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Name: Ben
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Birthday: 1/1/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: People, sports, Hockey and the beach. What happens next. MUSIC................
Expertise: Sports and being loud when I want, and getting people to not like me for know reason.


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AIM: Unconscionable B
AIM: DwindlingMortal


Member Since: 2/8/2005

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Monday, January 23, 2006

The pain I am in can only be described with a bullet, put a gun to my head and pull it, but there is no pain it that you say but I tell you there is more then you'll ever know! For when you die you start a chain reaction for love ones and friends all about, they cry and mourn they say was life really that bad, they're is hurt and anger forever they all start to wonder your death is as thunder making them quake with ever wonder, why did he pull the trigger why did he go under! Put the gun to your head and pull it, don't wonder , you go under at the spare of a moment with  loud thunder. Hey never wondered he never wondered what his death would do to loved ones he never considered his mother or his brother, life was as a movement something to do a game, to play with your life and others, he droped the ball and that effected everyone!


Saturday, January 14, 2006

Currently Listening
You Could Have It So Much Better
By Franz Ferdinand
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So yesterday was a crazy one!! I woke up at 9 am and went to the eye doctor and ordered my contacts and I gettin some color ones aswell! Then from there I went and played drop-in hockey  which I do every friday with my dad and brother! That was fun till I hurt my knee and got hit in the face with a stick! All is well though and from there I went to work to pick up my pay check so I and then I bought some gifts for my friends Leah and gracie and a surpise gifts for hannah and Meryl!! From there I went and bought the new Dane cook cd. Then it was off to detriot!

So that ride took like about 2 hours and then I went to that party which there was alot of people but it was fun.

well Its time for me to go see them again!

 


Monday, January 09, 2006

Though I have not thought I type blindly, freinds they pop up when you never expect it, and they stab you in the back when you think your getting alone!

So i was cleaning my room one day and I found out that I have over 50 tee-shirts most of them being black band tees. So I guess one day this person said I need more color in my life ha I guess I do but then again I like black whats not to like about black.

Life is so long but with a blink of an eye your 50 with grey hair and a hearing problem.

school starts tomorrow and so goes another long day, the only thing to look to is that I play hockey tomorrow!


Saturday, December 31, 2005

Currently Listening
Until My Heart Caves In
By Audio Adrenaline
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I TURN 20 IN ONE DAY!!!!!!!

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I thought I had some friends that would want to hang out or do something with  me being that its like a day before my birthday an all but I guess not.

........................So I guess I never really expected anything because it never happens I mean most people don't even remember that it is my birthday on new years day............................. I guess there is always that hope that you think there is some one out there that would but it just goes to show you how self centered people are, how all they do is think about themselfs and how they want to do this or that no matter how important that person is to you they don't care........................................................................... I see all these people trading gifts but I never had that happen to me I don't know  why I don't really care I mean its been so long why start now<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<


Monday, December 12, 2005

The day you die is only a dream, you wake with a scream!



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