school school school..... grades grades grades

i was being a house maid for the entire morning, i finally cleared up the pale of shit(clothes, shocks, shorts, and stuff...)on my floor.  It feels pretty good to step on the floor in my room, althou looks kinda werid to me...

Then i spent the whole afternoon watching movies, final destination 2 and life of david gale.  FD is just a terrible movie, the whole movie didn't make any sense.  All it was about was how ppl died.  IT was suppose to be scary, but i found it was kinda funny that way they died, it was so dramatic.  And the david gale, u know i bet it was a good movie, becoz i was hella bored during the movie and fell asleep coupld of times, and the ending is just confusing i can tell u.  i thought of a funny way to describe it, but i forgot, btw who knows wtf that movie was about, im me.

Then drove abit in concord.  16 more days.

went to a party yesterday, it was alright.  I was gonna go to any other one today, but i'm just too tired.  Feel like sitting my ass and not move.  I dont' know wut i'm gonna do tomorrow.  i WILL be driving at august 8.  That willl be the day!  i really haven't been doing much. just stay up hella late and wake up hella late, and chill for 3 hours then football.  Then it starts over again.  Again.. and again. 

BTW who the fuck is "not hansen"  someone out there is using this name to take shit about me.  Thats fine with me, but pick something better to talk about, nothing about rich and those gay jokes.  And there are not even funny.

Wuts is wrong with everyone, no one is iming me.  GUys i dont' care about, but girls... thats strange.  I'm in the middle of something, its very hard to choose... i don't know which one should i choose... it will change my life thou, thats fo sure.  but y wouldn't she talk to me... god damn , i don't get it.  WTF man.

ah! i deleted i stuff i just wrote, now i have to write all of those again.  This week pasted by very slowlyyy, however it was one of the best week ever.

  7/4/03 my dad arrivaled at SFO, we went there and picked him up, we haven't seen him for couple of months. ya... quite a while.  I got bored from waiting, so i decided to make jokes about Sars.  And those ppl who got off the plane from HK.  After 30 mins or so, i saw my old pap walking out of the tunnel, so me and my bro wanted to see how my dad would look like if he doesn't see us in the airport.  After 2 mins or so, my mom just couldnt' help herself, and to talk to her husband.  She ruined our plan/fun.  So ya then we did the regular family stuff.  LIke hey u look taller then the last time i saw u and damn y are u still fat. lol  momm?!  Then we were on the way to get our car, then my dad was like ya i need some "fresh" air(which is smoking), i will catch up.  Of cuz this twin(sam) followed him.  The only thing he didn't know was that there was no way he can catch up, becoz he doesn't know the way to the freaking parking lot.  So me and mom waited for him.  I tried to just let go of the cart and let it go down slope and i will get it back when i reach to the end of the tunnel.  But i didn't.  Then we got on the car(i was suppose to drive the car, IF i got my permit b4 my dad came).  Then after couple of mins, my dad busted out our new digital camera, it is a hella tight camera, i played with it til we got home, took a lot of pro pictures.LOL, NO seriously they are pretty good. 

  At night, he got all the stuff out.  Kinda spreaded all the stuff around, clothes, chips, movies.  And i added an other BOSS jacket in my collection.  Then it kinda ended with a nice dinner. I can't remember wut we ate, but wutever.

7/5.7/6

Don't remember wut happened, wait.... went to chinatown or something.  Probally just stayed home, and had my dad kept telling me to study for the permit test.  i just told him i will take that damn test again on monday, so he would stop talking to me about it.  i really didnt' wanna study.

7/7

Guess today was my lucky day, i study the rest of the pages from the reading from a while ago.  I PASSED THE PERMIT TEST AGAIN!!! 7 mistakes out, MAX 8.  Pretty cool, it kinda took me 1 hour to take it, and i could hear my dad and sam were talking shit, "wuts taking so long?" " he probally doesn't know anything about it" "or is he sleeping in there??"  They always talk shit.  Then i started the engine after 6 months since my permit expired!! well good news is that i don't have to wait for another six months.  that means i'm gonna be driving pretty soon.  i will get it whenever i wanted to.  I planned to go check out stuff since the 5th.  but it was too late, coz i got football at 5, and i got out of DMV at 4:15.  the day ended with a hard ass football work out, almost flew up.  And my dad was there to watch us play sport for the first time.

7/8/03

finally!  i drove my dad to best buy at the morning.  we kinda checked out lots of stuff.  Technologies are the only thing that me and my dad are in common.. I think... spent one or two hours in there.  then tried to go to guitar center but had to pick up my mom and bro.  Day enede with an other football practice.

