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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Wed, 02 May 2007 07:01:29 GMT

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Wed, 02 May 2007 06:28:24 GMT

I should be doing my AP homework... but I decided that it's time that I abandon this xanga and start new new. I've kept this since 8th grade I think and its time that I go on, move on, write on... just not here.

Goodbye.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Wed, 02 May 2007 03:17:21 GMT

Our JPL field trip today was so boring. But I appreciated getting out of class. I mean, I'm truly fascinated by how big and mysterious our galaxy is but... I'm just not into all those technical stuff, you know? Yeah. Well, my body feels extremely weak right now and I don't know why. I woke up from an hour nap and I was just pretty cranky. I'm a little okay right now. Maybe a shower will help. Not much homework today but I still need to cram in the studying for SATIIs on Saturday. Oh dear. Mm what else. I want to go out. Have fun. See a couple people. I think I'd totally be down for the 28th if it happens. I need it! Ahh.

That's all folks.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Tue, 01 May 2007 02:58:23 GMT

Me and Gina's late night cut short convo made me realize how much of a complex person I am. Hahaha. No, I've never seen guys as "rocks". But it's true how times like these with all the pressures and focus on school, there's that tendency to long for that someone to just see and talk to at the end of the day. No doubt I've longed for something like that, but logically speaking, how can you? This high school scene is a mess. Gossip and jealousy is inevitable. The youngness of our hearts can beat to this for today, but beat that way for tomorrow. We're spontaneous and contagious. In short, that's basically it.

Also... I've realized that no matter what, I will constantly push people away when they get too close. I find myself still doing that to the girls even. I love them, but I still push them. No matter how much I want to pull, I always end up pushing.

ON ANOTHER NOTE, I stayed at Borders today. I'm always so greatly amused by the conversations around me. Either the left side of me would be kids my age talking about the usual he said she said or an elderly person just sitting there in peace while reading a novel. And then there's me in the middle straining my eyes as I read page after page for school. I don't know, life just amazes me when it comes to stuff like this.

Monday, April 30, 2007

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 05:15:13 GMT

Though I had quite a Saturday, it's back to the reality of reality. Honestly, I believe that I'm going to breakdown very soon. I don't know how to say what my lungs only restrict.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 19:05:06 GMT

Displaced. & I won't forget.

I'm really glad Gina and Maggie (how last minute) were able to come, also Diane, Susana, Marissa, and Marquez. When we got there to build our cardboard boxed homes, though it was mad hot, it was an experience. To see thousands of kids our age doing this thing voluntarily is beyond amazing to me. You have no idea how stunned I was. Plus, if you were to walk through and see all the cardboard boxed homes, it was if you were in some village. It was beautiful and inspiring. No doubt that I told myself This is what I want to do. It was such a pain to my throat and tummy though with the lack of food and water and the cold. If I was physically abled, I would've joined in on the rallying around the cardboard boxed homes at midnight. Oh man how I'd even paint my face and wave my arms uncontrollably in the air. Haha. Thank You God for such a night<3

If the world can touch you, you can touch the world.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 16:20:28 GMT

It's today :)

Displace me.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:04:07 GMT

I look at us and I realize... we're not little girls anymore.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 01:24:40 GMT

One day away!

I'm still pretty sick but I'm really glad my parents are still letting me go to Displace Me. Right now, I'm trying to finish everything so that all I have to worry about when I get back is study for the SATIIs for next Saturday. Wow. It's really "crunchtime" especially with the AP English Language test coming up real fast. DEEEEEEEEP BREATH. This stuff is purely amazing. I can't believe how we teenagers can go through all this stress and work and stress and work everyday. AMAZING. Though this stuff is unbearable, most of us still get manage to getthrough it. WHAT'S WITH ALL THIS PRESSURE! REALLY. It's crazy when you think about it. Everytime I look at little kids just running around or just simply sitting on their tushies eating cereal, I think to myself Shouldn't they be studying? Hahaha. Awful. But really, I look at them and envy them. How the world must look so fresh and innocent to their tiny little eyes. Yeah. Wow. Okay. That's all I have for today. Tonight might be a long night so I'll write more later.

Friday, April 27, 2007

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 03:02:07 GMT

I'm so so bummed Sara's sick also. She won't be able to come Saturday :( It's so weird that she, too, didn't go to school today. Sigh. AND THEN. I heard what happened at school today. Excuse me for this but WOW. Freaking bullshit. I'm sorry. That's it. That's all I have to say. On another note, I'm happy that Gina was able to do well on her religion presentation. Maggie told me the video was very good. AH! Ugly Betty is on!