| | Today was the longest day of my life.....I went to school and teachers were really understanding so that was really nice but I have so much make up work. That is not exciting at all. I will be up late tonight doing a lot of work...well...I guess I don't have to do it all tonight but the sooner I get it done the better I will feel.
Anyways.....besides that the last couple of days has kind of been rough...I am kind of dealing with a few issues. Friday night I was up really, really late because I was thinking of all this stuff that was bothering me. One thing that was bothering me is um....like all my life I've wanted to be a nurse but I don't know if that's what God wants me to be but if you haven't noticed I don't have that much time to make up my mind. I really have been praying about it and I talked to my grandpa (he's like my father) and he really gave me words of wisdom I guess you can say....and he just said Ginelle why would God give you this desire of your heart if this is not what He wanted....and that made sense and I have prayed about it so I think I am still going to major in nursing! It's something I really want to do.
The other thing that's bothering me is something I think that bothers almost every girl at one time or another in their life so...somebody might be right there with me. I have really been struggling just with guys I guess you can say. Like I feel like there is never going to be that perfect guy out there for me.....I had a relationship (well I don't know if that's what you would call it but whatever) and it didn't work out and everytime I feel like I have feelings for someone things just backfire. I know God has to have someone out there for me but I am really struggling with just trusting in Him with this right now. I guess things that have happened lately with guys and my past "relationship" ....its just hard to trust guys and I guess its kind of hard to trust God.
Last complaint I guess you could say...my dad always needs prayer...he isn't doing so well. But besides this...I am doing well. I don't like when people feel bad for me....I'm just going through a rough spot in my life...everyone has them. I will be ok...I just need prayer...I believe that God will get me through it. I also have 3 of the most beautiful, fabulous, amazing friends that know about my problems that help me every step of the way. I miss you guys! Well....I miss everyone of my friends and I think this is the longest entry ever...I guess I had a lot on my mind....I better get some comments! I'm outtie!
Ginelle |
| | Posted 4/10/2006 2:47 PM - 1 view - 11 comments
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