GeT_My_GoodiEs_69's Xanga

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 22:52:25 GMT

hey sexi's ok well my xanga is completley fucked up andd i cant change this stupid backround or music but oh well... you know what ever!at the beggining of the summer my cousin from cali came out and holy shit did we have soo much fucking fun!! haha i LOVE her! we mostley just annoyed the shit out of our families that was fun enough and omg was it greast and im supposed to be going out there soon to go chill with her. lol wlel alot of stupid shit has happened in the past year that i would rather not discuss.... WOW. but one thing i would say is i would have died by now if my little shelby anderson wasnt there.. lol . .. one thing that did change.. me and Kathryn kinda were on a break for a long ass time.. and we didnt talk at all but that wouldnt stop us from being friends again.. so we are cool now. and ive been han ging out alot with my lil Krissy piss. loli just love her.. we have so much fun but anyway.. on with the present... hhaa (( such a fag )) I made Oak Park Volleyball... sweetness.... with like every.. me casey jessica stephanie lauren kaleigh haley mackenzie sara rachel and more but i forget and its going to be soo tight.. KICK ASS!! but anyway.. today and yesterday were super cool because i was hanging out with the one and only super hot casey poole and yesterday we went to Matt's to swim with josh and anthony then came back to my house and my mom didnt know casey was staying the night so i got in trouble and my dad was so mad at me that when he went back to jersey he didnt even say bye but you know whatever.. .. then today hung out with casey and we were supposed to go to matt's so that casey could see josh but then josh couldnt come over but before that we went to his house at like 11 and then called and he was still sleeping so we couldnt come over til, like 1245so we were fucked cuz we were outside so then we went back to my house and his mom picked us up and we went and chilled over there without josh(( how sad case.)) lol and then came back tio casey's then went to volleyball then came home and got threatened by my sister because i called her a fat whore ((my mistake?? )) lol and wow.. just a very eventful day....

i have to say one thing before i go.. my anitoch girls were always there and we always had so much fun together but now that we are splitting up ive only realized how much i love you and how hard its going to be when i go to school without seeing you.. always and forever.... I LOVE MY ORIGINAL ANTIOCH GIRLS!!!....

Kay*

X()x()x()x()x()X

Monday, July 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 00:49:31 GMT

ok so i have not updated in like forever becuz i fucked this thing all up but anyway! alot of stupid shit has been going on this summer,, good times and bad.. but dont have time right now to explain it all cuz im with some of my girls! LOVE* kay

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 22:26:13 GMT

-T_O M_Y B_I_T_C_H_E_S-

lol heyy!! yeah woday was pretty damn sweet, MAP testing.. im just loving it.. yeah well after school i had gay ass track, which sucked ass it was so hard.. my arms hurt like a bitch! lol and yeah then me, kath, anthony went out with my sis and were just drving around doing shit.. lol then when we dropped them off me and my sis came home and were playing basketball and shes like "h/u h/u i gotta take a break.. damn i gotta quit smoking" haha you shoulda been there it was so funny how she said it.. lol well yeah im pretty gay so maybe i was the only one who thought that was funny so you know! lol well im going to sleep cuz i gotta get up early!! k love? leave me shit. lol

*K*

Monday, April 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 00:12:11 GMT

1 // Favorite fast food place? Taco Bell

2 // Future child's name? Nicole & Peter (lol)
3 // Finish this statement: If I had a lot of money I would... go shopping lol

4 // Do you drive fast? heck yes
5 // Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no.. surprisingly lol
6 // Storms- cool or scary? Cool

7 // What was your 1st car? getting a civic, then Omid is fixing it up with a body kit and shit! its going to be so tight!
8 // Favorite drink? Water

9 // Finish this statement. If I had the time I would... work out more

10 // If you could dye your hair any color, what would you choose? dark brown

11 // How many different towns/cities have you lived in? 5
12 // Glass half empty or half full? same thing!(i had to think for a sec)
13 // Favorite sport to watch? men's soccer( damn they are hot!)
14 // Say one nice thing about the person you got this from.. hes pimp

15 // Toilet Paper/Paper towel, over or under? < wtf?

