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Monday, November 27, 2006

 

And sometimes it just hits me, out of nowhere.
All of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes over me
and I get discouraged and I get upset,
and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt, really hurt.
And once again, I become numb to the world.

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She's the girl he always wanted, she's the girl I always tried to be.

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I'm here to laugh, love, fuck and drink liquor
and help the damn revolution come quicker.

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The end of paralysis, I was a statuette
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
And when I press the keys it all gets reversed
The sound of loneliness makes me happier

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And if you have five seconds to spare
Then I'll tell you the story of my life :
Sixteen, clumsy and obsessive                                                                                                                       
That's the story of my life.

This alcohol is of my disease
I'm clutching a bottle that can't be released
It's got me crippled-twisted down on my knees

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Lifes too short
to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't.
Believe that everything happens for a reason,
and if you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, then let it.
Nobody said it'd be easy,
they just promised that it would be worth it.

Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat, melancholy and cool, kind of bittersweet love on repeat.


Wednesday, September 20, 2006


I'm busting at the seams to tell you everything.
And it's scaring me cause nothing's sure,
and nothing makes sense anymore.

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I WANT US TO BE IMPOSSIBLE YOU KNOW? KINDA LIKE ROMEO & JULIET, A CACTUS & BALLON. THERES NO WAY THEY COULD EVER BE TOGETHER BUT YOU KNOW IN THE END. THEY'LL BE TOGETHER.

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Make decisions, make mistakes and if you fall,
you fell because you tried.

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WE BECOME THE THiNGS WE DO.

CUTENESS

 

 

  

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love is                           patient
love is kind. it                  does not envy,
it does not boast, it              is not proud. it is not
rude, it is not self-seeking,         it is not easily angered, it
keeps no records of wrong.       love does not deliqht in evil
but rejoices with the  truth. it     always protects, always trust,
always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails.when
i was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
reasoned like a child. when i became a man , i put
childish ways behind me . now we see but a
poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
see face to face. now i know in part;
then i shall know fully, even as i am
fully known . and now these
three remain; faith, hope
and love . but the
greatest of
these is
love .

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stop falling,
you have enough bruises
on that poor heart of yours.

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So that's it. I'm shutting my doors, and I'm putting my walls back up. I'm closing my curtains And removing the welcome mat. I'm blocking everyone out again, because it's so much easier than feeling something.

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now open up wide, fist first down your throat
where no beauty lies, and rip out what should've been mine

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Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

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as soon as he spoke to me,
I felt I had known him all my life
and it frightened me.
This was the person I was meant to love.
From that moment to this,
I have never been the same.

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I'm not anything special.
I'm still mad after counting to ten backwards,
& I hate wearing Jeans. I read more than I should
& I know way too many big words.
& when I see you I stumble, trip & fall.
but, it doesn't matter.
My stupidity becomes genius.
& My imperfections, become perfect

I can't explain what I'm going through,
but I would turn away the world tonight just so that I could be with you.

 

 

 


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

 

 

 

You look so pretty, digging your grave
 
You look so pretty, what's left to save?

But I just hate to say goodbye to all the metaphors and lies that have taken me years to come up with.

My lips they tremble from this silence
 
But I'd rather chew on razor blades
 
Then speak the words I want to say



I can tell by your tears you're going to remember it all.

 

Look up at the stars and you're gone. Not your luggage. Nothing matters. Not your bad breath. The windows are dark outside and the horns are blaring around you. The headlights are flashing high and low and high in your face, and you will never have to work again. You will never have to get another haircut.

"It was the kind of kiss that I could never tell my friends about out loud. It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life." -- The perks of being a wallflower

 

I wish you saw how great you were
I wish you saw what life was worth

i’m just trying to figure out
why I’m not pointing this gun at your head.

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she sang the blues
out of time and out of tune
spoke no silver spoon
only simple truths
she was a friend, stabbed backs and broke plans
she would give you his coat
or put nails through his hand

won't you walk with me to the park up the road?
i told you that i'd be right back
you said that "i'll be the judge of that"
'cause see boys they have a tendency
of running as fast as they can. i don't know why

i never ex-out our conversations anymore;
even if we are in dead silence.

Don't worry about me, my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself
because as far as I can see...
you're still an asshole.

I finally realized..
your a waste of time

Michelangelo said the best way to judge the essential elements of a sculpture is to throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces will break away. Sometimes life is like that. It tosses us down a hill. But when we reach the bottom and only the important things are left , that's when our vision clears. That's when we hold on tight to what we know, while hope stirs inside us. Its all a matter of perspective.

the sweet asphyxiation & dismemberment.
sex puts me in the mood to make you die.
obsessive hands gently grab your neck.
look into sick eyes. i hate people.

She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie and promises can be broken as quick as they're made. She understands she might never be loved.

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No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention

i let you go. not because im selfish. because i couldent say goodbye to you..literally.it was the best thing for both of us. no matter what anyone says..how mean it was.i know if it was me you would have done the same thing.just because i didnt tell you i love you before you were gone doesnt mean that you didnt know that i did..i know you knew. you didnt say it either. life goes on..people have to let go...you would never being to understand how hard that was for me and how selfish i felt. but i know i love you and that you love me..after all true love never dies..

 

the pain is agonizing isn't it?
yeah i felt that once.
for someone i dont know anymore.

when he calls you
BITE YOUR LIP
if you make eye contact
CLOSE YOUR EYES
& if he likes another girl..well...
GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC

 

The ever after what was that? Your dreams,life,death,your everything.Was it the blank space that went on without us? The forever after we were gone?
So now. So here. So him. The heat, the black night, the stars, the moment, the ever after
floating inside of us.

 


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

REAL EYES REALIZE REAL LIES
i can finally' say that your just a part of my past.

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there's
A  FEW THINGS THAT  I JUST NEED
YOU TO KNOW, LIKE HOW IT FELT
WHEN WE WERE CLOSE, AND HOW
THE  STARS  EXPLODE EVERY TIME
you are near

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You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground

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