la la la ty da
photobucket is pissing me off but i tryed my best...
here is a picture post

these are the dogs that kept me company during my AWESOME [lier] new years

jill hill && me walking in the rain <33

ok so this is jill but i couldn't get the picture the other way <333

this is the end of Spanky && gill's game <33 [ spanky is victorious ]

yeah this is in the middle of class <333

funny stuff going on on that bus

love Basketball <33

I MADE A NEW SIGHT CAUSE I SHUT DOWN JESVS_ICONS IT IS
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K E E P I N I T G A N G S T A
WHITE GIRL STYLE

Van Natten <3

ok so the 1st week back to school was a bummmerrrrr...... i can't stad school && can't wait for the next siemester to begin....... just want to say thanks for the comments guys... i guess i'll have to do a picture post more often.....

Todayyyy:: Happy Birthday Aliera... the best upperclassman... she is trully awesome <3333 the big 17 Ali Henry is Wonderfullll<33
also today :: nocked my self out during basketball cause i am an idiot....don't ask yess my chin hurts!
_ school is like a knife going into my back
_ finals are comming uppp..... yeaaaaaaaaa ....NOT!

so tommorrow is Jillian Hillegas's birthday !!!!! <3333 i love her && she is like my besterest friend...she has been there my whole life && i am so glad to have her as a friend!!

randomnesss::
4 January 7th....
~~ Great Fruitcake toss day _ manitou springs C.O. [[yeah good luck w/ that]]
~~ national "I'm not goiong to take it anymore" day  [[HA HA HA HA]]
~~ Millard Fillmore's birthday is tommorrow [[ you know that guy we talk about in Hon American Studies ]]
_  i have basketball from 9:300 to 11:30
_  i also have a surprise for some of you ppl... not that most of you are going to care...
_  suppose to hang out w/ Brandon
_ also it's Jillian's Birthday soo i might hang w/ her

4 January 8th...
~~ in Greece it is Midwife's day or Woman's Day
~~ it is also JoyGerm Day ... wonderfully incurable disease w/ prescribed treatment of large daily doses of kindness && courtesy, sillyness, && merriment [[ HA HA HA HA yeah right! ]]
_ well this day will be national do as much homework as possibleday 4 me!!



i am able to with stand more pain then most guys...you know why?? cause i am a girl!

MY LADiES.
they're beautiful.
personalities? incredible.
our times together? unforgetable.
smiles so memorable.
their friendship?
NON REPLACEABLE.

_ i still miss my friends but i am glad to get back into the swing of things......however i still hate school...
_ ok got to go clean.....

i spend way to much time on these updates so freak'n commentcause i know you guys love too<33

editt:// january 7th @ afternoonish
_ Happy "i'm not going to take it anymore" day
&& going to hang w/ jill hill tonight hopefully <33
_ i hate homework....
i love sandwiches though...a little random 
_ i got my hair cutttt [ some will like... some will hate ]

quotes && shit::
Some of them are really good read them, i know you will enjoy <3

if i'm a bitch, then you're a bitch.
your mom is a bitch for having a bitch.
your dads a bitch for fucking a bitch.
who's the bitch now, bitch?
_ this is sooo Chelsea Walp...  ha hahaha ha



found:

" Today is the Tommorrow we worried about Yesterday "

its funny, when you get through on year
it seems nothing has changed
but then you look back
and everything
is different

most girls?? they wanna blend in
but we prefer to make a scene
_ i love my friends <3

in ten years ; theres no way in hell we'll remember all the boys we got with, all the girls we hated, or how many crazy rules we broke - just that we did it all together

i'm so happy i found the guy who ;
laughs at my stupid jokes,
puts up with my bitchy moods,
goes along with all my crazy ideas,
& yet still sees the best in me

There is no such thing as fun for the whole family...
_ Jerry Seinfeld

Love is like War; easy to start , hard to end
[ && if your wierd thats reversed ]

     
  i like her there...

Rule #1 :" the customer is always right.
Rule #2 : If the customer is wrong, please refer to rule #1

I have seen the Future && it's like the present, only longer...
_ Dan Quisenberry

Sometimes your the windshield; sometimes your the bug

if you feel like your under control
then your just not going fast enough

The Problem is not the Problem, the Problem is your aditude about the Problem...got that?
_ Coach

Before you criticize someone,
you should walk a mile in thier shoes.
That way, when you criticize then,
you are a mile away from them && you have thier shoes.
_ Frieda Norris

Time tells the truth
_ Fortune Cookie

Of the 36 was of avoiding disaster, running away is best.
_ anonymous

wish for what you want,
work for what you need

My Karma ran over my Dogma
_ Bumper Sticker

What you do speaks so loudly that i cannot hear what you say
_ Ralph Waldo Emerson
[ think about that one ]