16 // Morning person or night owl? Night owl

17 // Over easy or sunny side up? Over easy
18 // Place to relax? Florida

19 // Favorite Dessert? strawberry pie
20 // Last movie you saw in a theater? uhh Hitch? i think
21 // What book are you reading right now? I don’t read
22 // Favorite Board Game? monopoly

23 // Favorite Magazine? Cosmopolitan

24 // Favorite Smell? Lucky (guys), Feirce<DAMN!

25 // Comfort Foods? umm
26 // FavoriteSounds? Ocean!

27 // Worst feeling in the world? when i throw up lol

28 // What is the first thing you think when you wake up in the morning? shut the fuck up mom! lol
29 // Number: 28
30 // Letter: K

31 // Shoes: flip flops

32 // Saying(s): Heck yes, and Hey kid! lol

33 // TV show: Extreme Makeover : Home Edition
34 // Sport: Softball, Volleyball, Swim, and Track

35 // Vegetable: hmm
36 // Fruit: Pineapple

37 // Movie: *ThE NOtEbOOk*
38 // Magazine: didnt i already say that?
39 // Actor: Chad Micheal Murray
40 //Actress: Michelle Rodriguez

41 // Candy: Dots!

42 // Gum: Coolerz(pina colada)and Trident tropical twist
43 // Scent: huh?

44 // Candy bar: i dont eat chocolate
45 // Ice cream flavor: Coconut!!

46 // Color: Pink and Green
47 // Season: Summer
48 // Holiday: MY BIRTHDAY! lol
49 // Band: Finch, Dashboard and MCR!

50 // Singer: Martina Mcbride
51 // Do you smoke weed: no

52 // Ever trip on acid: no
53 // How about a little meth: no
54 // Crack, heroin, anything else: no
55 // Beer good or beer bad: eww, gimme the hard shit! lol
56 // Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: HA!
57 // Do you like Smirnoff: heck yes!

58 // Prefer beer or liquor: Liquor, beer.. eww

59 // Best friends: Kath, Sierra, Shelbs, Kris, Al, Julie, Jess

60 // Known longest: Jess

61 // Wish you talked to more: hmm i talk to them all
62 // Wish you saw more: uhh ?

63 // How many friends do you think you have: 329874230987 lol

64 // Who drives you insane after a while: KRISTEN! lol

65 // Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of:Kathryn.. but then we start to beat each other! lol

66 // Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': like with a guy or what?
67 // Craziest: shelby

68 // Loudest: KRISTEN

69 // Shyest: out of them.. jess

70 // Best hair: Sierra's! LOVE IT!
71 // Can always make you laugh: all of them

72 // Best eyes: Al

73 // Best body: Al!, Damn im so jealous! UGH! lol

74 // Most athletic: all them but Shelby.. lol love you though
75 // Sex symbol: wtF?
76 // Hot-tempered: KATHRYN! DAMN!

77 // Most impatient: all them

78 // Shortest: Kath and Kris

79 // Tallest: Me, damn it

80 // Talented: umm all of them

81 // Best singer: Jess

82 // Skinniest: uhh Al
83 // Nicest: all them

84 // Best personality: we all have personality
85 // Biggest drug user: no comment lol

86 // What are you wearing: capris
87 // What song are you listening to?: Letters to you -Finch
88 // What's the weather like?:Raining and Lightning

89 // Current obsession: no comment, lol

90 // Current Addiction: " "
81 // Talking To: my madre

82 // Shoes worn: barefoot
83 // Item bought: clothes
84 // Annoyance: this fucking thing

85 // Web page visited: ratemycock.com ...jk!! lol i duno

86 // Movie you rented: Wimbledon.. so cute!
87 // CD you listened to: Sugarcult

88 // CD you've bought: dont remeber, i burn

89 // Person you were thinking of: oh gosh, dont get my started
90 // How often do you brush your teeth? in the morning and at night, and when the feel gross! lol
91 // How often do you shower or bathe? every 8 days.. HA ! Lol Kristen! uhh every day

92 // How long do these showers last? 15 minutes
93 // Hair drying method: towel, then air dry, then hair dry! lol

94 // Do you swear? maybe
96 // How many cereals are in your cabinet? however many my mom bought

97 // What utensils do you use eating pizza? a spoon, lol

98 // Do you cook? yeah
99 // How often do you do the dishes?sometimes

100 // Do you mumble to yourself? umm no
101 // Do you spit in public? sometimes
102 // Person you talk most on the phone with? Anthony

103 // What color is your bedroom? Baby blue

104 // Do you use an alarm clock? yeah

105 // Have you ever smoked, if yes then what? yes, Blacks, Cigarettes, and Phillies.

