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Original: 4/10/2006 2:47 PM
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Monday, April 10, 2006

 

Today was the longest day of my life.....I went to school and teachers were really understanding so that was really nice but I have so much make up work. That is not exciting at all. I will be up late tonight doing a lot of work...well...I guess I don't have to do it all tonight but the sooner I get it done the better I will feel.           

Anyways.....besides that the last couple of days has kind of been rough...I am kind of dealing with a few issues. Friday night I was up really, really late because I was thinking of all this stuff that was bothering me. One thing that was bothering me is um....like all my life I've wanted to be a nurse but I don't know if that's what God wants me to be but if you haven't noticed I don't have that much time to make up my mind. I really have been praying about it and I talked to my grandpa (he's like my father) and he really gave me words of wisdom I guess you can say....and he just said Ginelle why would God give you this desire of your heart if this is not what He wanted....and that made sense and I have prayed about it so I think I am still going to major in nursing! It's something I really want to do.

The other thing that's bothering me is something I think that bothers almost every girl at one time or another in their life so...somebody might be right there with me. I have really been struggling just with guys I guess you can say. Like I feel like there is never going to be that perfect guy out there for me.....I had a relationship (well I don't know if that's what you would call it but whatever) and it didn't work out and everytime I feel like I have feelings for someone things just backfire. I know God has to have someone out there for me but I am really struggling with just trusting in Him with this right now. I guess things that have happened lately with guys and my past "relationship" ....its just hard to trust guys and I guess its kind of hard to trust God.

Last complaint I guess you could say...my dad always needs prayer...he isn't doing so well. But besides this...I am doing well. I don't like when people feel bad for me....I'm just going through a rough spot in my life...everyone has them. I will be ok...I just need prayer...I believe that God will get me through it. I also have 3 of the most beautiful, fabulous, amazing friends that know about my problems that help me every step of the way. I miss you guys! Well....I miss everyone of my friends and I think this is the longest entry ever...I guess I had a lot on my mind....I better get some comments! I'm outtie!

Ginelle

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Look at what a good friend I am... the first one to post. Ginelle, I completley understand what you are talking about and going through. Let me tell you... it is so hard being here and feeling completley alone and having NO BODY interested in you. But Ginelle... oh how I wish you could have went with me to the retreat this past weekend. I am not struggling with guy issues anymore. I really am not. I KNOW that God has bigger and better things for me and you than we could ever imagine. And if you only could catch a small glimpse of how much God loves you. I know that you hear it all the time... but you seriously have to listen to some of the things that I heard this weekend. We will talk about it later. I am praying for you and miss you so so much. You are beautiful Ginelle... and remember, "He has made everything beautiful in His timing," He has everything under control! I love you Ginello... hey call me asap because we need to talk about this upcoming weekend! ~Amanda Lynn~
Posted 4/10/2006 4:16 PM by amanda_erb - reply

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Heyy!!!

I missed you too on Sunday-- I had a soccer game and then I sprained my ankle pretty badly so I had to go to the doctors instead of coming to the end of youth group... Are you going to be at youth group on Wednesday??? Hope so!!! Have a great rest of the week!!

<3
Kim!! :)
Posted 4/10/2006 4:22 PM by kmenge922 - reply

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Heyya chica!! I didn't know you had one of these!! Thanks for the comments!
Sorry life is so crazy hard right now, it's tuff over here too, but you learn to love life. haha, that's kinda my motto right now: Live life and love it! I call it L-cubed to be cool, but strangely enuff not too many people tell me it's as awesome as I think it is...hm...;) Well, I hope to see you this week!!! Don't know if I'm gonna be at the prayer walk wednesday, got to work, so maybe I'll see ya around!!!

In his love and mine!
Cody
Psalm 34:8-single handed favorite verse right now!!! look it up, and I'll tell you why if you want to konw!!! ;)
Posted 4/10/2006 10:29 PM by soccerspud4 - reply

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Hey thats good that your teachers are being understanding about your situation.  I hope that you get everything you need to get done out of the way, but don't let it get you down.  Its not worth stressing about because there are way more important things than school work.

I know how you feel about guys...well, except I am more familiar with that problem when dealing with girls, but tis a minor detail.  Its rough to not have people interested in you, but at the same time, think about how many wasted relationships you could go through if everyone was interested in you.  I am grateful to know that God has someone for me, and that He helps me to realize who it isn't as well as who it may be.  I know that you're going to find a guy one day who will sweep you off of your feet, and will restore your trust in the male species again.  When that day does come, you will realize that the wait made it all the more worthwhile.  Keep your head up and I'm praying for you and for the guy who is looking for you as hard as you are looking for him.

