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Sunday, June 15, 2008

  • A cry for help

    a girl came up to me a few days back..askin for my advice on her problem..she told me she had packed her stuffs and has planned to run away from home..i asked her where she wanted to go..she said she dunt know..i asked her how is she goin to survive..she said i dont know..
    when asked her why she wanted to run away..her answer was..she couldnt take it anymore..she said her family doesnt love her anymore...i thot at first that maybe she misintrepret and had some misunderstandings with her family...and just wanted attention from her family..but i was wrong..
    it seems that her family abused her so badly..especially her mother n brother..they beat her up like an animal..basically till she faints and bleeds...i dont know the reason why they beat her up like that..yes i do realize that she smokes and has some not so appealin behavior..but takkan sampai nak beat her up like that kan? especially ur own mother..her mother wishes that she was dead..her brother lak.hmm ntah lah after what i heard what her brother did to her..to me the brother is the ANIMAL..despicable animal...how could u even do that to your own sister...
    at first all of us didnt want to believe this girl..we thot she was some sort of attention seeker..n it looks as if we had ignored her..but we didnt..we kept track of her story after that...coz we wanted to make sure she was alrite...but after what had happend 2 nites ago..she did run away..n her family filed a police report..n she was with someone that we trust already...but her biggest mistake was to trust her bf...her bf betrayed her.the family found her and dragged her to the car..btu before reachin the car...this trusted friend who had watched from a far.told us..that she was slapped, di maki hamun by the mother n brother, she got beat up really badly...they even stepped on her and she was bleedin already...and she fainted..n they carried her into the car...
    our trusted friend couldnt do anything..u see the girl's family is very wealthy and has connections all over..imagine u cant actually file a missing person report unless the person has been missing for 24hrs..she was only missing for like 8 hours only..n there was already a road block...

    i just dont get it u know..sejahat mana anak itu..would the mother beat up the anak macam nak separuh mati? why do u shower ur anak with all the wealth in the world in the day time.and by nite she will get beaten up, head plunged in water, head knocked on the wall, even tried to push her off the balcony...its a bit disturbing..coz the family sms one of us..and they said they loved her very much and miss her and are very worried about her.tapi bile dah jumpe..bukannye nak peluk anak tu..but instead pukul anak macam pukul binatang..? like what the hell kan?

    Ya Allah..i havent had a good nite sleep when this had happened..hati ni tak tenteram bile memikir kan nye..nak ignore n not meddle in their family matters..i cant just do that..if anything did happen to her..Ya Allah minta simpang if anything should happen to her...i would feel so guilty...but if masuk campur..then our heads are on the line..coz when she ran away 2 nite ago pun..some of our names were mentioned by the family..they got our numbers from her phone..coz she used line number and her family had tracked it down...now they are askin around people who are these people...

    the last few words i had given her was the wisdom words that my mom gave me..coz i didnt know what else to do..she looked at me for answers..and i couldnt give her answers..my hands are tied...i told her.what ever is happening to her now..just bersabar bebanyak..kalau di dunia kamu di seksa sebegini..just think this insya allah di akhirat she wont feel terseksa..
    i didnt know wat else to say..n we both just cried...

    now it seems that..we found a letter in her bags..a letter for her mom..stating that she has a terminal disease..so its okie if the mother wants to hate her and beat her up..coz she is goin to die soon..thats what she said in the letter...

    i hope i get to see to her soon..i just feel like giving her a big hug and to tell her that its goin to be okie..(even tho its not..but we her friends are there for her..)



Sunday, June 08, 2008

  • Got tagged!

    Ive been tagged by Nixa

    7 Random facts about ME

    1.im Happily married with Razi

    2.im a maglomaniac

    3.im ambitious

    4.i love to sing

    5.im a great cook

    6.i like to laugh

    7.im a caring person

     

    7 Things that Scare Me

    1. cicakk!!! - bukan takut tau tapi gelii ya amaattt!!!

    2.my laptop dies on me time2 aku nak hand in assignment

    3.bloody stuffs

    4.phone line and internet takde

    5.if i lose all my teeths ( i had this nitemare okie..ahah)

    6.nitemares that keeps on going n goin

    7.if i lose my faith in everything

     

    7 Random Music at the Moment

    1. KC & Jojo - All my Life

    2. Anita Sarawak - Joget Sayang di Sayang

    3. Arni - Cinta Di Antara Benua

    4. Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me

    5. Kabhi Kushi Khabie Gham - Bole Churiya

    6. Jewel - Hands

    7. Marc Anthony - You Sang To me

    * yea yea aku tahu semua lagu lama..hahaha but who cares..lagu baru2 tak minat sangat..