All Moanday, Tearsday, Wailsday, Thumpsday, Frightsday, Shatterday, Sunday : hopeday
[ the regular week of a distressed teen ]
_ me && this James Joyce guy


We will go ~ Nowwhere we know ~ we don't have to talk at all
_ anonymous

Nothing is too wonderful to be true.
_ Michael Faraday

There is nothing like returning to a place that remians unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered.
_ Nelson Mandela

On the other hand . . . you have different fingers
_ anonymous

heard something on MTV about this ...[ i think ] so i made this :

" real gansters don't walk around calling themselves gansters... real gansters can't walk around cause their in Jail "
[ however it is really fun to say ]

You can see only as far as your headlights, but you can make it the whole trip that way.
_ E.L. Doctorow

Time is what keeps things from happining all at once.
_ Graffiti

you always gotta have those
friends, when you can do the
stupidest things && just laugh
about it together

If you scatter thorns, don't go Barefoot.
_ Italian Proverb

There are 2 tragedies in life.
1 is not getting your hearts desire.
The other is to get it.
_ George Bernard Shaw

There is no remedy for love but to love more
_ Henry David Thoreau

A pigeon is the same thing as a dove. did you know that?
_ anonymous

Love is [ crazy ] a snowmobile racingacross the tundra and them suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath. && then At night, the ice weasels come.  
_ anonymous
      

        

     

well i went a little over board on the quotes but thats ok i know you guys will love it <3

i just had to editt:://
i had so much fun tonight w/ jill, nicole, jenn, chelsea, ali, volkert, && maggie.... i loved the producers... awesome movie && all of you should go sea it!!!!!
my favorite line of the whole movie  [ there was many ] ::

" don't be dumb
be a smarty
come && join
the Nazi party "

lmao .....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! wow i laughed way to hard

editt://
 things have changed thats really all i have to say...

Van Natten <3

Currently Reading I Never Promised You a Rose Garden By Joanne Greenberg see related

i hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas...|
great gifts that i got::
~ MP3 player
~ LT Jersey
~ new digital camera
~ 400$ worth of clothes
~ lots of new DVDs'
~ Build a Bear from Brandon
~ Jewlery
~ && other smaller items

All i really have to say is that if i get atleast 5 comments from different ppl wishing me a happy birthday... i will be the happest person alive...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ME


&& a Happy New Year

Stole from Lubie who stole it from Alison.....

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? yess
2) What was your favorite moment of the year? high school starting && falling in love w/ Brandon
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? 8th grade ending
4) Where were you when 2005 began? @ the beach
5) Who were you with? family && beach friends, liam , nigel, && others
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?  party @ jimmy's [mom's friend who is goign to be druk even before i get there]
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? family 
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? i don't remeber
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? yes... it is to forgeet everything that happened last year && start over new, well not really new just the way i was before HS
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?  YESSSSS
11) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? YESSSS
12) Did you make any new friends in 2005? YESSSSS
13) Who are your favorite new friends? TRICIA , NICKKI, TODD, VERONICA
14) What was your favorite month of 2005? November
15) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? nope
16) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? um... 2
17) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? no thank god
18) Did you miss anybody in the past year?  yeah but he could care lesss
19) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? idk i saw a bunch of movies
20) What was your favorite song from 2005? my humps b/c it was sooo gayyyyy
21) What was your favorite record from 2005? idk
22) How many concerts did you see in 2005? none
23) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? nope
24) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? nope
25) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? nope
26) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?  not really no
27) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?  that they cared about me
28) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? tried not to
29) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? yeah but i got over it
30) How much money did you spend in 2005? a lot!
31) What was your proudest moment of 2005? Playing Varsityin my freshman yr
32) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? i have too many of those
33) What will be your most missed memory of 2005? the last day of 8th grade
34) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? nothing
35) What are your plans for 2006? love my family, Brandon && all my friends

For the NEW yr i am putting up pictures of my favorite moments::














my 1st Oscar happened in 05'













i love ali & mine pics <3






the best friend




i love sarah, she is in the middle <333 "lets do the lawyer walk"





the softball girls will know what this is<3










&& my fav!!

editt://dec 31st, 2005
i had a great birthday thank you to all of those whom remembered<33333
i just have one thing to say to clear my mind
I LOVE MY CRAZY RED HEADED MOTHER ...&& alex too <3


editt:// so i hope everyone had a very Happy New Year... it came really fast && i think i fell asleep on the couch...lol well i am really tired... thanks for the comments keep them coming

i'll put even more pics later
Brandon <3

Jessica