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Saturday, December 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 01:20:11 GMT

ahvoaw I ma drunk ogf my assssssssssssss man1 i hnavenmt updayted tehis in for ever and canr really sse the scren but that sok noe of tjos is that impsnroant.\

**Edit**

Well, now that I have sobered up a bit, I have made up my mind. After high school, I don't care how or by what means or whatever would make sense here, that I need to get out on my own. I just have to. No really decent excuse, just I have to, for my own reasons.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 15:57:21 GMT

My poor car. It won't even start. And I had a full tank of gas too. If I knew it was going to be wrecked later in the day, I wouldn't have bothered filling it up.(The car is worse than the pictures look).

I have good news though. I found a 1989 Mustang that I have a good chance of getting. I just have to see how much and if it is going to run properly.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:36:02 GMT

My car has been totaled (sp?). Ladies and Gentlemen, I will post pictures (possibly) when I see my car again.

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 06:47:38 GMT

Lets just say my dad found out about saturday night, and I will not be doing much of anything for the next year, and honestly when he is done with me I may be better off dead.

Monday, October 24, 2005

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 21:59:05 GMT

Being as I don't really update about much anymore, and the people that read this already know what has gone on, and all that other stuff that calls for an update, I think it is getting pointless to update about what everyone who reads this already knows. So, I think I will only update if there is something that needs to be said on here. Goodbye.

*edit* 10/25/04

I went into school today, and apparently someone died on the 20th? I might be wrong, but I saw a few sings up with the RIP and his name and dates, and a locker covered in a paper with the "I miss you" and all that stuff on it. Just wondering.

Friday, October 21, 2005

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 09:45:32 GMT

2 cars, in less than 12 hours. Wow. But at least neither were my fault, and will result in a law suit. But its ok. I have rum and coke.

As if the car didn't already have enough problems.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 23:47:58 GMT

Justin and I just had the best sex ever.

Probably 10x better than Tony.

And that's just in penis size.

Just a guess.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:11:00 GMT

If I could go back at least six months and one day, I would have lived that day a lot different, knowing now what happened to you. Josh, I miss you, and realizing that its been 6 months, thats half a year, without seeing or hearing from you, and knowing I never will again, knowing if I ever see you again, it will only be a dream, is hard to believe. I'm still hoping every once and a while to hear you go "hi-oh!" or "sup____?" or hear about what you did because you only live once, and thats all the reason you need. If I would have known that April 18, 2005 would be the last chance I ever had to say anything to you, I would have told you how awesome you really are. How you really will be a legend. How treasured your friendship has been. How unique you truly are. I would have told you how much you meant to me. I miss you Josh.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 23:11:09 GMT

Ok, so I am screwed tomorrow. I had all weekend to do some homework, which is going to turn out to be a big part of my grade. But I didn't. I got trashed and screwed. It was a lot of fun I must say. But now that the hangover is going away, I'm realizing "shit I should have done this work earlier". So.. now I'm going to continue to procrastinate and try to finish two of the infamous one pagers in homeroom/ lunch/ after school tomorrow, and hopefully get them in on time. But I highly doubt that will happen. And, so far, with getting out of the psychotic loud speed fiend's class, no success. So I think I will try to drop her bullshit and take it in summer school and hopefully learn something usefull. God I hate her. I think she only knows two volumes. Loud and louder. Jesus Christ. She was shouting at me and was like 2 feet from my face. I'm not deaf. My ears work just fine. But I do have good news. I just saved a ton of money on my car insurence be switching to Geicko. 15 minutes could save you 15 percent or more on your car insurence.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 23:24:16 GMT

Hmm.. I'm trying to get my life in order. Just trying to figure out what I really want to do. I mean.. I can't continue to live life as it comes at me, not thinking about how it will effect me later. Ah, who really cares anyway. I'm just getting started. I'm enjoying the time I am spending out all the time. I find I start to go a little "crazy" being alone at home. But, things are beginning to "fall into place" and its kindof nice waking up, after remembering my name, and not really have any worries. But with the good, also comes the bad, and I'm not going to "hold my breath" to see what bad comes to me. I don't even want to try to imagine what "bad" (i guess) could come. Dammit, why does karma occasionally get to me? Hmm.. But dammit, I am going to enjoy myself while I can.