7/9/03

yes.. its my bday.  i thought the person who has their birthday always have the control to do wutever they wanted.  so we finally went to look for stuff as a family at the afternoon.  However, we spent 2 hours at HOME DEPOT( u know.. i never liked that place since i moved into this house)(its a joke)but i don't like that place at all. especially having my dad with us.  he just couldnt' stop touch stuff, he touched everything he saw.  LIke a kid that went into a candy store, couldnt' resist to touch the sweetness of the canday, he had to touch it and smell every single one or them.lol  YUP thats my dad.  my mom wanted me to get a cloest of something, i didnt' bother to remember that. then we went to kmart, have mcdonald(talking about mcdonald haven't talk to anna in a while). took alot of pictures.  Then finally GUITAR CENTER!!!  its my , well it was my favorite place.  i kinda looked around, and i always wanted an electric guitar since i was 12.  So it was the day i thought my dream will finally come ture.  But NOOOooo. i tried all the gutiars but there were so many of them, and i didn't know which one will be better for me.  so i just kinda played most of them and put them back on the shelf.  However i felt very satisfated afterwards.  Then we decided to go to the mall and have dinner at Todai.. it was a alright dinner, we took lots of pictures but most of them dont' look good.  damn it... and i was hoping those ppl would sing a birthday song for me. i was hoping they will go away by leaving my seat to pretend i'm going to get food.  but it didn't work they got me...  it was a great day, one of the best in my life

7/10

Don't really remember .. went to SF i think.  only if i had my permit, i could of drived to SF.

7/11

me and my dad was in mrs. cheung's house for most of the day, becoz she was busy and needed someone to stay at home for her.  so me and my dad spent 4 hours in the house did nothing.  expect played fool's ball and i beated him 4 times=4 bucks.  still couldn't beat me with the combine strength of him and SAM.  My dad was leaving that day at 12 am!! we took lots of pictures. and said bye and stuff. u know the family stuff again!  then i realized the week pasted by so fast.  man it was great.  Then me and my mom tired to avoid paying an other hour for parking, we kinda power walked.. the first mile in the airport and then ran for the rest.LOL we looked like retards.  And god damn, those bitches must had their clock go earlier then the regular time.. we missed it by 2 mins!  the house was pretty slients since then, coz my bro wasn't home.

7/12

Finally my dream came ture, i finally had my only electric guitar, it took quite a while to finally buy it. i was trying 2 different amps and guitars.  And i had some help from that guy who smoked too much and pot made a pretty big damage to his brain.  Kept forgetting stuff and he had an accent , had to understand him NETO!! well at least i think my english is better then his.  we finally bought it, and took some pictures outside.  CAme home and played with it for a bit and realized i was missing the wheming bar on the way back.  and then there was something wrong with the amp.  so we went back after an hour fun i had with my new guitar.  We went back and NETO was like "yal.. i forgot..." then he gave my the wheming bar, however it was for the wrong guitar.  SEE PPL SEE WUT DRUGS CAN DO TO U. DON"T SMOKE!.  GOt a new amp back, sounded great.  Day ended without football pratices!!.

7/13

Kmart, kaei. Felt like shopping for my room, bought poster of the simpsons and saw a hella cool bookself from kaei, i might go back and get it next weekend.  i drove so many times this week. i mean ALOT.  And played my new guitar for a long time.

7/14

Tommorrow is another day, it can only be better or worst, its totally up to me.

PS. THIS IS ONLY FOR ME TO REMEMBER WUT A GREAT WEEK IT WAS AND I DONT' WANT TO FORGET ANY PART OF IT.  SO SORRY IF ITS LONG.

people are pretty mean these days, and they don't feel pity toward others.  Personaly i think marc is the biggest pussy around.  and he has a small dick.   YA u know it marc!  and tim... i got nothing to say about tim.

  however i do have something that i really need u guys to give me ideas of.  please give me as many comments as possible. thx.   well it all starts 2 nights ago, i talked to my friends in HK since 1990.  And all of the sudden i feel like i should go back.  i mean i haven't talk to them in years they still talk to me like i'm still their friends. thx guys, that really means alot to me.  Although i "pushed" them away when i thought i had every good thing going on in my life, but when those things started to dissapear, the "old", or what i thought it was history, they came back to me.  well this is not really the question that i was looking for answers.( this senstence sounds kinda weird to me, but o well)  is that should i go back to Hk for a month, just to visit some old friends, my family and maybe the the center of the gravity for a month?  i dont' really care about that anymore. 

Here are some positive points:  i can visit my old friends and family before they all graduate from school and i can't find them when i visit after senior year.(that was the original plan), and just have fun and visit my old house for a month.  I spent a good 13 years in that house, i kinda missed it.  And the food, the places we used to go after finals or school... good times.  And revisit my society crowd.  however the negative points are: i will probally fell behind at school and football when i come back.  coz i was on a vacation when ppl are working hard.  And fucking SAT.  although i'm not doing much here right now, but at least i'm surrounded by english.  BUT i'm really doing nothing right now.

ya thats it, please give me some idea whoever is reading this.

PS hk-hong kong, for those ppl that are as smart as tristian tool.