talent wont take u far, ambition will.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Sunday, December 02, 2007
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We went to the party at esmod last night
i was more like forced to go in a way lol cuz i intially wanted to sleep
but anyways, it was quite fun to be there with all the people from my class
i am so glad that i made such a decision to change to the french class
even it was tough and it is still tough for me to be taught in french
but those people i encountered this year are all so nice and sweet
then who cares about bitches?
anyways at the end there are so many stories to tell
but i am lazy to type so in short it was jus fucked up
people got hurt police came and the party has to be ended immediately
bad
anyways, check out those pics in facebook if u are interested
now super tired needa take some rest
Friday, November 30, 2007
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Johnny Deep i rested so much yesterday
almost felt guilty lol um not really
but started to look for fabric to make my first design and information to do the 2nd collection
i heart 60's but this time i wanna do something new. struggling b/w 40's and 50's.
i indeed like the late 40's but early 50's
is gd to learn some more about the fashion history
that's what our school is so lacking of...
marketing class is important but i do think fashion history is more a must as training to be a designer
anyways, i am happy learning something finally related back to clothes
and get to know a bit about the cultural thing nice nice
it is so important to be happy. i really enjoy doing things for the design class
nothing for pattern drafting tho. o hate it.
anyways this weekend really needa work hard
Thursday, November 29, 2007
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have been so emotional since the school has started again
my first presentation in french is finally over
maybe people wouldnt understand why am i stressed out so much
because u r not in my position
but anyways, regardless what the thing is jus to get it done
that's such a bad attitude but i really do not wanna get into the final
i do not wanna work on this anymore
i wanna come back and focus on the sportswear for now
and get it done quicker so i can go to london to visit mesumes and see opera again
so i was really upset. seeking some positivities here and there
but ended up you just learned that you shud seek happiness within
i learned i really learned my lesson everytime...is a gd thing...
so i spent 3 hrs watching youtube..mixing fabric..eating candies and taking shower
i am feeling much better now...i live my life for myself remember this.
regarding the youtube i should say..it reminds me of some precious moments
i rememebr the most surprisingly gd concert i have been when i was in hk was aaron kwok's
it was just a 100hkd ticket but he performed so well that evening..
the worst concert is avril lavigne's. i love her but she is just a bad performer.
and that one, we paid much much more...
my sister got online we talked for 1 min and she's off for work
how much i miss u.....sister sister sister......=(
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
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there are so many times I do not feel like I can perform my best under so many circumstances
I understand the environment is something that I have no control of
as a human being, I can only adjust myself and my emotion
but it really frustrate me when I know I can do so much better or I can be so much happier than now
this is probably the first time that I am not excited about presentation but just wanna get it done
people know me understand how much i enjoy presentation
i hate it when i do not care anymore. i wanna care. i wanna feel that i am doing something satisfying.
I wanna perform well not just get it done and fuck it.
don't give me that face and tell me to try. BS!plus I really do not like people nagging on me and telling me what to do like I am a kid
that's too much. just fucking let's us handle ourselves please
jus too much wasted of time listening to those talks abt how to be a successful designer with organization
we will seek advices when it is needed..
sometimes in this school, you have no idea.
is it because I do not speak french so well? is it me?
am i not trying enough? am i?
why do i feel like i can do nothing to make it right...
full of question marks...............................................................................
ok let's me just get things done and quit thinking too much
tomorrow is the presentation. i believe things will get better after, I do.
now all stressed out. I needa sleep.
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experencing up and down in Paris*
