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| updateWell it's been awhile since my last update so here goes. I totaled my car about 2 months ago =( I miss having a car. I now work at a warehouse in Roanoke making so decent money. I work my ass off there, I've lost 32 lbs in the 3 weeks that I've been there. I plan to finance a car at the end of the month so that will be good. Well not much else to say. Until we meet again.  | | |
| myspace bastardsMyspace is a bastard. My account was deleted for no fucking reason, NONE. You read their policy and the only reasons they state you can be for is being under 14 and if you post nudity on anything. I haven't posted nudity nor am I under the age of 14 so why the fuck did I get deleted hmmm? Well I've made a new account so add me its myspace.com/freakking86. | | |
| poetryInsanity is what fills my mind, suffering through the sands of time, walking along where all is wrong, I cannot see my hand before me, what is wrong oh what is wrong, all is right yet it is wrong, what once was good now is forsaken, and the silent walk is long and twisted, why can I not see the moon above, is the darkness so thick that it consumes the light, what is wrong oh what is wrong, the blindness has me crazed, where I now crave to know the unknown, and I cannot see fore the blindess is searing, and my hearing is fading fast, I'm afraid I will not last, what is wrong oh what is wrong... | | |
| tricked againWell my day had started out normal enough when Rachel texts me... Rachel: hey, feelin any better? Me: ear still hurts a lil Rachel: wanna go somewhere with me? Me: where 2 Rachel: to meet Melinda...i promise you'll have fun. please? Me: when Rachel: about ten minutes. oh shit! are you at school? Me: its sunday sweety and i'll get dressed and shave Rachel: yay! you'll love it! you can look scary if you want Me: how scary Rachel: not too bad. just don't let lance out Me: no worries from these we started driving Rachel stops, looks at me and says "do you know where we're going?" i say no and she says "we're going to church" and for those that know me well i havn't been to church in about 3 years and on top of that i'm pagan, i was tricked into going to church, but i must admit it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, i didn't burn when i walk on the floor and i didn't get curuxified so i'm glad for that. anywoo ttyl. | | |
| Vamp Donor Bill of RightsThis Bill of Rights is to promote the continued safety of the most precious of gifts to us, their life essence. It is suggested that this be signed by both the vampire and the donor on a 30/60/90 day trial basis. After this, the contract can be resigned for an extended period of time which can be either the 30/60/90/ or 6 months to 1 year. At the end of these contracts, discussions can be made as to whether or not changes should be done. What will be allowed and what will not be allowed.
1.) As a donor, I know that it is through my personal sacrifice that the vampires needs are met. It is my loving nature that allows this relationship to continue. It is my right to decline to feed the vampire for any reason.
2.) As a donor to a vampiric being, it is my right to know that I am in a vampiric/donor relationship that will be mutually beneficial to both me and the vampire I am donating my life essence to.
3.) I am the essence provider. It is for me to decide whether or not I am able to give of my essence to the vampire I am with. I must be allotted time to heal and regain my essence in order to better support my vampiric partner.
4.) At no time should my wounds not be allowed to heal.
5.) At no time should I feel stressed about giving of my essence, if at any time I feel stressed, I have the right to back away from the feed, without being or feeling threatened by my vampiric partner.
6.) Should I feel threatened in any way, shape or form, I have the right to seek guidance and council from other donors and leaders of the vampire community.
7.) As a donor to a vampiric individual, I have the right to know that my position as lover, friend, family, roommate should not be jeopardized by my not wanting to give of my essence. In the slang, "it should not cost me my ass to be a donor."
8.) As a donor, I should also respect the needs of the vampire and try to learn more about his/her feeding habits in order to help stabilize his/her imbalances in energy.
9.) As a donor in a vampire/donor relationship, I realize that though I have many necessary rights, I must also take cares not to abuse the person I am donating my essence to. These same rights afforded me in this Bill of Rights should also be extended to the vampire I am donating too.
10.) Ultimately it is my right to know that I will be safe in all aspects of the vampiric/donor relationship and should I ever feel that my safety is jeopardized, I have the right to walk away clear and free.
Ultimately, it is our (both the donor and the vampire) responsibility to insure that we are not abused. It is our (both the donor and the vampire) personal responsibility to leave a vampire/donor relationship that we feel is abusive in any nature. We can not be abused unless we allow ourselves to be.
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