hey babi... i love you an dont worry your not messing anything up i swear... its jus like last weekend u took ur problems out on me... an i dont knoe but i knoe u dont realize it but u were takin ur frustrations out on me..... and yeah i was upset yesterday.. but im fine now.... an i dont knoe how to help u from not losin  me i knoe ur not goin to again.. babi i will try my best to help you out when u need me to help you out...well  imma go cuz u keep tryin to read what im writin i'll right more later tonight i loveyou

~your babi gurl foreva~

derek babi u knoe i love you na would do anything in the world for you.your r the best thing that has ever happened to me.. an im not lieing bout dat.. tonight when we were togetha that was the baest we havent hung out in a real long time an i miss us hangin out.. an no its not cuz we have sex when we r together its jus the fact that im wit my babi an nothin else matters.. i love being wit you.. tonight when we dropped u off i didnt want to let you go but i had to an it sucked.... i could hug u for hours an kiss you  for hours... babi you make me so happy an i dont eva wanna break up wit u again... it hurts to much witout u bein in my life... i mean i would die not havein u in my life.... i couldn't even last 1 second witout u... them times i broke up wit u it felt like i was diein inside an i felt so lost an confused.. BABI I LOVE YOU......AND I DO FORGIVE YOU. babi i willl help u not to lose me i'll tell u everything im feeling an what i think u need to change or do  but im not gonna like tryin control what u do i mean your ur own person i cant change the way u r  babi or anything but i will help u not lose me i dont knoe how but i will....i love you so much derek u have no idea... an the testin me thing needs to please stop..it hurts me knoeing that ur testin me to find out if i really love you or not i meaan u should knoe dat.. i dont test u on it cuz i knoe that u really truly do love me.. i mean if u didnt you wouldnt of even cared bout the times we went on breaks or dat i broke up with you ... i mean u tried to talk to me an get me to change my mind.... but babi u knoe everytime  something goes wrong we work it out and make up an i love it... i mean like the fact we make up an get everything worked out no matter how bad it is... this is really long.... se this is what i wanted to type but u came over when i was in the middle of typing it..... an i didnt want u to read it as i was typing it.... cuz then there would be knoe point in writing it to you  an putting it in as a comment or anything.... babi i do have one question though is thee naything that u want me to change about myself like at all??? i really want to knoe.... an all those times we went on a break an broke up i did care and im sorry that i didnt show it... but babi i really did care i swear i did... well i think i wrote enough to you i will prolly talk to you bout this stuff tonight.. and im sorry for bringin up the whole breakin up things... PLESE FORGIVE ME. IM SORRY..

LOVE ALWAYS

~YOUR BABI GURL FOR LYFE~

remember i will always be here for you no matter what... if u need me i will be there for you.i love you derek robert doporcyk.

you 2 are fucked the hell up. I havent called you in atleast a month. Reality check asshole. grow up. I cant wait till you get kicked out your house then you knock up your skank girlfriend. Ill make sure i come to the hospital and laugh my ass the fuck off. wait ill start now.hahahahahahahahahahahahahalololololololololhahahahahahahahahalolololololollololhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahalololololololololololol. I hope you teach your kids what acne wash is tho.

hey derk whas good? heh tell steph dat when herr && Devin have lil fucked up baybiiz to teach demm wat SOAP AND WATER IS! hah i told shannan dat one ii thynk she wrote it in stephs xanga site mann devin dat kidd smells madd stinky hah SHE LIKES TO START ALOT OF FUCKING SHYT im bout fed up wit it its pizzin me off she ant nun buh a lil bytch well hun<3 ttyl

samantha<3

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yo derek i didnt go ta tha fuckin movies wit azmir thank u very fuckin much an second of all i was plannin on gettin my shyt out of your locker anyways so u didnt need to tell me dat anyways... so yeah an u knoe what i dont want to talk to u anymore an like u said or who eva dat was u wont want me bac or w/e so yea we r deff. done for good now see i wasn't gonna do dat but since u knoe u  or whoeva said dat yeah we r done fo good now well i will talk ta ya some otha tyme maybe late

hey derk wats good..just wanted to say hey

       melissa