| your a real shitty person, i hope you know that. you knew that he meant alot to me. what kind of "friend" are you, seriously? even though me and you aren't as close as we use to be, its still VERY wrong. |
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| i think its too good to be true . . . but i like it ( ; |
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| i always pick the wrong guys at the wrong time. . . or something. because nothing ever works for me. im seriously sick of guys, and there jerk ways. i gave up alot for him, and now im starting to think i shouldn't of, and that it all was a mistake. . .  
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| so things haven't been really good for me lately. but i don't let these things bring down my mood. the boy that i thought i new & loved . . proved me wrong. i don't know what happened to him; but he definatly changed and it hurts to know that, i never knew the real him. it really sucks because i lost my "bestfriend"; i told him everything and he new everything about me, and he helped me out with all my problems and he always knew how to make me feel better. but that all changed. i never though he would be the kind of guy that he turned out to be; its just a bummer. but i know i did nothing wrong, so im not beating myself up over all of this. he's the one that needs to realize that he was wrong, and he needs to apologize. im not even sure if i'll forgive him because he hurt me alot; which he probably dosen't even know. sure im gonna miss him at some points in my life, but i just can't keep on waiting for him just because he dosen't know what he wants. im moving on, but i'll always deep down love him. 
i just needed to let that out (: |
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| i love him more than anything in this world. |
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