     

    7 Things I say The most

    1. "ye lah tu"

    2. "gile ker"

    3."ngok"

    4. "lapo"

    5. "lor"

    6. "Pun***k"

    7. "what ever moron"

     

    7 "First Time" things i ever did

    1. my first love - saifuz zaman aziz

    2. first kiss - when i was 16 years old with my first love..ahaha

    3. first real job - Air Asia Engineering Department

    4. first freedom - when i was away from my parents ( they were in the States) and i came back to Malaysia first

    5. First performance on stage - when i was 8 years old in Singapore, did this dance routine of ethnic dance lagu ramli Sarip tak silap

    6. First time buat biznes makan - Bukak bazaar ramadhan in college

    7. First Roller Coaster - in the States....went with my family..n nobody can ride it with me so i naik by myself..roller coaster berdiri...ahahah sampai skang ingat nie...

    * lots of first time..ni jer yang aku ingat skang nie..

    7 people i want to talk to

    1. Honey

    2. Aizat

    3. Mama

    4. Nixa

    5. Dqpah

    6. Fizree

    7. Ani

    7 Places i want to go

    1. Mekah

    2. Rome

    3. Bangkok

    4. Sungai Siput

    5. Langkawi

    6. Rumah nenek Razi kat Merlimau..aahah sebab aku nak gie umbai ..ahah

    7. Spain

     

    7 Gifts i Crave

    1. Oven

    2. Baju lawa2

    3. Kasut lawa2

    4. the diamond and sapphire ring..huhuh

    5. free holiday

    6. home theatre system

    7. automatic washing machine..hahaha

     

    7 people i want to tag

    sesapa je lah ..malas nak tulis nama2...hahaha..

     

Sunday, May 25, 2008

  • a new addition to the family

    my cousin syakir is a father!!..congratulations shrek!!..sebijik muke syakir masa kecik2..ahahha..
    i still havent met syakir junior yet..coz rite now syakir's wife is already in perlis..mule sesi berpantang..so i guess i'll see the mother n the baby after 40 days..
    what should we get for the new born baby yer??
    oh yeah his name is Muhammad Adam Rayyan....comei nyer rayyan nie...bile lah aunty za dapat peluk niee..






Thursday, May 01, 2008

  • got TAGGED....

       i got tagged by nixa..since i got nothin better to do so i shall do this tag...hahaha

    i shall tag anyone who reads or pass thru my blog..

    My Family

    Umardin Bin Haji Abdul Mutalib

    ayah

    dis is my dad..dari kecik aku panggil "ayah"..its very rare to get a picture of him smiling like this..usually he would put on this serious face for the public..n for the family albums he would make those funny faces..if people dont know my ayah quite well..they would say he looks garang..but actually he's not that garang even..i was my dad's little princess when i was a baby...but as years gone by..i grew apart from him..we had our moments, our misunderstandings, i even hated him once..hated him so bad that i didnt talk to him for a few months n that hurt my ayah..now i no longer habor those hatred feelings, whats in the past is in the past n it shall stay there..no matter what he is still my ayah..eventho mulut nie cakap benci..tapi the fact is..i love my ayah dearly...

    Faridah Binti Haji Shariff

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    dis is my mom...a woman who posseses a great personality and has a calibre to do anythin...in my eyes i see my mom as the perfect wife and mother; she can cook anything fit for a king and taught me all her secret recipes ( n she does keeps on tellin me not to tell anybody about her secrets..i shall try..its hard not to share..ahah)...not to say i have had a wonderful relationship always with my mom; we fought once n it made her shed tears coz i wouldnt listen back then..she dissapproved my ex bf back then and i wouldnt try to understand why at that time..but now i do...she just wants best for her child..everytime i miss my mom..i would cook something that she would always make for us like bubur jagung, pajri nenas and sotong goreng kunyit n rendang ayam...well there's more dishes but those 4 dishes stands out the most and which i missed the most whenever i am thinkin of her...love u lots mom..to me you are my super mom forever...

    Azatul Izzati Binti Umardin

    izzati

    dis is my arwah adik, Izzati...she passed away in 2001 when she was 15 years old..she was always in the hospital when she was a kid..and everybody paid attention to her most of the time in which made me felt left out coz its either i was left home alone or my parents would send me to stay at my grandparents or relatives or neighbors house..during those time i would thot that it was fun being sick; coz u would get all the attention and toys all you want ( i was only 7 years old then..) but as i grew up, i watch her suffer battling with leukimia in her 2nd relapse..n i began to realize bein sick is no fun at all..she became quite a sour person since her 2nd relapse and sometimes she purposely pick fights with me ( i dont know if she does did that so that i wont miss her when she's gone)..fights that sometimes would make you say things that you dont actually mean it like i wish u were dead statements..but we had our good moments like she would ask me to cook for her when our parents werent around ( u see my adik is a lousy cook..ahah but she can make the best cheese cake ever!)..also the moments when she always laughs at me for messing up the lyrics of the song when i sing"Along nie suke nyanyi merepek repek ajer" ...i miss her badly..n im sure my parents misses having her around too..