106 // Favorite? Phillies

106 // Have you ever got drunk, if yes on what? yes, Snaps, 20/20, Smirnoff,and dont rememeber anything else. lol

107 // Favorite? Snaps

108 // Have you ever had sex? nope

109 // Ever given Head, or eat someone out?

110 // Handjob, or Fingered?yeah

111 // Have you ever made out? yeah

112 // Who was your first time? uhh

113 // Who do you see yourself marrying? Tyler Hilton!!!!

114 // If you could be any age, what would it be? 17

115 // Who is your biggest crush? ..... ...

116 // What is your Eye color? Blue/ Green

117 // Hair color? Blonde

118 // Do you prefer Paper, or Plastic? Plastic

119 // What time is it? 10:50

120 // If you could talk to one person, before you die.. who would it be? my mom!

well ok, today was like really gay cuz i felt like shit all day, but my sister took me driving and it was awesome.. she was like freaking out cuz i was going like 50 in the mall parking lot, lol im really good surprisingly.. but yeah this weekend was ok i stayed home on friday cuz i was sick, but later that night i went to jon's house .. then saturday i went to practice, and it was like the worst one ever cuz i was throwing up cuz i forgot to eat something and he was running us like no other, and it was hot, omg i thought i was going to die, but then when i got home i had to clean and take a shower and stuff.. then i went to Kathryns house and listened to Kristen and Kath bitch to eachother for about a half hour then we went up to the movies and nobody was there, and Davis was being a fucking asshole.. and called me a bitch, flipped me off, and said i was fucked up?? wtf? yeah ok.. i dont smoke pot, you do, i dont get drunk off my ass, you do . i dont use people for one night, then move on, you do.. yeah you wanna know what is fucked up!? think again next time you say that shit. thanks, id appreciate it... ok sorry, then we left the movies cuz it was gay and went driving around and went to the pool hall, then me and kristen came back here...and you already know what happened today.. ugh

well im tired,

g*o*o*d*n*i*g*h*t l*o*v*e

Friday, April 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 01:25:36 GMT

omgosh, boys are so not my thing.. i love them to death but i cant just stick to one, are you fucking kidding me im so dumb.. i think ill become lesbian!! dont you think that wouold be a good plan? i do!! lol .. well yeah this week we had a track meet against New Mark... who won?? hmm WE KICKED ASS BABY! AMS ALL THE WAY! .. *represent* .. lol and last weekend was pretty fucked up, dont relaly wanna tlak about it, but i will say one thing, dont you hate it when you think a guy actually likes you but then you hear he doesnt care the least bit about you, and only wants some ass... then you know its true cuz they never answer there phone and when you clal them and you leave a message confronting them.. they never call you back.. SO FUCK HIM, hes not even worth my time.. i had a feeling but now i really know that i have friends that do care about me and help me realize shit like this!!

well anyway, this weekend is goinna be tight, friday im hanging out with some people, gonna get fucked up (( CONTROLING MYSELF )) lol and yeah then i have to go to fuckin gay ass softball practice then on Saturday night i donna what im doing, but carolyn wants me to go to the st. gabes dance with her, but i dont know, ill prolly just go to kathryns and chill, like i do every weekend. lol well thats pretty much my weekend, not relaly that fun but you know what ever.lol.. well im really tired and i have to go to damn school tommrow! UGH..