Luv as usual (haha)----Mattie B.

Posted 4/11/2006 1:09 AM by Barnsybaby27 - reply

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Ginello! I LOVE YOU!!! I know how ya feel about going back to school after ya know and it makes a huge difference when your teachers are understanding* I believe that too that God gives us certain desires and talents and why would He give them to us if He didnt want to use them! I can see you as the nurse that all the little kids want to go to when their sick. You'll make their day better* I totally understand about the whole guy issue! Being hurt in the past makes it so hard to trust and believe that there is a perfect guy out there for you that wont hurt you. Ginelle, you are so beautiful and such an amazing person! I am so blessed to have a friend like you! I just want to encourage you that God has your "prince" out there for you! I know the waiting and being patient is so hard but it also helps you realize that God is enough, which was something I was struggling with! You've gone through so much and I am always praying for you and I'll be praying for your dad too* You mean so much to me! You are such an awesome best friend and thanks for always being there for me when I needed soemone to listen and let me cry. haha. -I love ya girl- ~Andrea Jill
Posted 4/11/2006 1:33 PM by lilwils529 - reply

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Ginelle, it's been really amazing to see how you've grown as a gal of God the past two years, and it's so cool to know that you're choosing to embrace God in your struggles.  During the worst times in my life, I chose to ignore God and do my own thing, but the awesome thought to keep in mind is that God carrying you through the tough times! 

Don't worry about finding the guy of your dreams.  (You're so cute. . .)  So many people have this same fear and I just want you to know that you don't have to fear, because there are a lot of good guys in the world.  I always wonder if I'm going to grow up to be the 40-year-old virgin, but you know what?  God is very present and in "the middle of the mad", as I like to say.  Ginelle, you are totally going to be in my prayers.  Love yourself, pray to God, and don't forget to take time to, as my favorite author, Madeleine L'Engle says, "just be".  Love ya friend, Matt

Posted 4/12/2006 2:30 PM by mattindependentspirit - reply

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Wow! Everyone else wrote like, a book!  But seriously, I love you Ginelle, and I can't wait to see you next impact!  I hope you have a great week, and I'll be praying for ya!

Amber

Posted 4/14/2006 6:35 PM by amberbryan06 - reply

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hey, good luck with the nursing stuff, dont sound too much like my cup of tea...could you imagine me in a nurses outfit? ...i dont think so ...anywho im prayin for ya

wes

Posted 4/16/2006 4:51 PM by WesManPan - reply

Ginelle i miss you so much! It is always seems like forever untill the next time that I get to see you. So I wanted you to know that I miss you a lot and that I love you dearly! I read your entry and it made me want to call you right now! I know that everything will work out for you. And even when it doesn't seem like it all, I know that God has a very special plan for you! I totally agree with Andrea I can see you being the nurse that all the little kids want to see! I can't wait to see you next impact! I will be praying for you, and your dad! And just remember "oh... I know that I can make it, I know that I can stand, no matter what may come my way, my life is in your hands, with Jesus I can take it, with him I know I can stand, no matter what may come my way, my life is in your hands!" Well I can't wait to see you, I miss you and will be praying for you. I hope things get better soon! I love you!!!

<3 Courtney (Popcheek)

Posted 4/18/2006 5:57 PM by Anonymous - reply

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Missed you again tonight!! I hope you are having a good week!! How have you been doing??? Just wanted you to know that I'm praying for you and your dad!! Hope to see you on Sunday at church!!

Love you!!

Kim!!!

Psalms 62:5-6
Posted 4/18/2006 9:38 PM by kmenge922 - reply

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Ginelle, i miss you too. ALWAYS! I got a myspace now..not the one you made for me. Andrea helped me make a REALLY cute one. So you'll have to check it out. I hope your having an awesome week..i know school can be rough sometimes ( ha all the time) but its all almost over now!! See the Lord carried you through. And now next year we will all be together!! ( Hopefully) Oh guess what i officially applied to the Nez today. I still have a couple of other things i have to turn in. But hopefully we will all be together next year..HOW EXCITING!! Love you and talk to you later,     Sarah Moody-

Posted 4/20/2006 8:26 PM by Slimoo87 - reply


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