    Aizat Imran Bin Umardin

    aizat

    dis is my brother Ijat...we have 10 years of age gap...what can i tell u about him? ahahah all i know is he loves money..alot! dier lah yang paling manja ngan aku...dan juga paling penakut in the family..ahahah cakap jer the word HANTU..n mule lah dier nak marah2 coz actually he takut..hahah.i always love to usik him by hiding behind doors or at the corner and when he's walkin by i would jump and surprise him or just merely say boo to him..n he would be jumpy about it..ehhehe..kira takut sangat lah tu..eheh n because of him..he banned all ghost stories in the house..he says if he accidentally ter tengok citer hantu..he would have to watch disney baby channel for quite some time just to take his mind off the hantu image..eheheh..badan jer beso tapi penakut..ahhaha lawak okie...

     

    Aizat Nasyran Bin Umardin

    nash

    ini adik bongus ku nash..dier lah yang paling bergaya in the family ..duduk rumah pun nak pakai lawa2..naik pelik kitorang..cam ready2 jer ada orang nak masuk minang dier anytime kan..hahaha..n dier lah diantara kitorang adik beradik..yang paling tak reti cakap melayu...skit2 boleh lah..tapi u talk to him with a heavy accent..perak slang ker utara slang ker..hehehe he would just go blur on u...n he would always have this blur expression and seriusly i think he daydreams too much...but this lil bro of mine..whenever he sees me..he would always give me a big HUG and ask me how i am..n ever since i got married..he keeps on askin me whether im pregnant yet or not..hahaha sabo je

    My In-Laws

    razi'sfamily copy

    now since i am married..i have another set of parents and another set of siblings..i have yet to get to know each one of em closely...i hope to do so slowly...so i really cant say much yet about my new extended family..soon i think :)

    My Friends

    i have many friends..some come and go just like that..some do stay..some just go off like that..some comes back after a while and some do not come back at all..its parts and parcel of life in which i have to accept but no matter what friends are still friends even if it seems that they had dissappear from my life slowly..im sure they have their own reasons to do so, and if any of it is my fault..then do forgive me yea..im only human and unable to read people's mind so if i have done wrong to any of my friends pls tell me...but here im goin to potray some of the friends that have always been there whenever im in trouble and during happy moments...am sorry again if any of my other friends happen to read this n i didnt write about u.nanti penuh lak ngan kawan..eheh mite as well i set up a special website for all my friends n write a whole lot of testimonials..hhahehe

    Farah Elyanie

    yanie

    dis is actually my cousin yanie..she's only a year older than i am...we both have the same characteristics and personality though i think i have a lil bit stronger personality than she does..ahaha thats what i like to think so..we shared practically everything since small..n when we meet we cant stop laughing n cursing to one another..ahaha to mencarut at one another is a sign of love for one another okie..ahahaha thats how we show love in our family. :P

    Azniza Abas

    ani

    nie aku start kenal ani nie masa kat college..bebaru jer tahun lepas..tapi udah jadi rapat n baik...n dier lah jadi pengapit aku gak..pengapit number one nie..aku sendiri tak sangka..aku rasa dier lagi tak cukup tido dari aku masa aku nak kawin ari tu...tolong gie beli kain, hantaran, teman spa, tolong ikat riben kad, tolong last minute alter baju pengantin aku, drive kan kete aku balik ke ipoh..hampir segala galanyer lah..ahha siap tolong pasangkan inai tangan aku ngan kaki..ngan basuh2 sekali..jadi cam princess lak aku..tapi really appreaciate..terharu lahh..n also dier lah partner aku untuk masak memasak di waktu bazar ramadhan and juga partner trainer dalam ajar menari nari kat college...minah ni pun berbakat..pandai buat memacam...aku kagum ngan minah nie...

    Hafedz Halim Salim

    hafiz

    dis guy here is one of my best guy friend ( ker aku sorang jer tepuk sebelah tangan nie? haha) knew him masa when i arrived in virginia..gie makan2 kat rumah this guy..n ever since then we got close..cam adik beradik lah..pernah gak gaduh ngan mamat nie sampai tak bercakap..sampai aku sedih2 lahh kann..tapi we made up n became closer..he's stil living in virginia..ntah bile agaknye dpt jumpe balik hafedz nie kan..aku agak terharu lah kan masa the night before my wedding day that he called me from US..n borak2 ngan aku..ehhe cam..aww terharu sesangat...boleh lak menitik air mata aku kejap..ahahah i miss u lh hafez! cepat lah balik!..ehem bile ko nak kawin? hahaha kan dah ada calon dah tu..ehehhheeh...