* G * O * O * D * N * I * G * H * T *

x3 kk

Friday, April 01, 2005

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 00:24:02 GMT

hey! i havnt writen in this forever!! wow! lol wlel not alot has happened, i had an awesome time in florida .. then when i came back on monday i went to track and it was same. then on tuesday was our first meet... boys got 2nd place... girls got 3rd. cuz ray south and cambell was there.. and they have ALOT of black people so we didnt stand a chance! lol but we beat maple park ! then today i was SO PISSED!!! MY FUCKING SOFTBALL COACH DOESNT KNOW WHAT HES DOING!! my whole team hates him! UGH I DONT EVEN WANNA TALK ABOUT IT!!! IM ALREADY LIKE SLAMING ON THE KEYBOARD IM SO MAD!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but what ever!!!!!!!!! k well im going to bed

*G O O D N I G H T G O R G E U S*

Monday, March 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 19:55:43 GMT

HEY I JUST GOT HOME FROM FLORIDA TODAY! and i dont have time to write so ill write later

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 02:39:44 GMT

B * E * A * U * T * I * F * U * L

hey sexis~!! i havent written in this in FOREVER!! lol ive had sooo much shit to do.. TRACK, VOLLEYBALL, BOYS, SOFTBALL, FUCKING DRAMA!!!!!!!!!! UGH! ... over spring break im going to florida to hopefully get this shit off my mind then ill be back next monday... but anyway today i had practice .. got pissed and went off on my coach , thn went to kathryns then we went to the hospital to see keenan then went back to kaths then i had to leave so josh came and picked me up and we went to shelbys then we went to Matts house with Ali &Shelby then came home.... IM GOING TO MISS ALL OF YOU!!

KISSES

x3 Kay

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 00:21:36 GMT

Article 1:

Statement of Love:
The Kiss

1.
Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2.
Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3.
Kiss on the neck
I want you

4.
Kiss on the lips
I love you

5.
Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6.
Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away

7.
Look in your eyes
kiss me

8.
Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9.
Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go

Article 2:
The Three Steps

1.
Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2.
Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3.
Guys &Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

Article 3:
The Commandments

1.
Thou shall not squeeze
too hard.

2.
Thou shall not ask for a kiss,
but take one.

3.
Thou shall kiss
at every opportunity.

* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes,
and give your tongue
some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:

1.
They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo

2.
The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder

3.
How cute they look when they sleep

4.
The ease in which they fit into our arms

5.
The way they kiss you and
all of a sudden everything
is right in the world

6.
How cute they are when they eat

7.
The way they take hours
to get dressed
but in the end
it makes it all worth while

8.
Because they are always
warm even when its minus 30 outside

9.
The way they look good
no matter what they wear

10.
The way they fish for compliments
even though you both know that you
think she's the most
beautiful thing on this earth

11.
How cute they are when they argue

12.
The way her hand always finds yours

13.
The way they smile

14.
The way you feel
when you see their name
on the call ID
after you just had a big fight

15.
The way she says
"lets not fight anymore"
even though you know that
an hour later....

16.
The way they kiss when
you do something nice for them

17.
The way they kiss you
when you say
"I love you"

18.
Actually ...
just the way they kiss you...

19.
The way they fall into your arms
when they cry

20.
Then the way they apologize
for crying over something that silly

21.
The way they hit you
and expect it to hurt

22.
Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt.
(even though we don't admit it)!

23.
The way they say
"I miss you"

24.
The way you miss them

25.
The way their tears
make you want to
change the world
so that it
doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless
if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die
or
know that you would die
without them ...
it matters not....................
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to
the depths of their souls
and
you say a million things
without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings
of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

*

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 00:09:41 GMT

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who pursues you,
who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who thinks you're the prettiest
when you have no make up on
and insists on holding you around the waist.
The one who is constantly reminding you of how much
he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends
and says 'that's her'.

LiFE iSz N0T AB0UT WAiTiNG F0R THE ST0RM T0 PASz,
iT`Sz AB0UT LEARNiNG T0 DANCE iN THE RAiN

I hope in time he realizes how much I cared.
That my love may never go sour.
I hope that time heals all my wounds and changes his mind.
I hope he feels the pain that travels deep inside my soul.
I hope that he knows that this time,
im not gonna show the pain I feel.
Time will tell if our love was true,
if it was mean't for the pain and heartache over you.

Never say good-bye
because good-bye means going away,
and going away means forgetting

Nobody understands how much I miss you. Miss
how much we used to talk and miss all the things
we used to do- I try not to admit it to myself that
I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still wake
up thinking of you each day... I still think of you n
I really do miss you. I would give up everything i
have to be everything that we're not -- <\3

If I fall in love with someone else,
it doesnt mean that I love him.
It means you werent there to catch me

i looked into your eyes and fell,
but i wasn't afraid to fall.
I fell but didn't worry about the ground I might land on.
I didn't worry about the fact I couldn't control it.
I didn't worry about if it would end or not.
Because in that moment, in your eyes,
I knew I'd fall forever,
and that you were right there holding me,
falling with me, and loving me.

