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It's time to update this thing...even though nobody ever reads it...lol! I don't really have much to say. I'm really getting excited for school to be over and college to be starting..woot woot! Me and Andrea are going to be the best roomies ever and it's going to be so much fun. We're going to go shopping for all of our stuff for our dorm room soon and that will be fun.

Well I'm glad this week is over...the last couple of weeks have just completely sucked! School has been so stressful with ap tests and just the end of the year stuff. And I'm trying to get all this stuff in for college. Then plus, on top of that I am workin every stinkin' day because I was just promoted to night manager at work...it's good in some ways but not in others. Just way too stressful!

Then my dad isn't doing to well but what else is new...haha! It's not funny but I that's the way I deal with things...I just know God is going to take care of him but it's going to be on His time not mine. So....that's that! Well...anyways...I hope all you mount vernon and all you others going with mount vernoners have fun at prom this weekend! That's all I got for you folks! Can't wait till our last impact...it's gonna be fun and sad all at once! Luv ya and prayin for ya all! MUAH!

Ginelle

So....life is better! I am doing well. I kind of have givin up on school....I have senioritis. I have been super busy lately because I have been doing this thing called senior shoot out where we are on teams and we go areound shooting the team we're up agains with nerf guns and we we're up against the hardest team this week and I think we're out but it was fun. That was the biggest and worst sentence I think I have written....anyways...thanks to everyone for the comments....11 comments that's the most I have ever gotten...I am shootin' for 12 this time...lol. My dad is doing better if anyone wants to know....I feel dumb saying that on here but that's what goes on in my life. God is really working in his life...and with our relationship...things are truly better...so that's an answer to prayer. I am starting a small group for my youth group this sunday and I am the leader...so that's kind of exciting...but it needs some prayer. I really miss my fab girls! You guys don't know how much you mean to me....I think about you everyday...I cna't wait until next year! Well...the last thing that I have is I kind of am struggling about college....I don't know where I am going to get all the money to pay for it...it's a little stressful and all these deadlines and stuff are coming up so I need prayer. Besides that I am doing great and I hope everyone else is too! I miss everyone and luv ya too!

Ginelle

Today was the longest day of my life.....I went to school and teachers were really understanding so that was really nice but I have so much make up work. That is not exciting at all. I will be up late tonight doing a lot of work...well...I guess I don't have to do it all tonight but the sooner I get it done the better I will feel.           

Anyways.....besides that the last couple of days has kind of been rough...I am kind of dealing with a few issues. Friday night I was up really, really late because I was thinking of all this stuff that was bothering me. One thing that was bothering me is um....like all my life I've wanted to be a nurse but I don't know if that's what God wants me to be but if you haven't noticed I don't have that much time to make up my mind. I really have been praying about it and I talked to my grandpa (he's like my father) and he really gave me words of wisdom I guess you can say....and he just said Ginelle why would God give you this desire of your heart if this is not what He wanted....and that made sense and I have prayed about it so I think I am still going to major in nursing! It's something I really want to do.

The other thing that's bothering me is something I think that bothers almost every girl at one time or another in their life so...somebody might be right there with me. I have really been struggling just with guys I guess you can say. Like I feel like there is never going to be that perfect guy out there for me.....I had a relationship (well I don't know if that's what you would call it but whatever) and it didn't work out and everytime I feel like I have feelings for someone things just backfire. I know God has to have someone out there for me but I am really struggling with just trusting in Him with this right now. I guess things that have happened lately with guys and my past "relationship" ....its just hard to trust guys and I guess its kind of hard to trust God.

Last complaint I guess you could say...my dad always needs prayer...he isn't doing so well. But besides this...I am doing well. I don't like when people feel bad for me....I'm just going through a rough spot in my life...everyone has them. I will be ok...I just need prayer...I believe that God will get me through it. I also have 3 of the most beautiful, fabulous, amazing friends that know about my problems that help me every step of the way. I miss you guys! Well....I miss everyone of my friends and I think this is the longest entry ever...I guess I had a lot on my mind....I better get some comments! I'm outtie!

Ginelle