    Rashiman

    rashiman3

    ni kawan baik aku masa form 2 lagi!..die suke ngutuk2 aku..aku pun ngutuk2 dier gak..so i guess thats why kot rapat kan..dis guy is always around whenever i need him..cam tahu tahu je kan kan..hahaha..when i was in US pun..ada lah surat2 yang diutuskan..tapi mamat nie pemalas nak tulis..kena calling2 ajerrr...when i got back...dier lah yang tolong2 aku settle2 kan pindah2 ke rumah sewa aku lah kat kolej dulu..aku jenuh lah naik motor sama mamat nie..tapi hepp..kitorang kawan baik ajer yerk..dulu masa aku start college..he was working with pizza hut..so hampir tiap2 malam dier akan send 2 regular pizza n one lasagna kat aku ngan roommate aku..jenuh makan pizza..ahahahah masa sebelum beberapa ari aku nak kawin tu..dier leh tanyer aku..boleh ker dier jadi bestfren aku since aku dah kawin..eheheh nak tergelak aku..aku jawab ler..takkan nak putus kot..ahah asalkan aku tak keluar berdua ajer ngan dier okie jer kan..ahahah..mak dier pun marah dier coz dok kuar2 ngan aku masa aku jadi tunang orang..ahah lawak ah..but harap2 persahabatan ini terus berkekalan okie..

    Hanisah Azizi

    nisa

    ah last but not least..Nixa!!!..tengok aku taruk gamba ko yang paling cun..ahahha..nisa nie aku kenal dier since form 2 gak sama ngan rashiman..tapi aku kenal dier sebab naik bus sama, tunggu bus sesama, jogging pepagi sesama, makan nasi lemak lepas joggin sesama ( mana nak kurus..ahah), gi pasar malam sesama, gi terawih sesama ( gi terawih ker lepak weh), and also gi ngaji sesama...n masa aku gie US tu..terpisah la kejap ngan nisa nie..tapi minah nie rajin gak tulis2 surat2 kat aku..so maka aku rajin lah membalas surat2 nyer..eheheh..bile aku dah settle balik kat msia nie..tu ler semakin rapat ngan nisa..nisa nie awek ganazzz..dah ah suke cakap selamber aje ngan membuat lawak..ahahahah..aku masih ingat lagi ko buat lawak buduh ngan mamak tu tauu..lawak roti gardenia ko tu ler...well she wil always be my bestfren nisa nie..pernah sekali tu dier rescue aku kat midvalley..sebab aku ter stranded tiada train tetibe and udah jauh malam lak tu...n also waktu aku di kala demam cam nak mati..nisa gak lah datang bawa aku ke klinik..datang laju lak tu..kekadang tu aku terpikir minah nie ada super power apa nyer sebab leh sampai always laju2 ajer..ahhaah..( flying powers like petrelli..ahah).. ahahah nanti kite gi sesama yerk kenduri kawin kengkawan lain...cayang nisa!..ahhaha

    My LOVE
    Raziamizan Bin Ramli

    razi

    my husband @ Suami..we have been together for many many years..now just recently got married..he is my LOVE..yes eventho some times we dont see eye to eye n would gaduh2...but it doesnt mean that we dont love one another..thats wat make the love stronger..the making up after the gaduh2 is worth it..whenever i see him my heart melts, my face glows up with happiness for i have found the love of my life that i wish to spend my eternity with him..to have his children and to grow old with..you have always been the one and will always be..there are no IF's when it comes to you...

    My Job

    rite now i am not working..ahah i am a student..so i guess that is my job..it is my final semester already i have left only 1 more subject then i am done with this bachelor (hons) in Psychology...what im goin to miss about being a student is the college activities..not the classes..maybe i will some of the lecturers..ahah but yeah i will miss my Malay Culture Club for sure..and the people in the club..fun times we had yeah? all those gatherings, makan2..valentines fundraiser, bazar ramadhan, bbq, and also all those performances..i will miss all of that!!!..hope even after i leave..they will still keep up the spirit....

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

  • will be away

    shall be away from today 23rd April, 2008 til 27th April, 2008..going back to bangkok..i miss my mom n brothers..hahah..too bad my husband cant come with..he has to work..to my loving yet cranky husband tu ..jaga diri bebaik.pls dont burn the kitchen..jgn naughty2..ahahah..will be missin u...

    well i wont be going back alone tho..got a few of my collegemates yang nak ikut me balik..they want to go jalan2..pya, dekpah n fizree..so ada lah geng jejalan nanti..

    alrighty..take care..nak pack2..aku tak pack apa pun lagi..ahahahahah n fizree is pickin me up in 1 hour.hahaha :P

     

    see yaaa

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    happy birthday my dear :)