will be even better.



18. I needed space. and my way of getting space was ignoring you-not talking to you-being rude to you. so its obvious why you stopped trying to get me back. But now...i wish i could take everything i did back. I wish that I could go running up to you and apoligize and tell you how much I want you. --how much i need you--and i'm not afraid to do it. i'm just afraid that you won't forgive me and that b r e a   k        s        my heart apart



17. {She'll} tell her friend that him and her would make a cute couple. {she}will try and hook up {her} old boyfriend with {her} friend because {she} thinks he likes her. {She'll} tell them both that {she's} happy for them and {she'll} smile on the outside. But deep inside {she's} screaming "i'm sorry! i'm sorry! don't you see that I want you for myself?? I need you! Can't you just understand that? Can't you just fall for me again? Can't we just be together? Because I'm so in love with you. And you don't belong with her. You're too good for her. She doesn't deserve you...I don't even deserve you...but how could you get over me so fast? I know I hurt you but don't you remember the feelings you used to have for me? I thought I was everything to you? Please--give me a second chance! I love you. You're everything to me" but {she} keeps it all inside of {her} and watches the new couple fall for eachother. But what ;;he;; doesn't know, is that its k i l l i n g  {her} inside </3



16. I'm such an idiot. How could I let someone as special as you just slip away from me? Its like the sand in the wind. You cup it in your hands but it blows right away ---



15.  GIRL: So...you like someone else now?
      BOY: Yeah...
      GIRL: (with tears in her eyes) She must mean a lot to you.
      BOY: Yep.
----BOY w/ FRIEND----
      BOY: I talked to her today.
      FRIEND: Did you tell her that you needed her back?
      BOY: Actually....I did the opposite.
      FRIEND: But you're crazy about her!
      BOY: I know but maybe she finally will feel the way I did when she said that she didn't want me



14.  You're either a great actor or you actually did move on. You go around acting like you like other girls, you ignore me, you don't pay attention to me, you don't even look at me. How can you possibly be that strong when I'm here crumbling and breaking down -

13.  I remember when I used to walk into the room and you were laughing w/ your friends you would stop and look at me and smile. I remember when you would look at me all the time and just stare. I remember when you talked to me all the time//never stopping// I remember when I let you go and tore your heart apart. So today after I had thought about only [you] and realized that I wanted you more than anything i noticed that//when i walked into the room--you didn't even notice//When I looked at you; you were looking at another girl--not me--//I noticed that you didn't say a word to me all day. And I know I hurt you a lot. But you know what hurts even more? [the fact that you moved on so quickly and wouldn't even stop to give me a second chance] </3



12.  I always thought my name was the plainest name in the world. it never sounded beautiful or pretty. but it feels like when //you// say it...i'm hypnotized. i'm shaking, shivering, getting all nervous--over one word--that makes me fall for you harder the more times you say it;;



 11. If you come up to me and ask me why i have tears in my eyes all the time and why i'm never laughing, why i'm always in sweats with no makeup, not caring about anything, why my grades are all failing, why i'm always quiet, why i've changed so much|||||you know what i'll say? one word--[{you}]



10. When i touch you | a sensation comes over me. i get butterflys in my stomach and i pull away real fast and look away. its not because i don't want to touch you__because honestly, thats all i want to do__but its because I know deep inside_no matter how hard i try to hide it_i'm not over you.



9. I sit here filling my notebook with quotes about you and only you and I'm crying, I'm depressed. I'm even mad at myself. I'm mad for letting one person gain complete control over my life;;you don't know it--but [you]'re my world



8. I can't do it anymore. I can't go around pretending to hate you when all i want to do is be that girl in your arms. i can't go around avoiding you when all i want to do is talk to you and be with you. I can't go around trying to think about other things when you're the only thing on my mind. I can't go around and act myself when i'm not me. everything is different now ||



7.  I'm working on my homework right next to you and I try to concentrate. I try. Really. But its too hard. You're all I think about. I sigh and take deep breaths. you probably think i don't understand the stupid homework but truly...i make myself nautious thinking about what i did to you.



6. I want to be everything in your eyes. I want to be the girl that you cherish//the girl you call yours. The girl that you would do anything in the world for. But everything i want is too hard to get. A girl like ^^ that would have to be perfect;;something i'm nowhere even close to. its hard to be just another ordinary girl that means [nothing] to you </3



5. Somewhere deep inside of me, is that girl I wish i could be. The girl who could have you in a matter of seconds and the girl that would be smart enough to never let you go//



4. Its stupid to hold onto a guy that you're never going to have again. Its stupid to only think of one guy that you want in your future. Its stupid to dream about a guy that will hurt you and break you apart. Its stupid to remember every conversation this guy's had with you. I guess that makes me stupid. </3



3. No matter what comes between us. No matter how far apart we are. Know that no matter how many other people we date--you will be the only one that i'll ever really be happy with in life and i'll always be waiting for you. Always//



2. Life life to the fullest and never let go of someone who makes you smile and laugh every day.



1.  I'm so obsessed. I pull up my buddy list every 2 minutes just to make sure you're still on ;; even though i'm too afraid to im you ;; i sit there in the chair hoping that you'll im me and realize that what you missed out on <3