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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

the world is too fragile for people to be untrue

theres too much at stake

and lifes too short for lies

and youre the worst kind of person because you wasted my heart

and my time


Friday, December 01, 2006

a long overdue update

the roomies at halloween party

this is me coming to get you. roar.

more lovely people x3

my oh so lovely sisters on halloween

we had a lovely time in buff thanks to the lovely sisters of rho chapter [you know!] sexy teachers from rutgers

this is my sexy beast twin. he's on the very right.

apples are awesome :]

thankful for happy healthy and crazy sisters

with my bad little boy

happy birthday pop pop popple!

i love my pledge sis

we're on the verge of something big...


Monday, October 09, 2006

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

if you think this is about you, you're probably wrong.

and unrelatedly, maybe it's just the anger talking. but fuck you. and fuck this.


Sunday, September 24, 2006

LOVE OR INFATUATION


Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It takes roots and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the perfect dream. Love is the quiet understanding of imperfection. It is real. You are warmed by her presence, even when she`s away. You want her near, but near or far you know she is yours and you can wait. Infatuation says,"We must get married right away, I can`t risk losing her." Love says, "Be patient. She`s yours." Plan your future with confidence. Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Love is the maturation of friendship. You must be friends before you can become lovers. Infatuation lacks confidence. When she`s away you wonder if she`s cheating. Love means trust. You are calm, secure, and unthreatened. Infatuation might lead you to things you`ll regret later, but love never will. Love lifts you up. It makes you a better person than you were before..

-Albert Nguyen

maybe this is our fate. to always just be one step apart and never together.


Monday, September 19, 2005

Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool; she'll scream and fight, but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand while you talk. Hold her hand while you drive. Kiss her forehead. Tell her she looks pretty. Look at her in the eye when you talk to her. Protect her. Tell her stupid jokes. Let her mess with your hair. Surprise her with little things. Look at her like she's the only girl you've seen, even if she says stop. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Compliment her, and mean it.  Give her space if she needs it. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Stay up with her all night when she's sick. Get mad, then kiss her. Let her wear your clothes. Write her letters. When she's sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Make her feel loved. Kiss her in the rain and when you fall in love with her, tell her.



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