| Things have changed... a lot.
I have become a stronger person. I came here to do one thing and yes I did delay with the detour but I am back on track or getting there ratherand I am getting it done. I am proud of my self and I am happy.I am finally feeling secure even if things around me are crumbling.
I had a past I learned to appreciatte and learn from. I sadly let it be just that, my past.
Many will dislike me make fun of me and poke at me whatever I never mind them.I really can say that what others say I don't give a....
Nothing can make my stubborn mind change that what I will do next is right.It feels so right. So just. Things are pulling together slowly but surely. I think of what was and it is sad it is sillie some parts but I look back and see where I am headed then look at me now.. I have come a long way now. I hope to only go further on...
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Your Girl Parts Are Named: The Cock Pit
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| -my presents-
lots of roses and assorted flower bouqets
a beauty and the beast musical snow globe
a musical jewelry box
two cats :)
a thick baht golden necklace with jade bead pendant
a golden(matching)bracelet
clothes from areopostale
lingerie from fredricks
rollerskates
another snowglobe but with our picture in it
snorkel set to snorkel with him.
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shoes(kswiss)
and many days of spoiled happiness flooded with his hugs and kisses and attention hoooray |
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| Things lately have been slow paced and I am just enjoying it.I know things lurk about the corner to nip me in the butt but for now I will nevermind them. I am happy for now and am thankful for it. We recently came back on island from SanDiego and I had a great trip did so many things and had so much fun. Then when we got back me and Chester are now proud adoptee parents of a Linx pointed Siamese kitten, Tila. (you know I HAD to name her that, right?) *snicker* I had my aunt get me a lot of things from the fest online at DragonRealms (game I play still) and I am once again getting my things together. IMG could be better but it is out of my hands so I nevermind it, just let it roll off my fingers for it to play on its own. Things are still getting done but, like I said could be doing better. We had our Tila in our house and she was sick had icky diahreahha and it kept talking and mewing to us for attention and crying for her tumm tumm! Took her to the vet and she is all better. Now we recruit a new member to the Chester Presa houshold...Smokie the cat a beautiful grey tabby. A much more mellow and older cat (Tila is 8 wks and Smokie is 10 wks) In the end of it all he wants two cats four dogs(two dobermans and two daushounds),love birds and fishies! Nice to see someone who loves animals as much as I do! Last night I went to go watch wedding crashers with Chet and (by the way funy movie) we saw this dog nosing about in the trashcans...If you are in GUAM get use to seeing "boonie dogs" eating desperatly out of something odd,roadkill and starving pups.(so sad I KNOW) so I made Chester go and get the left over chinese food we had and went looking for the dog again drove the lot like two times and saw her again scratching her neck at the sidewalk. I glanced twice and started squirming and gushing. The dog looked like a skinny taller and grown version of my Nala baby at home in Jacksonville. I miss her so so sOoooO much. So we drove ahead of her a little to not scare her and left the food we kept on driving so we would be facing her side and watched her eat I bout cried!
This December I am going to visit Jacksonville and watch my lil siser Kristella "Punky" give birth to hopefully a healthy baby girl! I am so excited! In two weeks my Babycakes MarMar is coming back home on her birthday and I think October or August we are going or might be going to Japan! WOOHOO!! hmm...Even though Chester doesn't like this island he makes the best of it all cause he knows I do like it here.It makes me appreciatte him all the more knowing the many things he does just cause I know he does it for me. I think he is trying to surprise me with a weekend at cocos island resort SHHHHhhhH!!!
He has waited so paitently for me. When I wasn't ready for anyone and I was fooling around and playing the single life he stood by me and made sure NOBODY took advantage of me. He set time off for me to spend time to come see me.He drove me to places I wanted to go despite where he really wanted me to go(inside thing)He gave me advice knowing I needed it even though I never asked then. He eased my broken heart that missed so much and cried so hard. He did so much with out anything expected in return. He waited... for me! He became my best friend and so much more to me... |
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| well I am suppose to be loading my bag and checking in with the airline to board and all.. oh wait I forgot to tell some of you I am going to San Diego!!! Yeah and what?!?! lol Theme park hopping partying and fun and chillin with family to visit too! *sigh* wish me safe travels all! I love you Guam but my dearest "Guahan"I must go your drivin me nuts! besides I will be back in three weeks! Miss you love yas but the shopping here SUCKS lol *sigh* Now.. let me wake this snoring sumbody up to go! See yas laters suckas! lol ( you guys know I'm just playin bout the sucker thing right? omg..! i get to see my ATE LIBBS!! YES!lol I miss MY MAR MAR!!! pictures more and more when I get back foos! I am so happy! |
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