All I want to be is a girl falling asleep in a boy’s arms
and not caring about anything else in the world
except how I feel right there with him

now i finally realize
you don't really care about me like you say,
you never have.
i've been more like some kinda of security blanket for you,
nothing special, just an object,
but always there for you incase you were too cold,
for you to to use for comfort,
then to just throw aside and almost forget about completly,
but always knowing it would still be there
when you needed it again

Everyone cries, everyone weeps.
we all stay up late one night because we ~~can’t~~ go to sleep.
Tears coming out. thoughts deep in your head,
so you sit & lie there & cry on your bed.
You ~~can’t~~ help but think about all the things you had.
You ~~can’t~~ help but wonder why they make you so sad.
You ~~can’t~~ help to think where did you do wrong.
You ~~can’t~~ help to listen to your old song.
You ~~can’t~~ help to think about him day & night.
You ~~can’t~~ help but wonder why this match wasn’t right.
You ~~can’t~~ help but smile every time you see his face.
You ~~can’t~~ help to try to find someone to replace him.
So you’re happy to see him.
It’s been a long time.
You’re happy to see him
& you don’t know why.
Well ~~don’t~~ suddenly forget
he’s the reason why you always cry

You might not be his first, his last, or his only.
He`s cared about someone else
before and possibly will again,
but if he cares for you now, then what else mattersz?
He`sz not perfect and you aren`t either,
and the two of you will never be perfect,
but if he can make you laugh at least once,
hold onto him & give him the most you can.
He is probably not going to quote poetry,
he might not be thinking about you every second of the day,
but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break.
So don`t hurt him, don't change him
& don`t expect more than he can give.
Don`'t over analyze,
smile when he makes you happy,
yell when he makes you mad,
and miss him when he`s not there.

Somebody asked me the other day
if I was handed a Gun,
and I had to choose to either shoot
my boyfriend or my best friend
who would i shoot?
My ANSWER would be
I'd shoot myself because I'd take a bullet
and die for all the people I love

i dont forgive \\ because im weak...
i forgive because im [strong enough]...
to know that people make mistakes

He was never my boyfriend,
but I miss the Hugs, His Smile, His Advice,
His Love, His Kindness
and The times we LaUgHeD together.
I Guess I fell in LOVE with our friendship

I need someone who can deal with me
I need a guy who will make me
see things from a different point of view
i need a guy who will make me
talk about the things that scare me.
I need a guy who will make me open up to him,
a guy who won’t give up on me

I wanna be the one you can’t live without,
the one you run to when life is just too hard,
the one you cry over,
the one that makes you feel like
you could mess up so many times
and then still be waiting to catch you at the bottom.

I wish I had some kind of effect on you.
I wish you cared what I do or don’t do.
I wish you missed hours of sleep just thinking
of me but most of all I wish that we could just be together

I'm one of those girls who ignores her feelings when she's hurt.
I lie so well to myself that I believe there's no problem
And by the time that I acknowledge I was hurt
I'm over it.
That's usually all well and good,
but you said "Think about how you feel please"
and I remembered how much I loved you
and I was overwhelmed with millions of feelings at once

Im not saying I’m in love with you,
its just lately
you’re all I’ve been thinking about

I wanna be the girl you hang out with on Friday nights.
I wanna be the girl who you hold tight and kiss.
I wanna know everything about you inside and out.
I wanna be the girl you can’t live without.
I wanna be the girl who your boys know you think about,
the one and only love forever without a doubt.
I just wanna be your girl.
Your one and only world

When you love someone you can easily tell them
your feelings for them. When you’re in love with
someone you’re tongue tied, as words can’t even
begin to express the inner emotions that are experienced

We were just standing there in the hallway for a while.
I had already blocked out the rest of the world.
I was biting my lip
as I looked into his eyes
and my eyes were just begging
and pleading for him
to just kiss me